*WARNING*Another emo rant.

This is one of the entries that I wished you would stumble upon.
Just to let you know how much I missed you so.

You had me wandering helplessly since the day it took a twist.
Somehow the conversation just stopped.
No more laughing, no more silly jokes, no more 'what you've been through'
and no more 'I miss you'.

Who do I turn to now when I can't sleep in the middle of the night?
Sometimes, I just stare blankly to the ceiling just thinking..
What the hell have I done wrong?

I'm stuck between a hello and a goodbye.
Not knowing whether to move on or to stay or wait for a miraculous spark to happen.
Confused like a bird who lost his mother.
Where do I go from here since I have clipped wings.

I stand by here every single day, hoping to get and answer from you.
Just because I don't want to assume and get all the wrong ideas.
The cold treatment, the "I will call you back" but didnt are signs...
Are you asking me to stay away from you?
Call me stupid , call me naive... Is it really that hard to tell me?
I realized i hit the wall far too many times I'm immuned to it.

Ever wonder why I still do so?
I still like you that's why and I'm not asking you to like me back.
I just need to know, where do I stand at this moment.

I've come to a point where there is no turning back.
You taught me things I never knew and I've not been who you always wanted me to be.
You can't change people.
At least in this world, there are still people who cares about you.

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.

All i wanted is to be close to you and my hope still floats..