Happy yappy sappy ...;)

Yea man, early post!

Wah liu, this month seems like forever.
I can't wait for it to over and get my bloody pay!!! I have debts to settle and after clearing my credit card payment for the first time, I'm BROKE!
Not really lar, got savings this month =) hehe.

I'm proud of myself being able to save RM400 bucks this month after all the frequent visits to alcoholic den and partying like a wild animal. RM400 wei! Alot sial. I saved this much also because there is noone to spend accept for MYSELF!! =)
Bought a few shirts and 2 t-shirts recently. Shiok gila. Damn long never credit myself.

X-Men 3 is a crappy movie. Cheesy and so predicatable. Mahai like making movie to cheat small kids.
The good guys are sooo outnumbered. Wolverine still the yengness with his black suit. Storm is being candy-ass whipped by Calysto. Beast is ugly. Mystique is hot only when she's naked. Juggernaut/Vinnie Jones adds a comedy touch to the movie. Cyclops/ Professor X die like pussies. Archangel the sidekick looks like a fag who poses like a proud peacock. Phoenix/JeanGrey is like the mutant of all mutants.She just stands there and everything around her incinerates. Even the mighty Magneto who is supposed to be the most vicious villain of all brotherhood could not cope with her wrath. Oh btw, Magneto lost to a needle and see him run like a sissy =) How pathetic.

Oak's party on Saturday was a blast. HE got wasted far too early in the night. Tired konon. NAH =.=_|_. So much drink left, in the end I was the second target. Niamafulat tubby.

Pictures uploaded in yahoo photos. ID : tubztubztubz PW: godlike

I wasn't drunk. Just high.

Lastly, I'm glad she finally messaged me. I left my MSN on when I went home from work. It made me smile. At least I know I'm still her friend. Who would have thought a simple message breathes a sigh of relief. Thanks ;)

I'm craving for CS. Clan match anyone?

Moving on...

Aight, my mistake for not updating.My fault for being a lazy ass. I'm so preoccupied with workloads I hardly have time for myself or to shit.

I have tonnes of photos still waiting to be uploaded from previous outings. NO time lar blahder. Come back tired. No time to blog, only got time for O.C. And yes, I'm hooked to O.C because it rocks my socks. How can you not fall for Marissa? Or or Lindsay? Ahhhh Teen dramas, just my kind of soup. Anyone who disagrees can just bang the wall. If anyone of you have the previous season please oh please I'll be your slave , I'll do whatever you want... I just need my daily doze of O.C.

I'm slacking off at work right now not knowing what to do. My PC is not working and I have to wait for the technician to fix it. Ahh what a day of enjoyment. Still envy those fuckers who get to stay away from office. Haih, i really need to get a job beyond office compound. I hate being tied down to a chair and a computer not able to move around like a free bird. I want to feel the sun !! the rain!!! the smell of polluted air our great malaysians are causing!!
Seems like everyone is job hopping. I can't bare to do so. Sadly to say, I'm too attached with my colleagues and friends over here that I hate to leave.

I know, i know..that shouldn't be the way. I'm reluctant ok! and i'm different. I just don't jump into new things that easily.

I've been thinking lately about relationships and getting involved with girls. I know nuts about them. Honestly, it's like a bloody holy grail altogether understanding them. Dig deep my friend, and you shall be granted with your wildest imagination. Oh yeah, and don't ever ever ever ever ever get involved with someone who doesn't have feelings for you in return. It really sucks being the only jerk who claps alone. You know what makes a bigger jerk? Being ignored =.=. Basket!
Maybe I've done it before not realizing it. Sakit gila babi punya balasan.

It's ok...I'm moving forward like a new Toyota. It just have to end this way? Very da bagus.

Looking forward to weekend!!!! Oak's birthday man..we gonna have booze! yummie!!! He is so going to get wasted. Those with credit cards, please fork out cash and kasi dia graveyard!! We see how many glass he can tahan before white foams oozes out from his mouth. LAn C sommore lar.. =.= You WILL pay for your sombongness. Who joining me? *support sikit ok, i don't want to be the only sohai here who does it >.<*

Before i forget, today is my mom's birthday. I'll buy you cake ok. Don't be grumpy and stay healthy! Happy birthday!! Love ya!

Adios

If only....I had a million bucks...

Weekend is here again..for once I'm not looking forward to it. Weekend or weekdays, it's still crappy for me.
Sien until tulan. Tulan until can grow moss. My life need a major zh'ng. A big big transition. If only i had money , things will be different then.

