My family gathering

It was family gathering again during the weekend as my uncle and aunty and their spouses came all the way down from Germany. My first time meeting my 5 year old Hongkie cousin and 3rd time meeting my German cousin.

Ok lar, lazy to write, without further adew a run through introduction of my family =)

We gathered ourselves in Restoran Sam You somewhere near PJ Assunta hospital.

This is my family. Serious or not my face? Actually leh, I acting only, i'm very easy going and like to hee-ha 1

My Sam Yee Mah's family (3rd aunty)

My Sei Yee Mah's family (4th aunty)

This is my uncle and aunty from Germany lah! Leng lui leh my cousins? The small girl is so adorable and guess what, she enjoys playing football!!!

This is my Tai Yee Mah . She's the queen of the whole family and I respect her alot because she can be the coolest aunty one can ever have. My uncle look like the guy from KFC or not? hehe j/k.

Cheeky. She makes all the clown face when taking pictures. Typical notti lil kid. =)

My parents with notti kid. Wait, where am I? Holding the camera lar whatelse. !@#$%^

Me and cousins. I'm the second eldest in the whole family.

This is my gong-gong. If I'm not wrong he is around 80+. Still going strong !! He does most of the household work in my grandma's house. Terra leh?

Cousins.

Amboi, see lar...she damn layan me =) Muahahahah

=)

That's all. She'll be back to Malaysia.....in the next 4 years

or more.

Snow Patrol - Run

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I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

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No mood to do anything, internet is in snail speed , can't update blog, cannot upload photos, nothing to write, no appetite,

Symptoms of holiday?

Yea I badly neeed 1

Sinners

I HAVE SINNED

I'm not afraid to go to hell

I'm just afraid that I won't feel sorry for what I have done

For the booze and love flick

Alcohol Count
1 1/2 Bottle of Chivas
1 Bottle of Vodka
1 Jug of Malibu
1 Jug of Long Island Tea
2 Bottles Of Heineken
(I only had a few sips and 3/4 of the Malibu)

Kill Count
none -.-"(dang)

Coconut + Rum + Pineapple Juice = Mega ROX!
Malibu is so heavenly delicious makes my taste buds go wild . The next time I'm going to have 1 all by myself !!! ANyone who steals the straw from my jug is going to get castrated !
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ! muahahah

It's been awhile since my last clubbing scene, and Saturday night was a blast. I was very very tipsy but not into the 'floating' mode yet. There was times I looked at the D-Link bottle and asked myself , why oh why in heaven did they fill it up with so much alcohol.
Much to my surprise was this Korean guy who just down the Chivas right from the cap. Prolly mixed with 1 gulp of Coke and that was IT. The gf followed his other halve's footsteps but was not that extreme.

Still, what a crazy couple O.o

We had our bottoms up in the carpark opposite the road as the bottles in Ruums are very pricey. I don't really enjoy Soul-T spinning , mainly because his set is just plain monotonous beat of bass. Imho , I think bass agents are much better that night. But still, I still feng a deng. Damn layan sial. Partly because of the alcohol kicking in lar. =)
The night ended early due to rumours of a police raid. Potong.

When we thought the night has ended, Ivan called all the way from Poppy. 3 of us sped down again to KL to help him only to find out that the 'drama' has been settled. -.-""""" Tulander.
It was cool though, cos we smoked a Skyline ! Tubby did. With alcohol influence of course.

Sunday.
11 peeple watched "Lake house" and only 1 couple, so do the maths. 9 mah lat lous watching sappy romantic flick and I had to sit next to Oak =) . He was trying so hard to coverline and just hiding his smirk. Hahahah I swear I saw water in his eyes >.< . He's full of love.

It's a good love story and there are a few phrases which really catches the heart. The love letters remind me of my youth. What happen to snail mail nowadays? Hmm

Watch it with your love ones. It's really good.

Sadly to say , I'm not even near there.

(pics on Saturday link here )
ciows.

Feeling dubious

I'm lost. Like really really lost ...
I don't have all the answers in the world
but hell I'm trying my best.

What da hell is wrong with me...
Why do I always have to be so skeptical.
I hate being cynical at times and it's really messing with my mind.

Mind putting a bullet through my head?

Please.

In exchange for a candy?

Nothing much

This song is BerRoxxing.

Dont wolli, it's not bom chak bom chak song.





Idle idle,
Suddenly i felt useless.
and the PC is really pissing me off. Keep on diskonecting only.

Why is human alwasy unsatisfied with with they have?
Does that make all of us greedy in one way?

The more I can't get it, the more I want it.Very farnee lar.. no meh?
Become monk the best, no need worry so much. Got food on the table, just eat nia. No need to worry about money and girls. So carefree. Sommore can get attention from so many peeple.

My unkle will be coming from Germany next week. Can't wait for the arrival of my Italy jersey and my angmoh cousin . *evil grin*

and NO im not bringing her out. First of all , I can't even speak German for goodness sake How am I supposed to ajak her out leh? Correct or not ?
She's also below the age limit, so got curfew and lastly I don't want her being swamped by hamsap lous . Take picture sudah lah. Kekeke

And lastly if you having a bad day, got kicked in the ass, got fried sotong or let people dump, here's a joke to cheer you up.

An old man goes to the Wizard to ask him if he can remove a curse he has been living with for the last 40 years. The Wizard says, "Maybe, but you will have to tell me the *exact* words that were used to put the curse on you." The old man says without hesitation, "I now pronounce you man and wife."



WAHAHAHAAA

Got laugh or not?

Now pay me for the joke =)

No ending

I just found out something from my work place.

They had remote access to all the computers. So, if I'm really really unlucky, they are actually looking at what I'm typing in my blog.

HELLO ADMINS !! YOU GUYS SUXK!!!!KISS MY CHINESE WHITE ASS!! LALALA

One of my colleague got fired yesterday for breaching the company's policy. She failed big time man. Let's not go into it, but what she did was really extreme. =.="

I've been snoozing in the office nowadays and it's getting out of hand. Everytime i kept reminding myself to stay awake but most of the time it failed badly. Try coming to work at 5am with the office lights all off.

So tempting to oi oi leh.

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There's been few "What if" questions playing repetitively on my mind recently and I'm feeling really paranoid about the whole thing.

What if I quit this job now ?
What's really bothering me
-I'll be jobless . No income, no savings. Just rot at home and waiting for vultures to feed on my kutus. I don't want to sit at home with no moolah coming in.

What I intend to do
-Handing out several application form by the end of this month, my leave has approved for 10 days nearing the end of August. I just pray lar, I get what I want during that period of time.

