Bye

manyak problem here.

Moved

Be Right Back

Sien. Ending soon. Tied up with nothing.
Past is booming with joy. Glad.
Getting old, going places, back to norm.
Surreal. Ethereal, whatever you wanna call it.
I call it content.

I heart movie lovers

some people just have too much free time to play a movie in slow-mo

=) anyone for rambo?

Resah

Berapa lama harus aku tunggu
Kata setuju kamu
Kau biar aku menanti pilu

Kau diam bisu buat aku keliru
Mana tuju hatimu
Usah biar ku resah menunggu

Raut wajahmu bisa ditelahku
Kau masih belum tentu
Apa ada rasa dalam hatimu

Datang padaku cerita padaku
Ungkapkan rasa itu
Apa saja buat hilang ragumu

Sesungguh tak kau tahu
Diriku ada kamu
Akan ku relakan semua ada ku untukmu
Mungkin bila kau tahu
Mungkin bisa kau temui jiwaku
Usah biar terusan begitu

Another Wedding Bell

Imagine a childhood friend who played in the same football team as you back in high school,

A friend who travelled to numerous 'padang' just for a friendly match under the scorching sun,

A friend who holds no grudge when you laugh at him when he tries to "ber-speaking"

A friend who laughs together with you when he told you that he just shaved only one of his legs,

A friend who invited you to his house during Hari Raya and the best nasi goreng you've tasted,

A friend who includes you to sleepover at his place intially for group study but end up playing wrestling instead,

A friend who doesn't care about race but instead treat you like his own kind.

That was 10 years ago, and finally on his big day, he decided to share his joy with us and finally tied the knot. Friends like these are surely hard to come by. For that I'm grateful.

Congratulations to Inspector Rafizan and his wife! May you and your spouse have many great loving years ahead.

ps: Now I know who to look for when I have samans =)

First post of the year

Yay, my first post. Honestly I have lots to blog about and am just to lazy to do so.
Work is taking its toll on me and the happenings around is somewhat adding to the laziness. Its like everything is clogged up and there's only so little room to talk about it. I rather talk it over the phone or MSN chat and not sharing it with anyone.

Yup, that's me now, in 2008 that is. I feel everything is going against my will and in some occasion nothing that I can do about it. So helpless. So freaking tired.
I wake up everyday only to look forward to my next holiday and also seeing her online. That's about it. My eating habit has not been a normal one. Sometimes i feel like i can gobble up a whole cow and just sometimes my tummy couldnt fit a grain of rice.

Sleepless nights. I feel the mounting hours of staring blankly at the ceiling taking its toll on me. Feeling zombified at some point. It happened quite frequently lately and the only time I get to sleep well is during the weekends. So, yup, my weekends are mostly spend on the bed and i even skipped meals during then. Lucky enough, my eyebags are already there, so its not that significant anyway.

It hasn't been a good start of late, two of my friends are in the hospital for all the wrong reasons, someone I've met before died innocently in a hit-and-run incident, I have presentation to the management due next week and I haven't start anything yet, I had two 'beef jerky' from the police for having lunch which I know it is my fault, my mom who will be undergoing surgery and I'm totally terrified by it. Someone who lives alone by herself in a foreign land and worried sick for her safety sometimes. Yea that basically sums up the 10 days into the new year. Alot to digest, but its going well I guess, so far. Maybe I should start praying again at night.

Oklar, no more depressing stories for the time being, I hope after Chinese New Year will have better days to come.