Yay, my first post. Honestly I have lots to blog about and am just to lazy to do so.
Work is taking its toll on me and the happenings around is somewhat adding to the laziness. Its like everything is clogged up and there's only so little room to talk about it. I rather talk it over the phone or MSN chat and not sharing it with anyone.
Yup, that's me now, in 2008 that is. I feel everything is going against my will and in some occasion nothing that I can do about it. So helpless. So freaking tired.
I wake up everyday only to look forward to my next holiday and also seeing her online. That's about it. My eating habit has not been a normal one. Sometimes i feel like i can gobble up a whole cow and just sometimes my tummy couldnt fit a grain of rice.
Sleepless nights. I feel the mounting hours of staring blankly at the ceiling taking its toll on me. Feeling zombified at some point. It happened quite frequently lately and the only time I get to sleep well is during the weekends. So, yup, my weekends are mostly spend on the bed and i even skipped meals during then. Lucky enough, my eyebags are already there, so its not that significant anyway.
It hasn't been a good start of late, two of my friends are in the hospital for all the wrong reasons, someone I've met before died innocently in a hit-and-run incident, I have presentation to the management due next week and I haven't start anything yet, I had two 'beef jerky' from the police for having lunch which I know it is my fault, my mom who will be undergoing surgery and I'm totally terrified by it. Someone who lives alone by herself in a foreign land and worried sick for her safety sometimes. Yea that basically sums up the 10 days into the new year. Alot to digest, but its going well I guess, so far. Maybe I should start praying again at night.
Oklar, no more depressing stories for the time being, I hope after Chinese New Year will have better days to come.
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Hey Mr Chipmunk,
I noe u r quite bz with your new premiere.. (just joking :P )
Try to move on and b positive.. forgot bout the past. Its only depression more than anyhting great bout it..
Everything wil b OK once u r positive bout it. I've tried, and it really works.
Sorry to hear bout ur fren, its ok to b sad for it, coz we are human with emotions and feelings.
Hope ur mom will b fine and god bless her always :)
Take care mate .. hope u have a better year than 2007..
Harlow!
No,i don't plan to watch it because they're not paying any royalties to me for using my name in that show =)
Not even a free movie ticket dammit.
The past is history. And thank u for reminding me over and over again till ur saliva dried up. =)
My friends are doing fine now, just that it was a bad thing to start of f with especially when the new year just kicked in. I hope i don't have to visit anymore hospitals anytime soon.
Mom is doing well, I'm trying real hard not to annoy her at this point of time. Just that taking care of the kids is giving me a headache once in a while.
I hope everything is doing well on your end too, haven't been able to catch up with u recently. Stay safe ok! will see u soon ;)
wahahhaha.. but thy give u free ad to make ur name so powderful.. :P
GOod to hear that ur mom n frens are fine... about the kids, I cant help much, coz i duno how to deal with kids.. but u can make it coz u love kids as far as i noe..kekeke just take it as a lesson to b father next time.. and taste the sweetness of babysitting.. :P
im fine here too.. hunting for jobs and c u soon la.. yamcha mayb..
u too, take care..
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