Worst scenario
-Stay back and work my ass off on a 8.5 hours job =*(

This is the main concern right now. My career path. Others are just tiny mini personal stuffs which I don't intend to write it down.
Eventually, it will just fly off together with the wind.

Which is worse? ;
unable to express? or expressing at the wrong time?

Letting go has been very difficult. I've been holding on for something that has no ending. I didn't let go because I had faith in you. Until i realize I'm just walking on a blind path. All these while , I wanted to tell you it was a misunderstanding,and that maybe one day, against all odds, we can be together once more.

I hate being emo.

I wasn't like this before I met you.

Why did I turn out this way?

Haih.

Hooray ! Weekend !

WEEKEND POST !!! woohoo

This week is like 1 flying bullet train.. Si beh fast neh , it's only 1 hour and 15 minutes left till weekend once more. Can't wait to jet off to the car and drive home with almost empty petrol tank.
AS you know my old junk Honda drinks petrol like nobody's business and is killing me slowly. Looking at the brighter side, I better dun complain so much lar,cos' don't need to pay car installment like some of you does. Ngekngek.


It has been a very mundane week only the fact that my favvy team won the world cup. Nothing nice happen besides that.

So keen to watch back to back season of 'Lost'. I buta-buta go bought the whole DVD set after lunch yesterday =(
Tangan gatal lor, see got money in wallet cannot tahan, need to spend. Grrrr
I never regretted buying it though.

Feel like going for alcohol booze tonight , Laundry anyone? Dunno what's the hype about that place... I need to check it out !! after failing twice to land a sit because of over crowded. KNN!

And also, this weekend I'm going to show-off my inherited mahjong genes from grandma and let it all out in a session of dry-swimming ! woohoooooo~~ Watch out you 2 !! I'm coming for your wallet.

It has been awhile ! I'm missing the touch. =)

LAstly, I have not told anyone before, but I never added anonymous person in friendster before. Like a total complete stranger. I find it real awkward to know someone through the website.

But yesterday, I have no idea what went through me. Shyly, I added someone >.<. She resembles someone I wish I knew from somewhere. It's complicated. But the good news is, she approved it ! woohoo Super happy man.

Now the next thing is to get her msn. and errr cross my fingers?

Sweet looking girl i tell ya. Really one. No lie you. =)

Lastly a pic of me looking at "The Tower" ! ( I Was curious of what my mate order during a drinking session in Chinoz, Klcc,and when it came, OMFG TOWER!!! !!! So Fcuking Roxor!! )

(look at my jakun face, hehe actually leh, I was staring at something else.. sshh)

Come lar let's bottoms up !

Happy weekend peeple~

Too much free time.

No words can describe how incredibly bored I am right now.

Really, I'm bored. VERY VERY BORED. So bored to the extend that I'm fishing in the office. I need one way to stay awake, so I'm standing right. Tried slapping myself a few times on the face , but not helping much.

B
Oo
Rrr
I i i i
Nnnnn
Gggggg

B-O-R-I-N-G

Long long time ago, we made a video on Chap Goh Mei , released recently over here
Kenot see my face lar, the video was too dark.

Round 1


I think both oso bodoh, Materazzi backside itchy, and Zidane of all people, lost his cool.

The head butt gotta hurt. =)











After watching the video, I can conclude that both of them undergo secret society training. Serious 1 no lie you.

Zidane's headbutt skill came from

E-HONDA from Street Fighter ! hoo hoo hoo hoo!










Materazzi's mulut bisa came from
George Semak-samun

Ok I'm officially bored.

=(

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

ITALY - 2006 WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS

4 stars babeh !!! 4 muthafucking stars!!!!


Prophecy was right all along !!!
The scandals back in domestic football, the friendly game with Switzerland , the mathematical 12 years appearance in finals , it all came through!

1 month of watching Italy going through grueling matches after matches and finally lifting the cup is simply ecstatic !!! Relishing a childhood dream. I'm sure in your lifetime, you would like to watch your favourite team lift the mother of all cup at least ONCE. I did ! and many many many young Italian fans did as well.
More of matches like this , I'll end up having heart attack. My heart runs so wild I hardly have time to catch my breath.

Honestly, Italy looked doom when it comes to penalty shootouts, (94' & 98' World Cup) but yesterday night, they buried the ghost and emerged as champions.An Italian Job well done !

Once again, sending off proves to be the turning point of the game . The departure of France's maestro, the magician , the contender of Golden Ball award, the man who change 'Les Bleus' destiny to the finals; Zinedine Zidane proves to be the decisive turn of a high profile match.

To all you sour grapes out there, sheer luck my ass ! Eat your heart out cos Italy is bringing the cup home. Remember this image as it will be remembered for years to come

FORZA AZZURRI !!!

ps : Mr.Lippi , when are you shaving your head like your promised? =)

pictures courtesy of soccernet.com. yea i curi peoples image.=)

I want back my youth!!

Weekend is around the corner once more.

I no longer wait anxiously for weekend to arrive like I used to. Minus the sleep I get, it's just a normal boring day altogether. I want back my high school carefree days where I rely heavily on my allowances to survive. It has been 8 long years since I last step foot on the school ground. Every inch and corner of the school bring back fond memories. =/ (i don't do staircase kinky stuffs ok)

I miss eating free wantans during recess
I miss pendidikan jasmani with my librarian pants.
I miss Mr.Anthony and his dirty mind.
I miss all the gossips and saucy news about girls in my school.
I miss singing Negaraku and putting stones in friends pocket/bag.
I miss skipping school just to have teh-tarik in nearby mamak
I miss jumping over the fence like an olympic champ just to go back home and pangsai.
I miss school exams and the opportunity to copy.
I miss sitting behind of Sunita and pulling her hair. (shes still hot ok)
I miss not doing homework.
I miss bullying Kirk Keong and teasing him with ManGuan. (is that how you spell her name?)
I miss those malay guys.
I miss anti-ing prefects
I miss playing conquer!
I miss spot-checks and going gelabah over liquid paper
I miss calling my headmistress 'penguin' and seeing her walk like 1.
I miss sleeping in class and the after class Royal rumble.
I miss watching school fights
I miss wet baju kurung girls =)
I miss friendly football matches and tournaments.
I miss merentas desa and sports day.
I miss those days of chorus speaking competition.
I miss playing soccer in hockey field and breaking classroom window glasses
I miss breaking tabung uji and bikar or burn stuffs with penunu bunsen.
I miss seeing people sitting outside of Maggie Mee's class because they didnt finish their homework.
I miss making fake tattoos on friends hand.
I miss playing with chemical and making intials with it.
I miss going tarkei and slot machines after school
I miss playing snooker =(

The list can go on..
and most of all I miss being myself =/

Can we actually go back 1 day?

