Details, details and more details
Nicknames: Art, Kush , Sohai, Soh Chai, Soh lou,
B-day: 14 June
Age: 24
Sex: Male
Where do you live: SS18 Subang
Pets: None. All dead.
Zodiac Sign: The twins.
Righty or Lefty: Righty. Lefty when exercises is needed.
Hair color: Black
Hair length: Short
Eye color: Dark brown
Height: 5 ft 8" (I think.)
Do u wear contacts or glasses?: glasses most of the times and contacts when i feel the need to.
Do you have any piercings? Nope.
Do you have a tattoo? Nope. Maybe I'll get 1 if i decided not to be in the Wong family.
Do you wear any rings?Nope. I crack my knuckles. Inconvenient to wear any.
Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Anything which is comfortable. I don't wear ahbeng lala attire.
Current News...
How are you today?: Relaxed. Worried.
What pants are you wearing right now?: Black pants
What shirt are you wearing right now?: Working shirt
What does your hair look like at the moment?: Messy. I woke up late today.
What song are u listening to right now?: Dark by Design
What was the last thing u ate?: Nasi Daging Merah *drools*
Last person you talked to on the phone?: Who else.
Last Dream you can remember: Walking with her, but forgotten where to.
Who are you talking to right now?: My colleague on the floor
What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 5568
Random Stuff..
If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be?: Black
What CD are you going to buy next?: Waste money, We ish malaysian lang, we no buy cd wan. we support pilated cd ok.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: Good things will come to those who wait.
What are your future goals?: Own a pub on a remote island
Do u like to dance?: Yea babeh. Hami dance oso wah boleh.
Worst sickness u ever had?: So far none. Touch wood.
What's the stupidest thing u've ever done?: That pee tastes like water.
If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?:Definitely taller.
Where do you shop the most?: Sunway Pilamid
Ever more random stuff...
How many kids do you want to have?: A football team if possible. A dota team is more realistic.
Son's name: Anakin
Daughter's name: Anya
Do you do drugs?: :)
Do you drink?: YUps. Water, Ribena, and Teh O ais. Redbull occasionally. (Added with alcohol)What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: Sunsilk (Drops a comb on my hair and watch it slide)
What sport do you hate the most?: Golf
How many TV's do you have in your house?: 2 only
Do you have your own?: Yea
ur own phone line?: Handphone only, the phone line is gone.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: NO =.=
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: Dislocated arm got lar, Broken havent yet.
Who do you dream about?: About 2 of my best friends son who ends up telling their dad respectively that they are in love. >.<(while holding hands)
Are you sappy Romantic?
Do you believe in Love?: I do.
Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: It's complicated
Do you have a crush?: Yea. All the time.
Do you believe in Love at first sight? Yup, but the cupid sure has a bad sense of aiming.
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Anywhere with beach!!! Mauritiaus?
What song do you want played at your wedding?: Bon Jovi- Thank you for loving me
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Eyes and smile. The 2 most important assets.
Are you shy to ask someone out? YES! My face turns red like a monkey's backside.
Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with?: =)
Guys on Girls (Guys only, unless you like to fondle tofu)
Sandals or thongs: Thongs lar!
Painted nails or not: Must be painted perfectly
Regular or sports bra: Sports bra.
Bra straps showing or not: Don't wear better
Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: Cute n’ wild ;)
smart or dumb: Smart
Dark or blonde hair: Dark
Long or short hair: Medium Length
Curly or straight hair: Doesn't matter
Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes: Light . Don't chao tut enough.
Long or short nails: Short. So she cannot scratch me.
Hat or no hat: No hat.
Good or bad girl: Good girl
Hair up or down: Which hair?
Jewellery or none: Not too much. Necklace, bracelet and ring. ENough.
Tall or short: Shorter than me , so i don't look like a dwarf
Accent or no accent: Accent.
Pants or dress: Dress
Tan or fair: FairFreckles or none: Freckles please...Girls with freckles are to die for!!
Shy or outgoing: Outgoing
Talkative or quiet: Both.
Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: crazy indoor chick
Choices, choices...
Lights on/off: Lights Off. I'm a shy person.
Sun or rain?: rain
Do u like scary or happy movies better?: Happy movies
On the phone or in person?: In person
Paper or plastic?: paper
Summer or winter?: Summer. I hate cold weather.