IF I had a million bucks right now,

-I'll buy a Honda Civic.
-I'll get my ass to Amsterdam and eat space cakes all day long.
-I want to feel heaven in Shinjuku.
-I'll get world cup tickets for all Italy matches.
-My friends will get a grandfather chivas each.
-Get Dark by Design to play live set in ss18 padang.
-Build a nice house.
-Bribe my way to dinner with Sarah Tan.
-Send my parents for a nice holiday.
-Buy a billboard and hang my face with the title "I rox"
-Quit the company and self employed
-Put 100k in the bank for rainy days.

and the list go on...

I knew my name means something...

You'll know that you are addicted to Dota when your name resembles 1 of the heroes name.

alvin wong -- [adjective]: Banshee-like 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Behold my friends! Fear my Spiritsssss ! Watch out for my swarm of beessssss .

Wait i try something else

alvin wong wai hon -- [noun]: An alien 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

WHAT THE FUCK? Bloody random generator. Now I'm ET.

Last 1

sohai -- [noun]: A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

The meaning more yeng than my name, but no thanks =)

*WARNING*Another emo rant.

This is one of the entries that I wished you would stumble upon.
Just to let you know how much I missed you so.

You had me wandering helplessly since the day it took a twist.
Somehow the conversation just stopped.
No more laughing, no more silly jokes, no more 'what you've been through'
and no more 'I miss you'.

Who do I turn to now when I can't sleep in the middle of the night?
Sometimes, I just stare blankly to the ceiling just thinking..
What the hell have I done wrong?

I'm stuck between a hello and a goodbye.
Not knowing whether to move on or to stay or wait for a miraculous spark to happen.
Confused like a bird who lost his mother.
Where do I go from here since I have clipped wings.

I stand by here every single day, hoping to get and answer from you.
Just because I don't want to assume and get all the wrong ideas.
The cold treatment, the "I will call you back" but didnt are signs...
Are you asking me to stay away from you?
Call me stupid , call me naive... Is it really that hard to tell me?
I realized i hit the wall far too many times I'm immuned to it.

Ever wonder why I still do so?
I still like you that's why and I'm not asking you to like me back.
I just need to know, where do I stand at this moment.

I've come to a point where there is no turning back.
You taught me things I never knew and I've not been who you always wanted me to be.
You can't change people.
At least in this world, there are still people who cares about you.

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.

All i wanted is to be close to you and my hope still floats..

A visit to Kinokuniya

Today I was so semangat I walked all the way to KLCC just for fucks.
I was thinking what I should do with my 45 minutes break?

Hmmm

*kacheng*
Walk walk lor, take many many pictures like a tourist lor...and off I went under the bright sunny sky. I sweat, embraced the hot day and endured the heavy traffic just for the Fucks of it. =( How mo liu .

Thinking of not spending any money,I headed to Kinokuniya just to kill my time. And I know,I wouldn't spend my money on BOOKS.

Now,I present to you, books for the book enthusiast and books that are soooo wrong to be even selling on the shelf!!! Very very wrong indeed.

1.) Soccer Star's Bibiography

They sell english speaking superstar soccer player's biography like Beckham, Rooney, Lampard , Keane ; you name it they got it, but can they actually WRITE? Hmmm....We don't see any Malaysian players like Dollah,or Zainal or Bambang writing biography =.=" Maybe they did, in Indon or Malay...who knows.

2.) The Da Vinci Mania

Here:

and more of it

You can't get enough of Da Vinci do you...Already one of the all time best seller, published in numerous languages, got a movie coming soon, been critizied by the Pope, hmm what else?
Maybe start writing about other Da Vinci's painting?

3.) For the crusades.

A must have for Jesus freak. I would buy it if I were a Christian. Read the title of the book oso scared lor.. "HOLY BLOOD, HOLY GRAIL"! and they forgotten to include "HOLY COW,HOLY EXPENSIVE! and HOLY MACORONI"

4.) Shocking book on tourism

Hmmmmmmm...Book says tourism, but the cover shows nen-nen. ? CONFUSED? Me too. Sommore got star on the nip =.=" , This Nirpal guy really twisted. What was he thinking anyway.

5.) Book for the losers

Ever wonder why you have no money, no life, no gf, no goals? This is an alternative solution to people who doesn't have mirror at home.

6.)WTF Book.

A book that goes OMGWTFBBQKKTHXBYE..What's wrong with these people anyway ?

7.) A book for guys

If you still love your gf eventhough she's a pain in the ass, spending all your money, and keep telling you that your friends suck big time...read this;

You ain't alone buddy.

I had to stop snapping photos because this cannot-make-it lady who happens to work at the counter asked me not to do so. =/ Dissapointed sial. So i walked away and it was time for work soon. I make my way to the exit and couldn't help myself but to take one last shot on this lovely book.