Just one day is enough.

not again.. =(

I 'accidently' stumble upon someone's blog today.

Don't know why i'm feeling emo now =.=
Why ? Why ? Tell me why ? Ninabeh what is wrong with me .Really soh kao jor.

a looonnggg sighhhhh .

What say you now? Hah?

ITALY IS IN THE WORLD CUP 2006 FINALS!!!

Simply ecstatic !
Defying all the odds, they have made it through. Lucky? I don't think so.

Awaiting the cut kuku sessions from "you know who" =)

Hopefully they will go all the way and lift the cup

FORZA AZZURRIS!

The World is changing!!

Wah liu, the internet at home is as slow as turtle humping. Now I know why i never blogged at home jor. Niamafulat streamyX 1000 years still like that. Complains after complains, but no action taken. If i'm in Iraq , I'll hire a suicide killer and bomb their headquarters.

Seriously.

Why everyday the weather fucking hot? Is there something i miss in the newspaper? got global warming issit? Ninabeh, I switch on the air-cond and I'm still sweating like a pig. Everytime when I reach home in the afternoon and have all the urge to sleep, it turns out to be warm and sunny outside, and eventhough i fucking switch the aircond to 17 degrees, the room is still damn bloody hot.
Kei lun turn-off =.= (maybe i should try sleeping naked for a change)

For all you shopaholics, ZARA is on sale. I don't know whats the hype about but it seems that people are skipping their lunch break just to catch a glimpse of what they are offering. Gila punya orang. LAter you see outside the shop got ambulans fler ready to carry those who pengsan while shopping. If anyone of you masuk hospital like tat dun call me k. I tembak you more.

Today in office I got burfday cake again. Don't know what flava but it was yummy and like MAx said, you can feel the fats passing through the veins. Had a birthday card as well, will post it up once I get hold of it. Then went off to lunch in KLCC with CL. KFC was good but the fact that lining up for alomst 10 minutes is not good. Anyhow i rewarded myself with Zinger and the ever so tasty CHEeSY wedges!! Heavenly satisfied though.

I'm so bored I don't know what to blog. Haha , oh yeah I found this very interesting blog recently and for all you hamsap fler out there. HERE!
It's a hamsap girl with a hamsap blog and hamsap story. Singaporeans are born horny. I haven't stumble upon any Malaysian bloggers with such high sex fantasies. Go girl! !

A twist of tale, saw this article gotten from Sin Chew Daily about girl tar kao . Gangsta sial budak budak zaman sekarang. They removed it from youtube jor, but check out the video in rojaks . Damn kesian this girl ok, kena whack and just stood helplessly there. Maybe she was in a wrong lar, but still, where got Malaysian so heartless one? Ninabeh, those guys standing there and laugh are pure fuckheads. Got lanciao but still useless,go chop it off and make goreng pisang lar kaninias'.
What happened to those si si man man (ladylike) girls who can barely hurt a fly? Haih, they ought to be taught some meaningful lessons from our generations.

*update* got it from Malaysia kini >.< here!
Watch out for the girl who did the *peace* sign in the midst of this recording, you feel like giving her a tight bitch slap =.=

Oklar,enough for today, going off for futsal.

FORZA AZZURIS!

The men in black

Drama , drama and more drama. You can't get enough of real life actions than any soap opera you've seen on tv.

World cup has been very entertaining so far with twists like brawling match and controversial goals. The joga bonito factor is instantly killed by the referees conducting the match. Seriously, all of them deserve to be head shot. To the extreme, there was a match ended with 20 cards shown ; 4 reds, 16 yellow cards. OMFG !!!

Kelong or what? you tell me. Yesterday match between Italy and Australia was another pulsative match. Another heart attack display by the Italians who had Marco Materazzi sent off early in the game for a reckless tackle which only looked like a yellow card to most of the viewers. And yet, once again the referee decided to flash the red card gracefully without using their freaking brains.


It could have been an ill-fated match for the Italians once more who are famously known for their ruthless behaviour on the field. But they held on, keeping their spirits high and fighting for their pride.
Playing with 10 men and being attacked constantly,the Socerroos couldn't barge their way through the Azzuri's solid defence. Brilliant displays by Buffon and Co. kept the Aussies at bay.

In the end, Italy survived the onslaught and was emerged as winners through another controversial call by the infamous men in black. A heartbreaker moment for Australia and the fans. A cruel blow to Hiddink and his debut team in the knockout stage, but you can only have 1 winner.

Somehow, whether you hate the calls and the blunders made,the referee still holds the power to decide matches and to some people, they may even considered as saviour in times of trouble. =)
Let's just hope as the game goes by, they improve their judgement and not make any bad calls that proves to be a decisive turn for a team.

Forza Azurris!!!

KNN Company.

First they block my only source of football news,

then they block my radio...

then they block everything connecting to the word "Soccer"

NOW they block my MSN!!!!!! Fuckanathan!

Too much sial.

So have to find alternative way to login to MSN, and was introduced to Meebo.

Then some joker played a prank on me...


Tulaness..

What next? Take my computer away lar tius...

14th June

*Thanks for the cake!*

and all you guys who made it there

more pictures at http://alvinn.multiply.com

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It's my birthday, I can post whatever rant I WANT =)

Another year gone by like a blink of an eye
So many unforgetable memories throughout this 1 year I hardly recall most of the small ones.
My life is merely like a walk in the park.
Easy going, not much worries and not much to think about.
IT doesn't feel old when people don't mention your age and when they do, you feel so fucked up about it.
I miss old school days so very much, I'll shorten my life just to live those years if I have to.
It's been awhile since I last visited school ground. To fresh smell of padang and the early morning breeze that's so energizing
7 years ago down the road and I'm not even living my dream.

5 years ago,
who would have thought I have fallen head over hills over someone whom I barely knew. Yea, I did and it was a painful experience all in. It hit me in the face real hard and I'm slowly picking up the pieces. Still doing it once awhile. Don't blame me, I was left hanging and not knowing who to turn to. Anyhow I'm really glad that she found someone now =)
Just wish that 1 day we'll start talking back again...as friends of course.

I never thought I would find someone similiar like how i felt from the one before. I was so wrong. February was the turning point and it was a whole new experience. It was a great take off and it hit rock bottom pretty real quick too. I thought I could be a real nice guy and patch things up. Doesn't pay really well to be one.

There were moments where we were so close I thought there was a beginning somewhere. But in the end,we somehow never got together.
I wished it did, and somehow I'm glad it didn't. It would have been difficult, for both of us if it happened. I would never let slip the chance if was given another 1 to try.

What better ways to learn the ugly truth then your birthday. So I was waiting, just like 5 years ago for a message. It never came.