Hugs or kisses?: Hugs
Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate
Half empty or half full?: WTFOOK?
CD or DVD: DVD
Vanilla or Chocolate? CHOCOLATE!!!!
Skiing or Boarding: Boarding
Day or night: night
Sunset or sunrise: Sunset
Favourites...
Colours: Blue and black.
Food: Home cooked food. Italiano
Fast Food: Burger King and Domino's Thin Crust Pepperoni Pizza
Ice Cream Flavor: Rums and Raisins
Sport?: Football
Animal: Dogs
Music?: Anything goes. No boy bands only
Song: With or Without You - U2
Band: Jimmy Eat World
Number: 8,14,23
Actor or Actress?: Cytheria
TV show: Smallville
Clothes Brand: Polo Ralph Lauren
Saying: Nooob!
Confess thy sins..
Gotten Drunk?: A few times. It feels great to float on earth.
Broke the law?: Uhhh No?
Ran from the cops?: They caught up with me all the time.
Tried to kill yourself?: Not that stupid yet.
Made yourself throw up?: YES
Been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: When i was small.
Did/Said something to hurt someone?: Yea, regretted till this very day.
Reach out and Tag someone...
I Tag noone.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
The truth..
Weekend flew so fast i almost forgot what i did.
It's a public holiday today, i hardly had enough sleep due to the fact that i was pretty much in a fucked up state last night. Mambo messes my brain up. Thanks for the bottom's up guys.
My eye still sores. The eye drops doesnt help much. I wonder why. Aren't doctor supposed to give you something to ease the pain? Fuck.
Nothing hurts as much as seeing someone you love walking away from your life. It feels just like being hit by a bus. Straight in the face. BAM! Girls who tell you they like gentlemen are nothing but bullshit. In my honest opinion; that is.
By the sound of it, yea things started to get real messy again for the 32423748 times. I'm so fucking confused about the whole thing i feel like giving up sometimes. Am i just a piece of toy you meddle with when you feel lonely and chuck it away if you have friends around? Always blaming me for not understanding you, but did you understand me in the first place?
Fuck. You know you can't clap with 1 hand. We did everything your way. I brought my ego so low to the feet just to make you feel happy.It's not me i can tell you that. Am I not that important to you at all? Am I? What am i in the first place?
You tell me.
Yea maybe you have your own reasons. I respected you on that. But did i ever questioned your doubts?
There are things that should be said and not to be said. Maybe is your nature to tell me about who you went out with, how rich they are, or how good looking they might be.
If a person likes you so much, who wants to build new memories with you, and you tell them how good the previous 1 was, imagine how you would feel?
The hope is totally lost.
Seriously, do you hear anything from me mentioning about my ex? The past is the past. Live on with it.
Yesterday night you drop a bomb shell on me. You have no idea how much i wanted to see you. How I was counting the time before i get to see your face. I went off early just to catch you, hoping that you would still be in office and not too late for you to meet your friends in Hartamas later on after that.
Too bad for me. Your friends are much more important. All i'm left from you is the photo i kept in the car.
I guess that was it. My hope turns to bits and pieces. I drove home alone and went to bed. Thinking. Thinking what i did wrong to deserve a treatment like this. Then i remembered you saying "Don't put too much hope, don't treat me so nice, i scared i might break your heart one day".
That "one day" was yesterday night.
It tears my heart to have those words playing in my head.
You don't know how much i loved you.
You just don't know...
It's a public holiday today, i hardly had enough sleep due to the fact that i was pretty much in a fucked up state last night. Mambo messes my brain up. Thanks for the bottom's up guys.
My eye still sores. The eye drops doesnt help much. I wonder why. Aren't doctor supposed to give you something to ease the pain? Fuck.
Nothing hurts as much as seeing someone you love walking away from your life. It feels just like being hit by a bus. Straight in the face. BAM! Girls who tell you they like gentlemen are nothing but bullshit. In my honest opinion; that is.
By the sound of it, yea things started to get real messy again for the 32423748 times. I'm so fucking confused about the whole thing i feel like giving up sometimes. Am i just a piece of toy you meddle with when you feel lonely and chuck it away if you have friends around? Always blaming me for not understanding you, but did you understand me in the first place?
