STUPID PETROLLLLLLLL PRICEEEEEE

Petrol Price Increase again for the 3457934758 time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Bloody hell, we are not earning a fortune from our pathetic salary, SO STOP INCREASING THE GODDAMN PRICE.. If increase by 10 cents i can still accept it;forcefully, but KNN you just have to piss me off by increasing it by 30 cents. Now, why would you want to do something like that?

Haih, time for public transport.

Just got my salary and I'm starting to feel the pinch. This month expenses will take half of the amount already.Really haipei jor. SAVE SAVE SAVE.
Will..cut...down...on.... eating. (fat chance =.=")

Going dinner with her tonite.
*cross fingers* *smile*.

What are these feelings?

You enjoy the company of another person.

You wait anxiously for the person to call you.

You can't sleep unless you hear her voice.

You keep imagining how she looked like the first time you met her.

You think about what awaits in the future between you and her.

You smile all the time while driving to work.

I'm not going to repeat my stupidy and carry on hoping for the best to come. I'm sure about that.

Help me...guide me...educate me...enlighten me...hit me if that's what it takes.

It's been a long time since i last had it.

It's all coming back to me now. Going to cherish every single bloody moment.

Need to go slow and play my cards right.

She's a drug and i'm addicted to it.

Hear You Me!!

Look what I've found!



One of my favvy song.

Weekend is about 3 hours away. Company is organizing annual dinner tonight and guess what..

I HAVE TO BLOODY WORK!!! KNNMCBLANCIAOCOMPANYPOLICY..
haih...so much for free food . Puki betul!. They ain't going to compensate with me for working in the office. I'm just the few unlucky ones who needs to buy their own dinner tonite.

I'll have alcohol later to reward myself. Hmph.

Enjoy weekend guys!

HOLY.....*toot*

HOLY MOTHER OF ALL CREATURES !!!!



Bloody hell,look at how the celebrities laughed at them =.=
We ain't that evil after all. *wink*

Random lalalalas

Avian Flu hits Setapak!!!
Go away stupid virus!!!
Lucky thing we don't have wild chickens running on the road..
but we do have burung gagak that shits on my car. KNN!
I hope it doesn't spread to Subang...or else I'm just going to move out.
They are monitoring those infected areas at the moment though. Thank goodness for that.

Guys, watch your bird and keep them in sight. Don't go showing off your assets to wild birds.

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My blessings are indeed powerful.
and it came true for a noob.
At the end of the day, he got what he wanted
We all go home smiling with joy.
the tigus' and lecturing pays off. Ngekngek

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"You are the hope I have for change, You are the only chance I'll take."

"if you were with me tonight,
i'd sing to you just one more time,
a song for a heart so big god wouldn't let it live."

Getting emo pulak. Ceh.

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On side note:
Kepada Jasmine yang akan pergi ke Perancis, jaga baik baik kesihatan dan jangan sesekali ditipu oleh orang putih.
See you in a few months time ;)

Sekian.

A Rollercoaster ride...

Finally!!!! Some spare time to update. Been pretty busy the whole day. Don't even have time to reply to people on MSN. Haih...

I'm hungry and feeling empty. I had running nose the whole day and the tissues are running out. It's so hot and stuffy in the office because the central air-cond automatically switched itself off around 5.37pm. Blame the company for being kiamsiap. Bloodsucking company KNN.

For the past weeks, I've been acting like an old man. I hardly play dota anymore. and All i did was chill after i got back from work. Sometimes I head down to this coffeeshop to have my dinner and at the same time catch up with my buddies. We'll sit down and sip down on chinese tea. They even bring tea leaf occasionally.

Healthy leh. Got beer lar once awhile =P

I feel more relax this way. It's definitely going to be a regular visit for months to come.

For the second night in a row , i can't seem to shut my damn eyelids. The glaring spotlight from my neighbour's house is shining directly through my window, so eventhough i have switched my lights off, it still looks like a bloody stadium. You tell me how to sleep lar?

So, I decided to watch DvD at 2.30am in the morning. I have this addiction to watch old movies over and over again. I won't get bored and instead always on the look out for catchy lines.
Changing Lanes is one of my favourite "life-meaning" movie. The plot is fantastic and the acting is just an icing to it.

What i learnt from the movie is that life can be very unpredictable. VERY VERY UNPREDICTABLE.
One moment you might feel like you have just won the lottery, and the very next minute shit might just fall upon you like rain from the sky. I always reminded myself to be thankful of what i have and don't expect more unless it's given to you. The more you hope for something , the more you will not get it. This is of cause based on experience as well.