Deep down, wasn't expecting this to happen. But it did happened. Thanks for all the messages guys! It really meant alot to me.

I'll be moving on with life...this time around, I have my friends... =)

Happy birthday to me!

urban legends - sex : Conception Misconceptions

People will believe anything if they want to avoid pregancy...

You can't get pregnant if it's your first time.

Jumping up and down immediately after intercourse will prevent conception.

Douching with Coca-Cola or 7-Up will kill whatever sperm the process doesn't wash away.

It's impossible to get pregnant if you have sex during your period.

After intercourse, a hot bath or a heating pad on the stomach prevents conception.

As long as neither party takes off their underpants, no babies will result.

Taking 20 Aspirin right after will halt conception from taking place.



Provided you do it standing up or with the girl on top, the sperm will never reach the egg.

As long as he pulls out before he ejaculates, no sperm will be loosed inside the girl.

Sneezing after sex prevents pregnancy.

You cannot get pregnant if you have sex in a chlorinated swimming pool.

...Or if they really want to get pregnant...

A woman can get pregnant only one day per cycle.

A woman should wait at least 3 months after stopping birth control pills before trying to conceive.

Orgasms cause women to release eggs.

Men should abstain until midcycle to increase the likelihood of conception.

A woman is more likely to become pregnant if the couple adopts a child.

The back seat of a '57 Chevy improves the odds of getting pregnant.

Coitus at the tops of tall buildings to increase gravity as you lie head-down increases your chance of becoming pregnant.

taken from http://www.warphead.com/modules/news/article.php?storyid=7

Yea Right?

The party that was..

I'm back from Melaka after the long awaited trip to Maxis kick off party.
In my opinion, it wasn't so great compared to the previous raves. The DJ was good, is just that the crowd was not into it. Barely half of the place was filled with people. The ciggy booth were practically empty and the drinks counter is infested with nothing but flies.CAnnot blame them..Who wants to pay RM 10 for a mineral water? You gotta be kidding me..What an utter lot of bullshit if you ask me. Complete rip-off! I hope they generate loses in revenue and goes bankrupt!!! Not MAxis lar, the organizer =).

The before party was the killer. Easily, 3 people was taken down in our villa. Thanks to Eric and his out-of-mind crap drinking ethics. He pours drink for people like nobody's business.It's so clear he's an alcoholic now >.<. Wait let me rephrase, a MUTHAFUCKINGCRAZYALCOHOLIC! Oak and Alex were in sleeping mode when we reached the rave. The music haven't even kick in, and they were already sitting down breathing heavily and was in the world of their own. =) Fucking funny though. As the partay went on, they continued buying crates of beer. I wondered how they manage to fill their plastic bottle with beer eventhough we emptied it. Hmm, ahhh Eric the devil constantly refill his bottle with beer!! Kanasai.

in the end,he was piss drunk =P. TaiNeiSei
Tubby couldn't remember any shit, oak slept at several spots and puke at the guard's divider, eeyeeww! Alex was in wonderland and was taken advantage off. Eugene cheated and poured his drink for others to be his scapegoat, CK damn smart to keep quiet and run away from being another victim. Anyhow, i gotta respect Eric's friend who drinks like a cow and still standing at the end of the day. Respecto!

Ahhh the wonders of alcohol. Simply amazing it build memories.

Signing off, pictures soon.

Happy yappy sappy ...;)

Yea man, early post!

Wah liu, this month seems like forever.
I can't wait for it to over and get my bloody pay!!! I have debts to settle and after clearing my credit card payment for the first time, I'm BROKE!
Not really lar, got savings this month =) hehe.

I'm proud of myself being able to save RM400 bucks this month after all the frequent visits to alcoholic den and partying like a wild animal. RM400 wei! Alot sial. I saved this much also because there is noone to spend accept for MYSELF!! =)
Bought a few shirts and 2 t-shirts recently. Shiok gila. Damn long never credit myself.

X-Men 3 is a crappy movie. Cheesy and so predicatable. Mahai like making movie to cheat small kids.
The good guys are sooo outnumbered. Wolverine still the yengness with his black suit. Storm is being candy-ass whipped by Calysto. Beast is ugly. Mystique is hot only when she's naked. Juggernaut/Vinnie Jones adds a comedy touch to the movie. Cyclops/ Professor X die like pussies. Archangel the sidekick looks like a fag who poses like a proud peacock. Phoenix/JeanGrey is like the mutant of all mutants.She just stands there and everything around her incinerates. Even the mighty Magneto who is supposed to be the most vicious villain of all brotherhood could not cope with her wrath. Oh btw, Magneto lost to a needle and see him run like a sissy =) How pathetic.

Oak's party on Saturday was a blast. HE got wasted far too early in the night. Tired konon. NAH =.=_|_. So much drink left, in the end I was the second target. Niamafulat tubby.

Pictures uploaded in yahoo photos. ID : tubztubztubz PW: godlike

I wasn't drunk. Just high.

Lastly, I'm glad she finally messaged me. I left my MSN on when I went home from work. It made me smile. At least I know I'm still her friend. Who would have thought a simple message breathes a sigh of relief. Thanks ;)

I'm craving for CS. Clan match anyone?

Moving on...

Aight, my mistake for not updating.My fault for being a lazy ass. I'm so preoccupied with workloads I hardly have time for myself or to shit.

I have tonnes of photos still waiting to be uploaded from previous outings. NO time lar blahder. Come back tired. No time to blog, only got time for O.C. And yes, I'm hooked to O.C because it rocks my socks. How can you not fall for Marissa? Or or Lindsay? Ahhhh Teen dramas, just my kind of soup. Anyone who disagrees can just bang the wall. If anyone of you have the previous season please oh please I'll be your slave , I'll do whatever you want... I just need my daily doze of O.C.

I'm slacking off at work right now not knowing what to do. My PC is not working and I have to wait for the technician to fix it. Ahh what a day of enjoyment. Still envy those fuckers who get to stay away from office. Haih, i really need to get a job beyond office compound. I hate being tied down to a chair and a computer not able to move around like a free bird. I want to feel the sun !! the rain!!! the smell of polluted air our great malaysians are causing!!
Seems like everyone is job hopping. I can't bare to do so. Sadly to say, I'm too attached with my colleagues and friends over here that I hate to leave.

I know, i know..that shouldn't be the way. I'm reluctant ok! and i'm different. I just don't jump into new things that easily.