Fuck. You know you can't clap with 1 hand. We did everything your way. I brought my ego so low to the feet just to make you feel happy.It's not me i can tell you that. Am I not that important to you at all? Am I? What am i in the first place?
You tell me.
Yea maybe you have your own reasons. I respected you on that. But did i ever questioned your doubts?
There are things that should be said and not to be said. Maybe is your nature to tell me about who you went out with, how rich they are, or how good looking they might be.
If a person likes you so much, who wants to build new memories with you, and you tell them how good the previous 1 was, imagine how you would feel?
The hope is totally lost.
Seriously, do you hear anything from me mentioning about my ex? The past is the past. Live on with it.
Yesterday night you drop a bomb shell on me. You have no idea how much i wanted to see you. How I was counting the time before i get to see your face. I went off early just to catch you, hoping that you would still be in office and not too late for you to meet your friends in Hartamas later on after that.
Too bad for me. Your friends are much more important. All i'm left from you is the photo i kept in the car.
I guess that was it. My hope turns to bits and pieces. I drove home alone and went to bed. Thinking. Thinking what i did wrong to deserve a treatment like this. Then i remembered you saying "Don't put too much hope, don't treat me so nice, i scared i might break your heart one day".
That "one day" was yesterday night.
It tears my heart to have those words playing in my head.
You don't know how much i loved you.
You just don't know...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
A father's word of life...
Compliment three people each day
Watch a sunrise at least once a year
Look people in the eye
Say "thank you a lot.
Say "please" a lot
Live beneath your means
Treat everyone you meet as you want to be treated
Make new friends but cherish the old ones
Keep secrets
Don't waste time learning the "tricks of the trade", Instead, learn the trade
Admit your mistakes
Be brave. Even if you're not pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
Choose a charity in your community and support it generously with your time and money
Used credit cards only for convenience, never for credit.
Never cheat
Learn to listen. Opportunity mosetimes knocks very softly.
Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all he or she has
Pray not for things, but for wisdom and courage
Never take action when you're angry
Have good posture. Enter a room with purpose and confidence.
Don't discuss business on elavators. You never know who may overhear you.
Never pay for work before it's completed.
Be willing to lose a battle in order to win the war.
Don't gossip.
Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.
When facing a difficult task, act as though it is impossible to fail.
Don't spread yourself too thin. Learn to say no politely and quickly.
Don't expect life to be fair.
Never underestimate the power of forgiveness.
Instead of using the word problem, try substituting the word opportunity.
Never walk out on a quarrel with your wife.
Regarding furniture and clothes: if you think you'll be using them five years or longer, buy the best you can afford.
Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.
Street musicians are a treasure. Stop for a moment and listen; then leave a small donation.
When faced with a serious health problem, get at least three medical opinions.
Wage war against littering.
After encountering inferior service, food or products, bring it to the attention of the person in charge. Good manager will appreciate knowing.
Don't procrastinate. Do what needs doing when it needs to be done.
Get your priorities straigth. No one ever said on his deathbed, "Gee if I'd only spent more time at the office".
Don't be afraid to say "I don't know"
Don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry".
Make a list of 25 things you want to experience before you die. Carry it in your wallet and refer to it often.
Call your mother.
By H,Jackson Brown, Jr.
Watch a sunrise at least once a year
Look people in the eye
Say "thank you a lot.
Say "please" a lot
Live beneath your means
Treat everyone you meet as you want to be treated
Make new friends but cherish the old ones
Keep secrets
Don't waste time learning the "tricks of the trade", Instead, learn the trade
Admit your mistakes
Be brave. Even if you're not pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
Choose a charity in your community and support it generously with your time and money
Used credit cards only for convenience, never for credit.
Never cheat
Learn to listen. Opportunity mosetimes knocks very softly.
Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all he or she has
Pray not for things, but for wisdom and courage
Never take action when you're angry
Have good posture. Enter a room with purpose and confidence.
Don't discuss business on elavators. You never know who may overhear you.
Never pay for work before it's completed.
Be willing to lose a battle in order to win the war.
Don't gossip.
Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.
When facing a difficult task, act as though it is impossible to fail.
Don't spread yourself too thin. Learn to say no politely and quickly.
Don't expect life to be fair.