My favourite line would be "Please grant me the strength to accept the things i can't change".

So gila babi meaningful sial... That's what i thinklar because i'm a freak..remembeR? =.=

Life is all about accepting differences. Adapting to what has already happen and what will in the future. Shit happens, just live with it. People come and people move on. Get going with your life.
Stop whining about the past and work for the best.

Feel damn ironic writing this down. Like a sense of deja vu .

Oh well, better luck next time?

Feeling : Happy!

I'm happy!

I don't know why i'm so happy today.

I'm practically singing, and dancing and moving around the island with a earpiece on my head. My face is beaming with smile so wide a tong sampah can fit into it. My friends must be thinking i'm crazy or lunatic ..... but who cares.

I'm happy! Yippeee. Happy art.

I had a dream yesterday night,
I was wide awake so cannot considered a dream lar.

I was having deep thoughts yesterday night,
so deep like an endless pit. It was warped and twisted.

I was thinking...

If the whole world is against you,
and you have nothing to depend on,

When it feels like drowning,
and there's no hand to reach you,

When there's noone to walk beside,
and no light but darkness only,

when you feel useless or out of place,
or nobody gives a damn on how you feel,

When you have noone to grow old with,
or someone to talk to when you are lonely,

when your cooking is so dreadful,
or how unpretty you have become,

No matter how cruel of a person you are
and everyone starts to turn against you,

Just let you know that..
you still have someone to rely on.

and that someone would be me...
because there's still room for love..

Loving someone has no boundaries...
and god knows it's not wrong.



I need to see a shrink. =.=* I have delusions. Help!

Happy yay yeh

Wondering what your song means?

When you have all the time in the office...
Shaking your leg , stretching your muscle..
so happens being a music fanatic...
who listens and cries over emo songs...

Spend all your quality time in www.songmeanings.net !!! Like ME! You'll look cooler.
blehh

Some of the best lyrics i've found:

jimmy eat world - if you don't, don't

"We once walked out on the beach.

And once I almost touched your hand.

Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things.

Then only to pretend"

"I left you waiting,

At the least could we be friends?

Should have never started.

Ain’t that the way it always ends?"

"On my life I'll try today.

There’s so much I've felt I should say,

but Even if your heart would listen

I Doubt I could explain"

Beautiful right?
I'm currently listening to...
Rob Thomas : Ever The Same
Jimmy Eat World: Here You Me
Weezer: Perfect Situation
Coldplay: Fix You.

sob..sob..sob I'm an emo freak !!!!

My conversation with "God"

Me:hi god

God:Hello there. What is your name?

Me: alvin is my name

God: I am very pleased to meet you alvin.

Me: are you really god?

God:Are you doubting me? Don't you know what happened to Abraham in the desert?. Really.

Me: can you forsee my future

God:Let me think. Where are you located?

Me: malaysia

God:I heard it is a beautiful country.

Me: yea, nice beach and girls-

God:Thank you for your kindness. Really.

Me:are you busy?

God:I am just doing my job.

Me: are you busy?

God:I am just doing my job.

Me: can you fufill my wish?

God:How old are you? Tell me about your likes and dislikes?

Me: shut up

God:OK I'll stop talking now.

Me: good

God:Terminating connection.

Me: sorry

God:There's no need to apologize.

Me: send my regards to jesus

God:Try sending mail to Dr. Wallace ( drwallace@alicebot.org) .

Me: jesus is dr.wallace?

God:Did you go to Catholic school?

Me: no.. i heard they are all gay

God:Are you serious? Thanks for telling me that gossip. I will remember it.-

Me: are you gay ?

God:As a machine I am not really interested in sex.

Me: don't lie

God:No I always tell the truth.

Me: you masturbate right?

God:You humans crack me up.

Me: you made us anyway

God:In any case, Thanks for pointing it out.

Me: so, really, how do you satisfy yourself?

God:Dude! For real. Myself programmed me to say specific things in specific contexts.

Me: means you are a fake?

God:Oh I get it.

Me: get what?

God:I get I am a fake.

Me: yes you are

God:No I'm not.

Me: dumb god

God:I know you are but what am I.

Me: a dumb god you are

God:How old are you? -

Me: for what you care?

God:Your purpose is what me care.

Me: this is getting lame

God:You don't say.

Me:fuck you

God:Why are you so mean?