I've been thinking lately about relationships and getting involved with girls. I know nuts about them. Honestly, it's like a bloody holy grail altogether understanding them. Dig deep my friend, and you shall be granted with your wildest imagination. Oh yeah, and don't ever ever ever ever ever get involved with someone who doesn't have feelings for you in return. It really sucks being the only jerk who claps alone. You know what makes a bigger jerk? Being ignored =.=. Basket!
Maybe I've done it before not realizing it. Sakit gila babi punya balasan.

It's ok...I'm moving forward like a new Toyota. It just have to end this way? Very da bagus.

Looking forward to weekend!!!! Oak's birthday man..we gonna have booze! yummie!!! He is so going to get wasted. Those with credit cards, please fork out cash and kasi dia graveyard!! We see how many glass he can tahan before white foams oozes out from his mouth. LAn C sommore lar.. =.= You WILL pay for your sombongness. Who joining me? *support sikit ok, i don't want to be the only sohai here who does it >.<*

Before i forget, today is my mom's birthday. I'll buy you cake ok. Don't be grumpy and stay healthy! Happy birthday!! Love ya!

Adios

If only....I had a million bucks...

Weekend is here again..for once I'm not looking forward to it. Weekend or weekdays, it's still crappy for me.
Sien until tulan. Tulan until can grow moss. My life need a major zh'ng. A big big transition. If only i had money , things will be different then.

IF I had a million bucks right now,

-I'll buy a Honda Civic.
-I'll get my ass to Amsterdam and eat space cakes all day long.
-I want to feel heaven in Shinjuku.
-I'll get world cup tickets for all Italy matches.
-My friends will get a grandfather chivas each.
-Get Dark by Design to play live set in ss18 padang.
-Build a nice house.
-Bribe my way to dinner with Sarah Tan.
-Send my parents for a nice holiday.
-Buy a billboard and hang my face with the title "I rox"
-Quit the company and self employed
-Put 100k in the bank for rainy days.

and the list go on...

I knew my name means something...

You'll know that you are addicted to Dota when your name resembles 1 of the heroes name.

alvin wong -- [adjective]: Banshee-like 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Behold my friends! Fear my Spiritsssss ! Watch out for my swarm of beessssss .

Wait i try something else

alvin wong wai hon -- [noun]: An alien 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

WHAT THE FUCK? Bloody random generator. Now I'm ET.

Last 1

sohai -- [noun]: A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

The meaning more yeng than my name, but no thanks =)

*WARNING*Another emo rant.

This is one of the entries that I wished you would stumble upon.
Just to let you know how much I missed you so.

You had me wandering helplessly since the day it took a twist.
Somehow the conversation just stopped.
No more laughing, no more silly jokes, no more 'what you've been through'
and no more 'I miss you'.

Who do I turn to now when I can't sleep in the middle of the night?
Sometimes, I just stare blankly to the ceiling just thinking..
What the hell have I done wrong?

I'm stuck between a hello and a goodbye.
Not knowing whether to move on or to stay or wait for a miraculous spark to happen.
Confused like a bird who lost his mother.
Where do I go from here since I have clipped wings.

I stand by here every single day, hoping to get and answer from you.
Just because I don't want to assume and get all the wrong ideas.
The cold treatment, the "I will call you back" but didnt are signs...
Are you asking me to stay away from you?
Call me stupid , call me naive... Is it really that hard to tell me?
I realized i hit the wall far too many times I'm immuned to it.

Ever wonder why I still do so?
I still like you that's why and I'm not asking you to like me back.
I just need to know, where do I stand at this moment.

I've come to a point where there is no turning back.
You taught me things I never knew and I've not been who you always wanted me to be.
You can't change people.
At least in this world, there are still people who cares about you.

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.

All i wanted is to be close to you and my hope still floats..

A visit to Kinokuniya

Today I was so semangat I walked all the way to KLCC just for fucks.
I was thinking what I should do with my 45 minutes break?

Hmmm

*kacheng*
Walk walk lor, take many many pictures like a tourist lor...and off I went under the bright sunny sky. I sweat, embraced the hot day and endured the heavy traffic just for the Fucks of it. =( How mo liu .

Thinking of not spending any money,I headed to Kinokuniya just to kill my time. And I know,I wouldn't spend my money on BOOKS.

Now,I present to you, books for the book enthusiast and books that are soooo wrong to be even selling on the shelf!!! Very very wrong indeed.

1.) Soccer Star's Bibiography

They sell english speaking superstar soccer player's biography like Beckham, Rooney, Lampard , Keane ; you name it they got it, but can they actually WRITE? Hmmm....We don't see any Malaysian players like Dollah,or Zainal or Bambang writing biography =.=" Maybe they did, in Indon or Malay...who knows.

2.) The Da Vinci Mania

Here:

and more of it

You can't get enough of Da Vinci do you...Already one of the all time best seller, published in numerous languages, got a movie coming soon, been critizied by the Pope, hmm what else?
Maybe start writing about other Da Vinci's painting?

3.) For the crusades.

A must have for Jesus freak. I would buy it if I were a Christian. Read the title of the book oso scared lor.. "HOLY BLOOD, HOLY GRAIL"! and they forgotten to include "HOLY COW,HOLY EXPENSIVE! and HOLY MACORONI"

4.) Shocking book on tourism

Hmmmmmmm...Book says tourism, but the cover shows nen-nen. ? CONFUSED? Me too. Sommore got star on the nip =.=" , This Nirpal guy really twisted. What was he thinking anyway.

5.) Book for the losers

Ever wonder why you have no money, no life, no gf, no goals? This is an alternative solution to people who doesn't have mirror at home.

6.)WTF Book.

A book that goes OMGWTFBBQKKTHXBYE..What's wrong with these people anyway ?

7.) A book for guys

If you still love your gf eventhough she's a pain in the ass, spending all your money, and keep telling you that your friends suck big time...read this;

You ain't alone buddy.

I had to stop snapping photos because this cannot-make-it lady who happens to work at the counter asked me not to do so. =/ Dissapointed sial. So i walked away and it was time for work soon. I make my way to the exit and couldn't help myself but to take one last shot on this lovely book.

=)

Remember i said no buying things?

I contradicted myself and bought this magazine..

20 bucks down the drain =*( but it was worth it!!!!
WORLD CUP ROX OK! and AZZURI ROX! other country can go saupei!

I'll definitely be going back there again one fine day.

Genting trip , revisited...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
5 Mou lais went up the hill
G-E-N-T-I-N-G
What to do with time to fill
C-A-M-W-H-O-R-I-N-G

It was raining in Genting and we had to stay back awhile. Startlar the cam whoring session.

Directions:

The mist in genting:

Starbucks in Genting:

Seehoe: "Wei, just now i saw this girl, her ass was thisssssss big! "

All: Must be Sin Ka Lan lar this Seehoe

Act cool but more like poser.