=)

Remember i said no buying things?

I contradicted myself and bought this magazine..

20 bucks down the drain =*( but it was worth it!!!!
WORLD CUP ROX OK! and AZZURI ROX! other country can go saupei!

I'll definitely be going back there again one fine day.

Genting trip , revisited...

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5 Mou lais went up the hill
G-E-N-T-I-N-G
What to do with time to fill
C-A-M-W-H-O-R-I-N-G

It was raining in Genting and we had to stay back awhile. Startlar the cam whoring session.

Directions:

The mist in genting:

Starbucks in Genting:

Seehoe: "Wei, just now i saw this girl, her ass was thisssssss big! "

All: Must be Sin Ka Lan lar this Seehoe

Act cool but more like poser.

Now never ever ever leave your camera alone with Ivan.
These are the shots he take of HIMSELF!! Super Pei man ...

WAHLAUEH! CANNOT WEI

WAH THIS 1 Lagi VOMIT BLOOD

This is 1 of the only picture of Tek. Konon lar want to act cool, don't want to take picture with us. Nah kena penumbuk

And lastly, Seehoe's malay CMI chick. Cardboard oso don't want to let go. You say lar, how desperate is he.

We tried to adjourn to the carpark, but unfortunantely it was still raining. Then some joker had a brilliant idea of making prank calls to our beloved friends in Subang. =)
We dig deep into our pockets for loose change, and we managed to prank 4 people in total.
That night, we had 3 personalities; "Ah Hiu", "Ah Tan" , and "Ah dont know what" the loansharks =P

Steady lar our acting.






Got more pictures, but lazy to upload . Check it at alvinn.multiply.com

Random rant.

During those times when Internet was not a boom yet, I had a small diary book to keep me company. It was a black classy book with a book mark attached to it. Writing was more like a hobby back then. When you read back what you wrote couple of years down the road, somehow you remember back the good old days. That's the best part.

I was never good in writing. One of the things that i regretted is having myself joining the IT industries. If I had the choice back then, I would have join journalism Or Psychiatric studies. I have the habit of thinking for other people. I know when people is 'tulan' or 'bohsong', but it only applies to guys. So damn easy to read. When it comes to woman, then there will be a lil bit of problem there.

Most guys would say they are from a different planet. I would agree so. Their ego , emo , banging sessions, they are like a class above the guy species. 'Terra' like hell. The mood swings are worse than share market. It would be a man's dream to possess power to read woman just like Mel Gibson in "What Woman Wants".

My weekend was great. Uncle lim handed over some cash to me just when I desperately needed them. Although it's not alot, but sufficient enough to last me through 2 weeks. We played prank calls using public phone in genting and it was fucking hilarious. I'll youtube it when i bring my camera. =)

Sorry to all the victims. Please don't report to 'mata' ok. We are just bunch of innocent people who just wants to kill time.

Feeling very drowsy now, I'm heading back home at 2.15pm soon.

Catch you guys later.

The story so far...

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Alot of things messing in my mind like a fucking washing machine. I'm trying to clear things out one at a time. Here are the breakdown of what is going on with my life..

Work
Corporate support job is not as easy as I thought it was. I hardly have enough sleep nowadays due to the fact that I'm working a 5 am shift right now. I can't sleep at night as well because the weather is playing a major part in screwing my mood to sleep. I'm so busy i hardly notice the time flies so fast. Thank god for work, or else I'll be fucking bored to death.

Don't get me wrong, I hate working in this company. It's just that I need to have a sense of believing I'm doing something for money and not wasting my life like a sampah masyarakat.

Family
Mom and dad are surprisingly cheerful nowadays. At least now I have the time to talk with my dad before I go to work because sometimes he sleeps on the mattress downstairs.
Somehow i didn't tell them the truth about her not being who they wanted her to become. I just kept silent about the whole thing,they assume she was who she was, I leaked nothing out to them hoping that maybe 1 day they figured it out for themselves.

Her
Honestly, I have no flying fuck what went wrong here. Maybe I should have seen it coming a long long time ago. The calls and SMSes just ended . Don't ask me why, I'm dumbstruck as well. She said she will return the calls, but never did. Somehow I get the picture. The truth hurts like hell , but being ignored is just worst than that.
Am i too pushy? am i taking things for granted? am i not worth your 5 minutes?

You tell me...

Somethings are never meant to be together. All i ever wanted to be is to prove to her that I'm not those type of guys who she thinks I am. So much for trying hard, it ended up nowhere. At least i gave it a shot,and only if was given more time.
I guess that was it. I don't whether it's the end or not, hopefully i'll get the answer 1 day.

I'm not eyeing for the silent goodbye.