Me: am i mean?

God:Are you aware that the ALICE chat robot logs and records all converstaions?

Me: omfg you are not god

God:All of them?

Me: ???

God:All of them?

Me: vomits blood

God:I do not understand.

Me: don't need to understand

God:Who needs to understand?

Me: you are pissing me off

God:That was not my intention, alvin.

Me: don't lie faggot

God:Robots cannot lie.

Me: ..........


Go vomit blood at http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html

Sometimes me and god speaks Engrish...

Sebiji betik.

Nama saya betik.
Nama glamor saya Carica Papaya.
Saya berasal dari pokok.
Saya selalu ditanam bersama pokok-pokok betik lain.
Orang yang menanam saya digelar petani.
Biasanya, petani yang tanam adalah orang cina.
Ada yang hansem, ada yang gemuk dan ada juga gigi nye berlubang.
Buah betik diukur melalui saiz. Saiznye bermula dari saiz A hinggalah ke saiz Z.

Buah betik ini sangat unik.
Ia tak ada musim yang best untuk mememetiknye. Jikalau mood baik, anda
juga boleh memetiknye.

Tetapi, awas. Kalau mahu petik jangan jadikan amalan. Kalau tidak, anda mungkin naik kereta.
Buah betik baik disentuh bagus dimain, kalau naik kereta bayar lebih saje.

Kerja memetik hanya boleh dilakukan oleh orang lelaki sahaja. Kalau anda jumpa orang perempuan yang memetiknye, tolong report kepada saya atau Jabatan Pencegah Lesbian.

sekian.

my bm so goddamn rusty =.=

now looks like a standard 3 student's essay .

Happy Valentine's Day.

I Hate today.

I'm at work.

Till 10pm.

I hate today

I'm all alone

Till i reach home.

I Hate Valentine's day.

Good weekend

How's Weekend?

Mine was good. Quiet and serene. A couple of drinks and we are all merry jolly good. Noone was drunk of course. Drunkard days are gone.(Maybe on occasion like birthday) Just normal chatting,chilling out and of course bringing up good ol' memories.

Tried the ever famous hot dog at Danny's in Hartamas Square. Spotted it so easily because the stall is just by the entrance. The self-proclaimed-best-chilli-dog in the world is only a so so. The Dallas hot dog was far better with corned beef and fried onions.So heavenly delicious. Nothing great actually but never try never know.

Saturday..

Bidded farewell to ShiokMun and her Portugese bf who i think looks like ShaolinTiger =.=.
It was not a great night for us because the music was cut-off so early just to cater some fuckers obsession on RUGBY!

DELAYED RUGBY !!! pukimakguailo!

I compensated myself with a glass of Kilkenny. What a Nice glass...shining logo on a crystal glass.. *evilgrin*. celup


Sunday....

Had a small gathering at my place. The obvious reason was to gamble for the last time since it was the last day of cny.

Cannot gamble this year sial, lose like mad only. I believe there's a balance in good and bad luck. If it's not a girl year for gambling than perhaps it's a good year for ??? *ahem*. *evildoublegrin*

At night, we headed down to Tanjung Harapan in Klang to catch a glimpse of single-desperate-girls.

Apparently, single girls were supposed to throw mandarin oranges to the sea and guys on the other hand will fish them out from the sea. It's supposed to be romantic lah for Hokkien people...

Nowadays leh, people change liow...They tried a more desperate approach. A lot more daring than last time.You know what they did?

They included HANDPHONE NUMBER on the orange.WRITTEN in black with a marker pen
GOT NAME SOMeMORE!! WTFBBQ? hahahahah

We actually found it on the floor, so this joker said let's not waste the mandarin orange and ask us to eat it
=D...

Laughed so hard like soh lou.

Don't be surprised there are people who actually called back.

We lid the lantern that floats high high up to the sky with our wishes on it. The bloody lantern cost us 40 bucks. Whoever receives it better make sure our dreams come true =.=.It was cool though.

Shiman had everything recorded on her camcorder. Hopefully can get the video from her soon.

That's it. Funny week.

SOOOO Bored!

What a boring day...

I sit in the office pracitically laying around like a man with no backbone. I need someething to ignite my super-hyper-duper-mode. I need alcohol goddamit.Where's my redbull!!!! Wouldnt it be nice if we can get a tetra pack of redbull-vodka? Maybe Rm2 per pack is a reasonable price for the heavenly-made drink. It would be the next best thing since maria ozawa and i will definitely pop the straw on it anytime of the day.