Now never ever ever leave your camera alone with Ivan.
These are the shots he take of HIMSELF!! Super Pei man ...

WAHLAUEH! CANNOT WEI

WAH THIS 1 Lagi VOMIT BLOOD

This is 1 of the only picture of Tek. Konon lar want to act cool, don't want to take picture with us. Nah kena penumbuk

And lastly, Seehoe's malay CMI chick. Cardboard oso don't want to let go. You say lar, how desperate is he.

We tried to adjourn to the carpark, but unfortunantely it was still raining. Then some joker had a brilliant idea of making prank calls to our beloved friends in Subang. =)
We dig deep into our pockets for loose change, and we managed to prank 4 people in total.
That night, we had 3 personalities; "Ah Hiu", "Ah Tan" , and "Ah dont know what" the loansharks =P

Steady lar our acting.






Got more pictures, but lazy to upload . Check it at alvinn.multiply.com

Random rant.

During those times when Internet was not a boom yet, I had a small diary book to keep me company. It was a black classy book with a book mark attached to it. Writing was more like a hobby back then. When you read back what you wrote couple of years down the road, somehow you remember back the good old days. That's the best part.

I was never good in writing. One of the things that i regretted is having myself joining the IT industries. If I had the choice back then, I would have join journalism Or Psychiatric studies. I have the habit of thinking for other people. I know when people is 'tulan' or 'bohsong', but it only applies to guys. So damn easy to read. When it comes to woman, then there will be a lil bit of problem there.

Most guys would say they are from a different planet. I would agree so. Their ego , emo , banging sessions, they are like a class above the guy species. 'Terra' like hell. The mood swings are worse than share market. It would be a man's dream to possess power to read woman just like Mel Gibson in "What Woman Wants".

My weekend was great. Uncle lim handed over some cash to me just when I desperately needed them. Although it's not alot, but sufficient enough to last me through 2 weeks. We played prank calls using public phone in genting and it was fucking hilarious. I'll youtube it when i bring my camera. =)

Sorry to all the victims. Please don't report to 'mata' ok. We are just bunch of innocent people who just wants to kill time.

Feeling very drowsy now, I'm heading back home at 2.15pm soon.

Catch you guys later.

The story so far...

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Alot of things messing in my mind like a fucking washing machine. I'm trying to clear things out one at a time. Here are the breakdown of what is going on with my life..

Work
Corporate support job is not as easy as I thought it was. I hardly have enough sleep nowadays due to the fact that I'm working a 5 am shift right now. I can't sleep at night as well because the weather is playing a major part in screwing my mood to sleep. I'm so busy i hardly notice the time flies so fast. Thank god for work, or else I'll be fucking bored to death.

Don't get me wrong, I hate working in this company. It's just that I need to have a sense of believing I'm doing something for money and not wasting my life like a sampah masyarakat.

Family
Mom and dad are surprisingly cheerful nowadays. At least now I have the time to talk with my dad before I go to work because sometimes he sleeps on the mattress downstairs.
Somehow i didn't tell them the truth about her not being who they wanted her to become. I just kept silent about the whole thing,they assume she was who she was, I leaked nothing out to them hoping that maybe 1 day they figured it out for themselves.

Her
Honestly, I have no flying fuck what went wrong here. Maybe I should have seen it coming a long long time ago. The calls and SMSes just ended . Don't ask me why, I'm dumbstruck as well. She said she will return the calls, but never did. Somehow I get the picture. The truth hurts like hell , but being ignored is just worst than that.
Am i too pushy? am i taking things for granted? am i not worth your 5 minutes?

You tell me...

Somethings are never meant to be together. All i ever wanted to be is to prove to her that I'm not those type of guys who she thinks I am. So much for trying hard, it ended up nowhere. At least i gave it a shot,and only if was given more time.
I guess that was it. I don't whether it's the end or not, hopefully i'll get the answer 1 day.

I'm not eyeing for the silent goodbye.

My Escapade to Redang

Back to work after a long week of holiday. So have not felt so reluctant at all.

When i stepped into the office, everyone started looking at me like I'm from planet Awankawanka 6754. OK maybe I'm abit tanner, but don't lar say my skin glowing. It's an insult you know. Me ish Chinese, not a goddamn Glow in the Dark stick.

Anyway...

I was in Redang with 3 mah lat lous. Initially it was 7 mah lat lous, but in the end, 1 broke his leg, 1 lazy to go and the remaining 1 more didnt have enough moolah. My budget was tight for the whole month, but I decided to go anyway mainly because it's my first time neh, haven't been to Terengganu before in my entire life. Jakun like hell..

I always wanted to know how a clean beach felt. And so I did. It was such a superb experience.

Pictures will be up once everything is settle down. I'm still having jet-lag from the 30 minutes flight >.<

Tata

My mundane life.

Alright, I have been working close to a year now anddd god knows how many tims I've complained about it. I'll give you an indepth of what's like to be working in the heart of KL.

Monday-Friday Daily Routine. Works start at 9 pm.

7.30am: Wake up.
7.31am: Devil says "Sleep back, you still can make it in time" *Takes a nap*
7.45am: Mom shouts from the kitchen.
8.00am: Finally wakes up.

Federal Highway is always a pain in the butt after 7.30 am. =.=

8.45am: Stuck in Jalan Sultan Ismail



9.01-9.10am: Reached office.



This is my work place.



and this is how i act busy. (when boss around)



this was the whole cover up-. =)



1.00pm : Sneak out for lunchie

1.45pm: Back on the dot. My break is only 45 minutes which kindda suck. Other people have 1 hour break, but not me. Our company demand us to be loyal. On Fridays, Muslims have 1 hour and 30 minutes break + 45 minutes break . Totally unfair.

2.00pm: Work

(In between culi tulang)

3.00pm: Work

(In between culi tulang)

4.00pm: Work

(In between culi tulang)

5.00pm: Work

(In between culi tulang)

6.00:pm: Pack my bags and leave for the day.

The Most Evil Thing Ever Created by Man..

CREDIT CARD!

Finally got it on Tuesday. Yahooooooooooooooooooo



Shinning bird, with nice name and nice credit limit of RM5000 babeh!!!!! =)

The following day...





=*(

Nice to see, nice to hold, once swiped, welcome to the hailat.com world.

Better control myself.

More cam whoring to do.

Essence in life...family and love

Nothing beats spending quality time with someone close to you.

I've been neglecting those who are right in front of me and I'm deeply sadden for what I've done. I would be dumbstruck do if they would have suddenly leave me one fine day.

Yesterday was my grandpa's 90th birthday. It was a quiet dinner nevertheless until one my my uncle breaks the ice.