Never underestimate the power of forgiveness.
Instead of using the word problem, try substituting the word opportunity.
Never walk out on a quarrel with your wife.
Regarding furniture and clothes: if you think you'll be using them five years or longer, buy the best you can afford.
Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.
Street musicians are a treasure. Stop for a moment and listen; then leave a small donation.
When faced with a serious health problem, get at least three medical opinions.
Wage war against littering.
After encountering inferior service, food or products, bring it to the attention of the person in charge. Good manager will appreciate knowing.
Don't procrastinate. Do what needs doing when it needs to be done.
Get your priorities straigth. No one ever said on his deathbed, "Gee if I'd only spent more time at the office".
Don't be afraid to say "I don't know"
Don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry".
Make a list of 25 things you want to experience before you die. Carry it in your wallet and refer to it often.
Call your mother.
By H,Jackson Brown, Jr.
Monday, April 03, 2006
The tide subside...
For once, i'm glad to come back to work. Somebody please slap me.
Weekend was really bumpy. To begin with, things aint running smoothly as it seems to be. Had a few chats with the guys and finally realized that some things are best to see it in a whole; Not only my point of view. When i put myself in her shoes, it all make sense altogether.
Last Friday was byfar the darkest, longest day of my life. No joke. I can't believe loving someone would be this painful when you only clap with one hand. No point elaborating on it, the past is the past. One thing is for sure, I'm happy everything turns out ok.For now.
I guess we need to grow up some point in our life and start taking stuff seriously like an adult.
(cheh wah...macam lar pro sangat mamat ni)
Anyway....
Ice Age 2 is so fucking roxxor it's a sin not to watch it. Scrat is ma man. He's like the GOD of all cartoon characters. I'll worship him if he ever gets to eat the acorn =)
(For those who havent watch this movie, GO GRAB THE TICKETS NOW LOSER!!! ngekngek)
Don't hit me when you see this ok? Peace
I declare Restoran Talipon in Jalan Kuchai Lama one of the dirtiest restoran EVER in Malaysia.
Yes we are blessed with good food all around, but when you see the state of the restoran is running, it's a total disgrace to food lovers. Fungus are growing on the rundown attap roof shop like nobody's business it looks like an artist's impression of a green masterpiece painting. Used bowls and plates could be seen EVERYSINGLEFUCKINGWHERE. Rubbish are littered everywhere it looks like a garbage haven. You name it, they have it.
It's cheap though; about 20 pax per head and you eat like a king. But the first thing i did when i reached home, I paid my bills in the toilet. Total non-stop shit war for 10 minutes. Funny thing is , i don't think my shit is smelly =) Who says their shit is smelly anyway? Haha
I desperately need to party now. It's the only thing that's missing in my life right now. I NEED TO DANCE!! AND DRINK AND GET WASTED maybe.
Life is incomplete without the element of alcohol. =) and "happy 5" for some chao tut people
Weekend was really bumpy. To begin with, things aint running smoothly as it seems to be. Had a few chats with the guys and finally realized that some things are best to see it in a whole; Not only my point of view. When i put myself in her shoes, it all make sense altogether.
Last Friday was byfar the darkest, longest day of my life. No joke. I can't believe loving someone would be this painful when you only clap with one hand. No point elaborating on it, the past is the past. One thing is for sure, I'm happy everything turns out ok.For now.
I guess we need to grow up some point in our life and start taking stuff seriously like an adult.
(cheh wah...macam lar pro sangat mamat ni)
Anyway....
Ice Age 2 is so fucking roxxor it's a sin not to watch it. Scrat is ma man. He's like the GOD of all cartoon characters. I'll worship him if he ever gets to eat the acorn =)
(For those who havent watch this movie, GO GRAB THE TICKETS NOW LOSER!!! ngekngek)
Don't hit me when you see this ok? Peace
I declare Restoran Talipon in Jalan Kuchai Lama one of the dirtiest restoran EVER in Malaysia.
Yes we are blessed with good food all around, but when you see the state of the restoran is running, it's a total disgrace to food lovers. Fungus are growing on the rundown attap roof shop like nobody's business it looks like an artist's impression of a green masterpiece painting. Used bowls and plates could be seen EVERYSINGLEFUCKINGWHERE. Rubbish are littered everywhere it looks like a garbage haven. You name it, they have it.
