One week

A week from now, I'll be gone
few thousand miles away to a foreign land
to renew my memories, to make new one,
to make something out of nothing.

A week from now, I'll be thinking
How amazing these few months has been,
that new months are ahead of me
is a mystery i do not want to unfold.

A week from now,I'll be missing
the nasi lemak and the wantan mee,
my character i left in the virtual world,
and my daily doze of fix i left behind.

A week from now, i'll be hoping
That when i return back from my holidays,
i'll be much stronger than i was before,
and free from the chains i put myself in.

A week from now seems like a year
How i wish i can just put myself where time doesnt exist
Or where a place that nobody knew who i was
Just an average Joe with nothing to prove.

I love Malaysia!!!!

Renewed my passport today and to my suprise, the immigration department was living up to its motto "MESRA, AMANAH DAN TEGAS dan KHIDMAT DENGAN SENYUMAN"
The service was good and efficient as compare to many bad experiences before hand and i must say, they are still good ones around.

Those that deserve to be shot at are the ones with no moral constitution to care about others. How hard is it to follow a simple mindset of keeping quiet in the cinema?

We're not leaving in a stone age nor are we not well educated in our country. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with this people? Are they acting dumb or did their parents drop them when they were a baby? Retards. I didn't spend 10 bucks to hear your pussy giggle or ur gayish conversation with your friend. If i need narration, i can read from the fucking screen. Mahgehaichaocibai.

I don't usually get tick off easily, but yesterday my blood was boiling up to my head that i had to keep reminding myself not to make a scene out of it because it's Transformers.
A piss-off stare obviously didn't work.
A verbal insult didn't work either.
So maybe a whack in the head ought to do the trick next time.

It's really saddening to even claim that we're in a developing country. With people like that, i don't think we're going anywhere far.

If you don't know what I'm talking about, go figure out who runs the country.
Thankiew for ruining my movie. Thankiew for the wonderful scent from your feet. Thankiew for making another reason to hate 'you' even more.

Ciows

Missing Sunshine

It's funny how we relate our life with the world.

like how we see dark clouds hovering on top of our head
signalling a disastrous day

or how we associate rain as a blanket of sanctuary
that when you cry, nobody knows.

and I was once told that when it rains, it is actually angels crying from heaven.
How naive right?

I'm not sad nor depress. Hey my holidays are coming, i should be hopping around like the mad dinosaur instead of sulking in front of the monitor. Right?

It's just July. A month of challenges and bleeding.
A day has gone and i already felt lost. It's not the greatest of feeling and definitely not a pleasant 1 to be in. My fix is temporary gone and I long for it. It's getting addictive, at least emotionally, and I'm in a sucker's position to understand what's really going on. I know, and yet I pursue; eventhough i know i'll be rooted to the ground with thorns piercing through the heart.

I'm making memories out of nothing. Memories i will carry with me till the day you decide to pull my hand away or placed it close to your heart. Either way, you have my blessings.
I planned to write in jargons only I understand, but I figured out if i do, i'll be bombarded with even more headaches.

Shine through my clouds,
Carry away my melancholy,
Flood me with hope,
Shower me with affection.

Oh Transformers,
Thrill me with carburetor,
Bury me in nuts and bolts.
Gratify me with your sexy smoke.

=) it's going to be a long week, happy transforming!