The dinner room was quite posh. WE HAVE OUR OWN TOILET BABEH!!! how cool is that? and a karaoke set too. Out of nowhere, he grabs the mic and started singing. WTFBBQ heh? If he was 30 years younger, he would have beat the crap out of Daniel the Malaysian Idol. Seriously. =)

As usual, i endulged myself with 3 bowls of Shark's fin soup. Hohoho and the food tasted not bad at all. Way much better than niabeh overrated "Oversea" or "Five happiness" restorans.

Everyone was so light-hearted and jovial. Practically everyone is smilling. My grandma who has hearing problem,managed to give a warm smile too. Somehow she knew something my mom didin't . Grandma power.

How I was she was there too. =(

I'll be going off for holidays this weekend. Initially it was the 7 of us, but now it boils down to only 4 musketeers. Don't Worry, WE WILL STILL ENJOY OURSELVES!!!! That's for sure. I'm running off to the sweet'ol beach in Redang! Woohoo crystal clear water..! and sandy beaches/bitches.

It's gonna be my first time in Redang and i badly needed this break. Away from workload and stress, from dota...from citylife..from alcohol?

I'll definitely miss you when I'm there. Haih. Why do i give in so easily hah. Bloody weakling.

Sometimes I just wished you feel the same way as I do.

Time to buzz off.

Update later.

Which Superhero are you?

Your results:
You are Hulk

Hulk 90% Superman 70% Spider-Man 70% The Flash 70% Batman 60% Robin 55% Supergirl 45% Wonder Woman 30% Green Lantern 30% Catwoman 0% Iron Man 0%

You are a wanderer with amazing strength.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...



woohoo..mummy buy me more swhirts pwease >.<

Nocturnal

4.30am: Feeling lost.

4.35am: Kaiwern came online.

4.40am: Going to have a drink to clear my mind.

Me-Me: Questionaire

Details, details and more details

Nicknames: Art, Kush , Sohai, Soh Chai, Soh lou,
B-day: 14 June
Age: 24
Sex: Male
Where do you live: SS18 Subang
Pets: None. All dead.
Zodiac Sign: The twins.
Righty or Lefty: Righty. Lefty when exercises is needed.
Hair color: Black
Hair length: Short
Eye color: Dark brown
Height: 5 ft 8" (I think.)
Do u wear contacts or glasses?: glasses most of the times and contacts when i feel the need to.
Do you have any piercings? Nope.
Do you have a tattoo? Nope. Maybe I'll get 1 if i decided not to be in the Wong family.
Do you wear any rings?Nope. I crack my knuckles. Inconvenient to wear any.
Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Anything which is comfortable. I don't wear ahbeng lala attire.

Current News...

How are you today?: Relaxed. Worried.
What pants are you wearing right now?: Black pants
What shirt are you wearing right now?: Working shirt
What does your hair look like at the moment?: Messy. I woke up late today.
What song are u listening to right now?: Dark by Design
What was the last thing u ate?: Nasi Daging Merah *drools*
Last person you talked to on the phone?: Who else.
Last Dream you can remember: Walking with her, but forgotten where to.
Who are you talking to right now?: My colleague on the floor
What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 5568

Random Stuff..

If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be?: Black
What CD are you going to buy next?: Waste money, We ish malaysian lang, we no buy cd wan. we support pilated cd ok.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: Good things will come to those who wait.
What are your future goals?: Own a pub on a remote island
Do u like to dance?: Yea babeh. Hami dance oso wah boleh.
Worst sickness u ever had?: So far none. Touch wood.
What's the stupidest thing u've ever done?: That pee tastes like water.
If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?:Definitely taller.
Where do you shop the most?: Sunway Pilamid

Ever more random stuff...

How many kids do you want to have?: A football team if possible. A dota team is more realistic.
Son's name: Anakin
Daughter's name: Anya
Do you do drugs?: :)
Do you drink?: YUps. Water, Ribena, and Teh O ais. Redbull occasionally. (Added with alcohol)What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: Sunsilk (Drops a comb on my hair and watch it slide)
What sport do you hate the most?: Golf
How many TV's do you have in your house?: 2 only
Do you have your own?: Yea
ur own phone line?: Handphone only, the phone line is gone.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: NO =.=
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: Dislocated arm got lar, Broken havent yet.
Who do you dream about?: About 2 of my best friends son who ends up telling their dad respectively that they are in love. >.<(while holding hands)

Are you sappy Romantic?

Do you believe in Love?: I do.
Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: It's complicated
Do you have a crush?: Yea. All the time.
Do you believe in Love at first sight? Yup, but the cupid sure has a bad sense of aiming.
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Anywhere with beach!!! Mauritiaus?
What song do you want played at your wedding?: Bon Jovi- Thank you for loving me
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Eyes and smile. The 2 most important assets.
Are you shy to ask someone out? YES! My face turns red like a monkey's backside.
Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with?: =)

Guys on Girls (Guys only, unless you like to fondle tofu)

Sandals or thongs: Thongs lar!
Painted nails or not: Must be painted perfectly
Regular or sports bra: Sports bra.
Bra straps showing or not: Don't wear better
Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: Cute n’ wild ;)
smart or dumb: Smart
Dark or blonde hair: Dark
Long or short hair: Medium Length
Curly or straight hair: Doesn't matter
Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes: Light . Don't chao tut enough.
Long or short nails: Short. So she cannot scratch me.
Hat or no hat: No hat.
Good or bad girl: Good girl
Hair up or down: Which hair?
Jewellery or none: Not too much. Necklace, bracelet and ring. ENough.
Tall or short: Shorter than me , so i don't look like a dwarf
Accent or no accent: Accent.
Pants or dress: Dress
Tan or fair: FairFreckles or none: Freckles please...Girls with freckles are to die for!!
Shy or outgoing: Outgoing
Talkative or quiet: Both.
Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: crazy indoor chick

Choices, choices...

Lights on/off: Lights Off. I'm a shy person.
Sun or rain?: rain
Do u like scary or happy movies better?: Happy movies
On the phone or in person?: In person
Paper or plastic?: paper
Summer or winter?: Summer. I hate cold weather.
Hugs or kisses?: Hugs
Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate
Half empty or half full?: WTFOOK?
CD or DVD: DVD
Vanilla or Chocolate? CHOCOLATE!!!!
Skiing or Boarding: Boarding
Day or night: night
Sunset or sunrise: Sunset

Favourites...

Colours: Blue and black.
Food: Home cooked food. Italiano
Fast Food: Burger King and Domino's Thin Crust Pepperoni Pizza
Ice Cream Flavor: Rums and Raisins
Sport?: Football
Animal: Dogs
Music?: Anything goes. No boy bands only
Song: With or Without You - U2
Band: Jimmy Eat World
Number: 8,14,23
Actor or Actress?: Cytheria
TV show: Smallville
Clothes Brand: Polo Ralph Lauren
Saying: Nooob!