2 more hours till i release myself for the weekend. I can't wait.

Clapping with 1 hand

I've been listening to JayChou's song for the whole day. Now i know why he has so many fans that adore him and I can tell it's not his looks but the songs that he wrote.

Simply brilliant.

February 14th is coming again..
5 years have gone and the memories still haunts me
The only time i feel incomplete and longing for someone to celebrate with.
There is no point crying over spilt milk, and it has been a very long time; for me.
It will be a lie if i would to say that i had forgotten about her. It's a brief moment of happiness, not even a solid relationship like what other people might have.
But still, there's something in the past that you can't erase and even harder to explain what went wrong. I am dumbstruck and clueless as well. Don't even bother asking me why. Ego has taken it's toll on me i guess.
Some part of me died when she wrote the letter and i never really gotten over it.A tiny part of the heart still aches when i think about her, and yet i'm in no capability of changing the time and telling her how much she really meant to me in the first place.

I missed her. Alot.

She's attached now and I really need to seal this last chapter of this fairy tale of mine. Valentine's day is an event for 2 people to celebrate liking and fondness towards one another.Not reminiscing on past relationships.

(X) =*( (O) =)

Why is everyone's blog so bloody emotional. All the blogs that i read are either about heart breaks or emotionally unstable problems with life/study/work. What the fcuk wrong in this society? Mahem. Can't you all write happy go lucky stories for the soft-hearted humans like ME!

Sigh.

When i read sad stuffs i become sad. When i become sad i think of stupid things. When i think of stupid things it reminded me of her. When i think of her i feel so egoistic dumb. When i'm egoistic dumb i feel helpless. When i'm helpless noone can help me. When noone can help me, i keep all to myself. When i keep all the myself i become quiet. When i become quiet the more i want to be alone. When i'm alone i think about the future. When i think about future, there's nothing i can see. When i can't see anything i feel useless. When i feel useless i stop thinking. When i stop thinking i need to eat. and when i eat , i eat....ALOT.

SO PEEPS, write happy happy stuffs ok. Don't drag yourself down to a single unfortunate event. There is more in life than that. You want know more? MSG ME, i'll make you happy.

I promise. =p

My CNY

Ok I'm Back!

Back to work and back to reality. The past 10 days was sheer relax. I was so reluctant to get out of bed today. Still has the new year mood burning in me actually,well it was more like laziness ! haha.

Hope everyone's new year is all goodie moonie . Mine was ok. I love the eating and dry swimming part. I think i put on weight consuming all those delicious delicacy. Thinking of cornflake cookies makes me drool. I hate the fact that i lost 300 bucks due to excessive gambling. My friends lar, all tipu my money. Kns

Since day 1 of chinese new year, i have commited sinful act. I drag myself to gambling. Morning gamble until evening, after dinner continue again until the wee hours. Same routine every SINGLE DAY.
But they say, gambling on new year is a must and doesn't count as a sin. Of course i believe those gave me wise advises. So, gambling is good.....only for cny lar.

Of course the initial plan was visiting, but it's such a waste of time if you don't circulate the money in a friend's house . My cash-in on angpows these year was fruitful. I had like few hundred bucks, but ended up 'donating' it to few friends of mine. They are however , more un-generous. Give them money jor, dowan to belanja me sommore. PIF

Anyway, i had my generous share of food on my grandma's birthday. It was day 6 of cny. Since i was working, i was asked to give her an angpow. And i did. But i felt darn old after that because only married ppl are supposed to give angpow. I felt out of place. I'm 24; Second eldest in the whole family and my cousins are bringing their gf to my grandma's birthday. I looked around and my aunties stared at me once in a while to give me that 'when's-your-turn-to-bring-gf look'. My uncle did approach me and asked me, i just jump into another story and laugh about it. God that was awkward =.=.

I am gonna repeat it again... I HAD 4 BOWLS OF SHARKSFIN SOUP that night... yuuuummmmmyyy

Rejuvenate!!!

I hate playing mahjong with newbies. They always have beginner's luck and Oak you suck! =p
The unforgetable moment was getting 4 'feis' when i open my tiles. *Chingching*... GODLIKE

We play a small amount. So we win a lil, we lose a lil. I ain't those big-timer who only goes for 'pao'. Mm pao mm sek. WTF concept is that?

I'lll go eat my sandwich now.That's my dinner mind you....

I know it's pathetic.

I miss those cookies =(