It's cheap though; about 20 pax per head and you eat like a king. But the first thing i did when i reached home, I paid my bills in the toilet. Total non-stop shit war for 10 minutes. Funny thing is , i don't think my shit is smelly =) Who says their shit is smelly anyway? Haha
I desperately need to party now. It's the only thing that's missing in my life right now. I NEED TO DANCE!! AND DRINK AND GET WASTED maybe.
Life is incomplete without the element of alcohol. =) and "happy 5" for some chao tut people
Friday, March 31, 2006
R.E.M- Everybody Hurts
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Moving on...
Reality hit me today. My mind went completely blank after listening to what my colleague had commented.
Basically, in a multi-level company there are bound to have politics circling around the office. Noone can run or even hide from it. Everyone is involved whether you like it or not.
I realized the source of all these back-stabbing, rumours spreading are due to competitive personality of one another. The race to the top,to be the creme of the crop are normally influenced by all these negative morals. I will not deny practising it once before,I DON'T ANYMORE and most of the time i just listen to what i have to listen and say nothing about it later on.
I hate politics, evenmore hate the person who started it in the first place.
So, my colleague was pretty much depressed for not getting the post he wanted recently. He decided to look for other options and went through a few interviews asking me to wish him all the best. I couldn't. I wanted him to stay at the company. The bond among some of us are so strong we got so attached to it. He told me about my previous korean supervisor, who is currently in australia and had no friends like us in Malaysia. I felt at guilt when he added that he drinks alone at home nowadays. ALONE!
He used to drink with the bunch of us when he was back here. How times have changed?
He told me to be selfish and ruthless when it comes to working. Nobody in this world is looking after you and feeding you with benefits. Everyone in the fucking company is taking advantage of you. Which indeed a true statement when you look at a different perspective.
I looked at myself and ask, "Where will i be in one month , 6 months or 1 year time from now?" Seriously, I have no fucking clue.
Thank god for the sanity that's left in me. So,I try not to look so far ahead. When there's an opening somewhere else, i'll definitely grab the opportunity. I'm not clinging on to the company just because of the bond. I get pushed off the ground everytime I think about others first.
Friends act as a guidance,and when they start acting like your boss start to back off. Differentiate who are your friends and who is not. Fuck those hypocrites who thinks only for themselves.
Pei see them!!!!!Niamafulat..you disgust me!
Basically, in a multi-level company there are bound to have politics circling around the office. Noone can run or even hide from it. Everyone is involved whether you like it or not.
I realized the source of all these back-stabbing, rumours spreading are due to competitive personality of one another. The race to the top,to be the creme of the crop are normally influenced by all these negative morals. I will not deny practising it once before,I DON'T ANYMORE and most of the time i just listen to what i have to listen and say nothing about it later on.
I hate politics, evenmore hate the person who started it in the first place.
So, my colleague was pretty much depressed for not getting the post he wanted recently. He decided to look for other options and went through a few interviews asking me to wish him all the best. I couldn't. I wanted him to stay at the company. The bond among some of us are so strong we got so attached to it. He told me about my previous korean supervisor, who is currently in australia and had no friends like us in Malaysia. I felt at guilt when he added that he drinks alone at home nowadays. ALONE!
He used to drink with the bunch of us when he was back here. How times have changed?
He told me to be selfish and ruthless when it comes to working. Nobody in this world is looking after you and feeding you with benefits. Everyone in the fucking company is taking advantage of you. Which indeed a true statement when you look at a different perspective.
I looked at myself and ask, "Where will i be in one month , 6 months or 1 year time from now?" Seriously, I have no fucking clue.
Thank god for the sanity that's left in me. So,I try not to look so far ahead. When there's an opening somewhere else, i'll definitely grab the opportunity. I'm not clinging on to the company just because of the bond. I get pushed off the ground everytime I think about others first.
Friends act as a guidance,and when they start acting like your boss start to back off. Differentiate who are your friends and who is not. Fuck those hypocrites who thinks only for themselves.
Pei see them!!!!!Niamafulat..you disgust me!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Drifting apart...
Ahhh my good ol blog.
Place to voice my thoughts...