Confess thy sins..

Gotten Drunk?: A few times. It feels great to float on earth.
Broke the law?: Uhhh No?
Ran from the cops?: They caught up with me all the time.
Tried to kill yourself?: Not that stupid yet.
Made yourself throw up?: YES
Been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: When i was small.
Did/Said something to hurt someone?: Yea, regretted till this very day.

Reach out and Tag someone...

I Tag noone.

The truth..

Weekend flew so fast i almost forgot what i did.

It's a public holiday today, i hardly had enough sleep due to the fact that i was pretty much in a fucked up state last night. Mambo messes my brain up. Thanks for the bottom's up guys.

My eye still sores. The eye drops doesnt help much. I wonder why. Aren't doctor supposed to give you something to ease the pain? Fuck.

Nothing hurts as much as seeing someone you love walking away from your life. It feels just like being hit by a bus. Straight in the face. BAM! Girls who tell you they like gentlemen are nothing but bullshit. In my honest opinion; that is.

By the sound of it, yea things started to get real messy again for the 32423748 times. I'm so fucking confused about the whole thing i feel like giving up sometimes. Am i just a piece of toy you meddle with when you feel lonely and chuck it away if you have friends around? Always blaming me for not understanding you, but did you understand me in the first place?

Fuck. You know you can't clap with 1 hand. We did everything your way. I brought my ego so low to the feet just to make you feel happy.It's not me i can tell you that. Am I not that important to you at all? Am I? What am i in the first place?

You tell me.

Yea maybe you have your own reasons. I respected you on that. But did i ever questioned your doubts?

There are things that should be said and not to be said. Maybe is your nature to tell me about who you went out with, how rich they are, or how good looking they might be.
If a person likes you so much, who wants to build new memories with you, and you tell them how good the previous 1 was, imagine how you would feel?

The hope is totally lost.

Seriously, do you hear anything from me mentioning about my ex? The past is the past. Live on with it.

Yesterday night you drop a bomb shell on me. You have no idea how much i wanted to see you. How I was counting the time before i get to see your face. I went off early just to catch you, hoping that you would still be in office and not too late for you to meet your friends in Hartamas later on after that.

Too bad for me. Your friends are much more important. All i'm left from you is the photo i kept in the car.

I guess that was it. My hope turns to bits and pieces. I drove home alone and went to bed. Thinking. Thinking what i did wrong to deserve a treatment like this. Then i remembered you saying "Don't put too much hope, don't treat me so nice, i scared i might break your heart one day".

That "one day" was yesterday night.

It tears my heart to have those words playing in my head.

You don't know how much i loved you.

You just don't know...

A father's word of life...

Compliment three people each day

Watch a sunrise at least once a year

Look people in the eye

Say "thank you a lot.

Say "please" a lot

Live beneath your means

Treat everyone you meet as you want to be treated

Make new friends but cherish the old ones

Keep secrets

Don't waste time learning the "tricks of the trade", Instead, learn the trade

Admit your mistakes

Be brave. Even if you're not pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.

Choose a charity in your community and support it generously with your time and money

Used credit cards only for convenience, never for credit.

Never cheat

Learn to listen. Opportunity mosetimes knocks very softly.

Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all he or she has

Pray not for things, but for wisdom and courage

Never take action when you're angry

Have good posture. Enter a room with purpose and confidence.

Don't discuss business on elavators. You never know who may overhear you.

Never pay for work before it's completed.

Be willing to lose a battle in order to win the war.

Don't gossip.

Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.

When facing a difficult task, act as though it is impossible to fail.

Don't spread yourself too thin. Learn to say no politely and quickly.

Don't expect life to be fair.

Never underestimate the power of forgiveness.

Instead of using the word problem, try substituting the word opportunity.

Never walk out on a quarrel with your wife.

Regarding furniture and clothes: if you think you'll be using them five years or longer, buy the best you can afford.

Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.

Street musicians are a treasure. Stop for a moment and listen; then leave a small donation.

When faced with a serious health problem, get at least three medical opinions.

Wage war against littering.

After encountering inferior service, food or products, bring it to the attention of the person in charge. Good manager will appreciate knowing.

Don't procrastinate. Do what needs doing when it needs to be done.

Get your priorities straigth. No one ever said on his deathbed, "Gee if I'd only spent more time at the office".

Don't be afraid to say "I don't know"

Don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry".

Make a list of 25 things you want to experience before you die. Carry it in your wallet and refer to it often.

Call your mother.


By H,Jackson Brown, Jr.

The tide subside...

For once, i'm glad to come back to work. Somebody please slap me.

Weekend was really bumpy. To begin with, things aint running smoothly as it seems to be. Had a few chats with the guys and finally realized that some things are best to see it in a whole; Not only my point of view. When i put myself in her shoes, it all make sense altogether.

Last Friday was byfar the darkest, longest day of my life. No joke. I can't believe loving someone would be this painful when you only clap with one hand. No point elaborating on it, the past is the past. One thing is for sure, I'm happy everything turns out ok.For now.

I guess we need to grow up some point in our life and start taking stuff seriously like an adult.
(cheh wah...macam lar pro sangat mamat ni)

Anyway....

Ice Age 2 is so fucking roxxor it's a sin not to watch it. Scrat is ma man. He's like the GOD of all cartoon characters. I'll worship him if he ever gets to eat the acorn =)
(For those who havent watch this movie, GO GRAB THE TICKETS NOW LOSER!!! ngekngek)
Don't hit me when you see this ok? Peace

I declare Restoran Talipon in Jalan Kuchai Lama one of the dirtiest restoran EVER in Malaysia.
Yes we are blessed with good food all around, but when you see the state of the restoran is running, it's a total disgrace to food lovers. Fungus are growing on the rundown attap roof shop like nobody's business it looks like an artist's impression of a green masterpiece painting. Used bowls and plates could be seen EVERYSINGLEFUCKINGWHERE. Rubbish are littered everywhere it looks like a garbage haven. You name it, they have it.

It's cheap though; about 20 pax per head and you eat like a king. But the first thing i did when i reached home, I paid my bills in the toilet. Total non-stop shit war for 10 minutes. Funny thing is , i don't think my shit is smelly =) Who says their shit is smelly anyway? Haha

I desperately need to party now. It's the only thing that's missing in my life right now. I NEED TO DANCE!! AND DRINK AND GET WASTED maybe.

Life is incomplete without the element of alcohol. =) and "happy 5" for some chao tut people