Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Apologize

We have to at some point in our life

Why not we start now?

Thursday, March 08, 2007

So long so wrong.

Do you see cobwebs?
Imaginary, i do. I'm a lazy ass bastard who has given up on writing. Not permanently. You know, just waiting to get back the passion. The one I had before died together when the door was shut, the key dropped in the sea of confussion.
Life's been good so far. Alot of suprises and I seem to like the mundane commitment now. Work's great, no complains yet and the bunch of people in the office are just easy to hang out with.

I had wild nights of insomnia lately and tonight is one of those days where I can't seem to be able to fall asleep. I've watched two sappy romantic flicks back to back hoping that it would bore me to sleep, driven to the wall by an irritating mosquitoe and annoyed with the constant motor noise caused by the air-cond.Somehow, I just couldn't fall into slumber mode. So that's why I've decided to be here.

For a span of two weeks, I have been absorbing quite an amount of both fruitful and not so fruitful events. We all lose our head and snap at people, sometimes, unconditionally and unintentionally without realizing the consequences of such impact. Forgive and forget, that's what we do after such occurance. Morally speaking, to lay hand on another person, what more a female is pathetic. An argument can spark instantaneously when the mind is not in the right state and needless to say there's no law stating the rights and wrongs of being a human being. But understand that we live in a civilize society, and we crosspath with peer pressure. I may not understand what you are going through but as a childhood friend, I understand the feeling of being cornered, neglected and helpless. I've been through those shit in life and it's way much better living in hell. My point is, there's always someone who would sit down and have a cup of coffee with you , drilling down the core of the problem so you don't have to go through it alone. I hope I've send you a clear message of what friendship actually means in words because I know if I would have say it straight to your face, it would only sounded more like rubbish. I hope things work out for you and her.

More to come soon , and if you're feeling 'spongy' KIV. I have alot to share, just very little time.

toodles.


Vips' on the deck with the 'cup' =) .