I'm feeling very moody now. God knows what's wrong with me. The mood swing is kicking in so often it seems like a male having his period. No, i'm not talking about being hysterical or being a quiet person. Likewise I know I'm an introvert person who seldoms talks about whats messing my mind right now. I rather keep it to myself and tries to sort it out one way or another.
In some aspect, I know I am capable but not when it involves woman. I know i make a lousy companion because of the lack of knowledge on the other halve. Some might say it take years of experience to really understand what woman really wants, but for me, i think it's a complete bullshit. MEN WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WOMEN!
Definitely not in this lifetime.
ps:this post was so long ago and never got published. =/
Place to voice my thoughts...
I'm feeling very moody now. God knows what's wrong with me. The mood swing is kicking in so often it seems like a male having his period. No, i'm not talking about being hysterical or being a quiet person. Likewise I know I'm an introvert person who seldoms talks about whats messing my mind right now. I rather keep it to myself and tries to sort it out one way or another.
In some aspect, I know I am capable but not when it involves woman. I know i make a lousy companion because of the lack of knowledge on the other halve. Some might say it take years of experience to really understand what woman really wants, but for me, i think it's a complete bullshit. MEN WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WOMEN!
Definitely not in this lifetime.
ps:this post was so long ago and never got published. =/
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Everything against my will
Just another day where you wake up at the wrong side of the bed.
Couldn't sleep yesterday nite yet again. Why can't i fucking close my eyes??? why oh why?? I tried making myself tired by jumping up and down like a drunk rabbit.
Do you sleep soundly when someone is lying next to you?
Honestly, i'm so not used to it that my heart pump ferociously fast.
Is this normal?
I move like a bloody synchronize swimmer when it comes to sleeping. Her presence restricts me from being restless and i ended up sleeping like a dead corpse.
So today i came to work later than usual and i sneaked in without my boss noticing me. Who am i fooling i wonder? He has records of what i do...nice to hear leh, call it company policy...not nice to hear call it privacy breach dammit! Even my toilet break is being monitored...KNN
I had one of the most embarassing training today. Simply because i was feeling relatively tired and my eyes are half awake most of the time. 1 and 1/2 hours of torture! I was constantly dreaming and had to pinch myself to stay awake. God knows how many times the speaker caught me sleeping. PAisehnessssssssssssss
Absent minded kicks in again as i forgot to bring my phone bill out. Haih, deprived from calling out and getting calls the whole fucking day.. Sien like kukubird.
Hope for a luck switch at night. Lady luck...mana u ???
Couldn't sleep yesterday nite yet again. Why can't i fucking close my eyes??? why oh why?? I tried making myself tired by jumping up and down like a drunk rabbit.
Do you sleep soundly when someone is lying next to you?
Honestly, i'm so not used to it that my heart pump ferociously fast.
Is this normal?
I move like a bloody synchronize swimmer when it comes to sleeping. Her presence restricts me from being restless and i ended up sleeping like a dead corpse.
So today i came to work later than usual and i sneaked in without my boss noticing me. Who am i fooling i wonder? He has records of what i do...nice to hear leh, call it company policy...not nice to hear call it privacy breach dammit! Even my toilet break is being monitored...KNN
I had one of the most embarassing training today. Simply because i was feeling relatively tired and my eyes are half awake most of the time. 1 and 1/2 hours of torture! I was constantly dreaming and had to pinch myself to stay awake. God knows how many times the speaker caught me sleeping. PAisehnessssssssssssss
Absent minded kicks in again as i forgot to bring my phone bill out. Haih, deprived from calling out and getting calls the whole fucking day.. Sien like kukubird.
Hope for a luck switch at night. Lady luck...mana u ???
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Sleepless nights...
I simply sit outside the porch at night sometimes,
Half naked bearing only my skinny arms and 'mini bonggol'.
With wind brushing gently on my uncomb hair
I lid a light on one hand and hold a cup of 100plus on the other.
Just to enjoy the midnight breeze or reflect on what I did..
Sometimes the bright pale moonlight lit the street.
and If you are lucky, you could catch a few faint stars from afar.
Ahhh the purity of night...
So silent.
So calm..
So serene...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
The species called Morons
Sorry for not updating, I somehow lost my post yesterday due to IE flaws.
