Not so secretive afterall.

Secrets.

We all have dirty lil secrets that we swore not to tell anyone. Not even in a game of truth or dare will the secrets unconditionally leaked out. We all love to hear them, and we can be persuasive to the point we are willingly to go a mile in obtaining the correct source. Unethical.

Often secrets are told when we are not in the right mind of state or when we want someone to pass it on the another person. It gets lonely when you are just keeping it to yourself and eventually you have the urge to simply slip out of your mouth. Whether we are drunk or during a slumber party. We only tell it to the people we trust and we assume that they will keep it with them. I believe so.
What we won't tell won't hurt. I always believe that. It relates alot to living in denial.

Secrets. You have two ways in looking at it. You can either be damn happy, or damn miserable. The way it is told plays a huge part in getting the message across. Nevertheless , it has to be dealt with. Face the wrath , take the leap , unwind the truth , open the door , whatever it takes.

The amazing thing about secret is the after effect. It no longer becomes a secret. It no longer ties you down and you can start becoming a normal person. It's that simple. No rocket scientist formula behind it.

Some secrets so big it can eat up smaller secrets. Some so strong you can sense it coming before it is told. Some so spontaneous you don't see it coming and some so painful you don't want to even think about it.

I have my fair share of secrets today. The cat is finally out of the bag and there's nothing to do except accepting it. It's depressing at first, but if you actually look at it in a different perspective , it ain't that bad afterall. I'm glad it happened. Especially when the new year is about to usher in. The countless nights of walking pays off decently.

time to pick up the pieces. =)

Happy chinese new year everyone!