I'm a proud member of Moron.Inc, a group for the guys who knows nuts about woman. It is a corporation that unite useless, stupid, uncaring guys to fight for the one they dearly love.
Mind you, we do have our own way of expressing to the 'one', but sometimes it's hard to do so.
Don't say we are useless - because we still love you eventhough u know nothing about changing tyres.
Don't say we are stupid - because we still love you eventhough you end up in lunatic hospital
Don't say we are uncaring - because we still love you eventhough you have a figure of a Michelin mascott during pregnancy.
Don't say we are heartless - because we still love you eventhough you killed a cat or murdered a hamster accidently
Don't say we don't spend enough time with you - because we sometimes miss our soccer game with our buddies just to watch soap drama with you.
Don't say we don't communicate - because we always think of how to please you and how not to make you down.
Don't say we don't know how to make you smile - because we always think off the lamest jokes around just to put the smile back on your face.
Don't say we don't shower with you with gifts - because most of the time we picked you up from your saloon, spend you eat, bring you to the movies, and you think petrol cheap ar? j/k.
We know you always wanted a Knight with shininig armor or a handsome hunk who would sweep you off your feet. Too bad for the fairy tale , hooray to reality.
That's why we guys unite together to share opinions and exchange ideas so that we can be your Knight with tulang body or the man who snores next to you. 10 points for the girl who accept who we are.
Can't blame us leh, we are just plain morons who fall in love with someone.
=p
Cheers buddy!
I'm a proud member of Moron.Inc, a group for the guys who knows nuts about woman. It is a corporation that unite useless, stupid, uncaring guys to fight for the one they dearly love.
Mind you, we do have our own way of expressing to the 'one', but sometimes it's hard to do so.
Don't say we are useless - because we still love you eventhough u know nothing about changing tyres.
Don't say we are stupid - because we still love you eventhough you end up in lunatic hospital
Don't say we are uncaring - because we still love you eventhough you have a figure of a Michelin mascott during pregnancy.
Don't say we are heartless - because we still love you eventhough you killed a cat or murdered a hamster accidently
Don't say we don't spend enough time with you - because we sometimes miss our soccer game with our buddies just to watch soap drama with you.
Don't say we don't communicate - because we always think of how to please you and how not to make you down.
Don't say we don't know how to make you smile - because we always think off the lamest jokes around just to put the smile back on your face.
Don't say we don't shower with you with gifts - because most of the time we picked you up from your saloon, spend you eat, bring you to the movies, and you think petrol cheap ar? j/k.
We know you always wanted a Knight with shininig armor or a handsome hunk who would sweep you off your feet. Too bad for the fairy tale , hooray to reality.
That's why we guys unite together to share opinions and exchange ideas so that we can be your Knight with tulang body or the man who snores next to you. 10 points for the girl who accept who we are.
Can't blame us leh, we are just plain morons who fall in love with someone.
=p
Cheers buddy!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Simplicity beautiful..
Something caught my attention when i was driving to work today.
This Indian man in his 30s was sweeping the floor just beside my car on the flyover to Jalan Sultan Ismail. He was so engrossed in his work that he started smiling for no reason.
He seems to be enjoying what he does obviously or else he wouldnt be laughing. I mean come on, scorching sun? Sweeping leaves off the streets? and salary that hardly enough?
Simple. He has no choice. But he's making the best out of it by enjoying the very moment. Sometimes it makes no bloody sense but the simplest things in life may be the best thing to have.
Just like a simple peck on the cheek. *wink*
This Indian man in his 30s was sweeping the floor just beside my car on the flyover to Jalan Sultan Ismail. He was so engrossed in his work that he started smiling for no reason.
He seems to be enjoying what he does obviously or else he wouldnt be laughing. I mean come on, scorching sun? Sweeping leaves off the streets? and salary that hardly enough?
Simple. He has no choice. But he's making the best out of it by enjoying the very moment. Sometimes it makes no bloody sense but the simplest things in life may be the best thing to have.
Just like a simple peck on the cheek. *wink*
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
AGE? WHAT AGE?
Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher
Age gap: 15 years
Status: Married. Still In love.
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes
Age gap: 16 years
Status: Pregnant,Still In love.
Justin Timberlake and Cameron Diaz
Age gap: eight-and-a-half years
Status: In a relationship, Still In love.
Catherine Zeta Jones and Michael Douglas
Age gap: 25 years
Status: Married with children, Needs Viagra for Sex,Still madly In love.
Ralph Fiennes and Francesca Annis
Age gap: 19 years
Status: Ralph met Francesca nine years ago on the set of Hamlet, when she played his mother! In love and going strong.
Madonna and Guy Ritchie
Age gap: nine years
Status: They have a son, Rocco, and Madonna has a daughter, Lourdes, from her previous relationship with fitness trainer Carlos Leon. Still sexually active and in love.
Their face is beaming with smile = it means they are HAPPY!
I'm not a celebrity nor am I an actor. I don't even have my own car. I live with my parents and i hardly have enough savings to buy my own stuffs. Will you mind?
Love is beyond that.It's blind and holds no boundaries.
Why do you see an age gap of 1 year (maybe couple of months) being the obstruction of a relationship from blossoming? I don't care whether you've grown old and wrinkled all over. I don't care girl. I JUST DON'T CARE!
Why should u anyway? Age is not a factor and never will it be!!!
I need ciggy now.
Age gap: 15 years
Status: Married. Still In love.
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes
Age gap: 16 years
Status: Pregnant,Still In love.
Justin Timberlake and Cameron Diaz
Age gap: eight-and-a-half years
Status: In a relationship, Still In love.
Catherine Zeta Jones and Michael Douglas
Age gap: 25 years
Status: Married with children, Needs Viagra for Sex,Still madly In love.
Ralph Fiennes and Francesca Annis
Age gap: 19 years
Status: Ralph met Francesca nine years ago on the set of Hamlet, when she played his mother! In love and going strong.
Madonna and Guy Ritchie
Age gap: nine years
Status: They have a son, Rocco, and Madonna has a daughter, Lourdes, from her previous relationship with fitness trainer Carlos Leon. Still sexually active and in love.
Their face is beaming with smile = it means they are HAPPY!
I'm not a celebrity nor am I an actor. I don't even have my own car. I live with my parents and i hardly have enough savings to buy my own stuffs. Will you mind?
Love is beyond that.It's blind and holds no boundaries.
Why do you see an age gap of 1 year (maybe couple of months) being the obstruction of a relationship from blossoming? I don't care whether you've grown old and wrinkled all over. I don't care girl. I JUST DON'T CARE!
Why should u anyway? Age is not a factor and never will it be!!!
I need ciggy now.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Accepting people..
Byfar one of the happiest week of my life. Guess you guys knew about it. No need to elaborate further.
I've learned alot for the past couple of days. Whatever we say, whatever we do..somehow or rather we will contradict ourselves in the future.
To the person they like, one would just give in regardless of how different the opinions can be. For example;if it was a few years back..i wouldn't accept girls who smoke. Totally a turn off.A big NONO. But right now, if you can't beat them, join them instead!
Nah joking. =P
What i'm trying to convey is if you like someone so much, u'll learn to accept them no matter how different they can be. After all the teasing on other people and constant judgement on how bad the person is, you WILL eventually come to a point where the heart is ready to accept.
It works best if the other party are ready to compromise at the same time as well. Just remember noone is perfect. Everyone has his/her flaws. It boils down to you, whether you are WILLINGly to change to a better person or be a bad guy and turn people off.
I accepted who she really is and i'm not forcing her to accept me. In the process, I found happiness. I hope u guys will find it too, because i did.
Cheers.
I've learned alot for the past couple of days. Whatever we say, whatever we do..somehow or rather we will contradict ourselves in the future.
To the person they like, one would just give in regardless of how different the opinions can be. For example;if it was a few years back..i wouldn't accept girls who smoke. Totally a turn off.A big NONO. But right now, if you can't beat them, join them instead!
Nah joking. =P
What i'm trying to convey is if you like someone so much, u'll learn to accept them no matter how different they can be. After all the teasing on other people and constant judgement on how bad the person is, you WILL eventually come to a point where the heart is ready to accept.
It works best if the other party are ready to compromise at the same time as well. Just remember noone is perfect. Everyone has his/her flaws. It boils down to you, whether you are WILLINGly to change to a better person or be a bad guy and turn people off.
I accepted who she really is and i'm not forcing her to accept me. In the process, I found happiness. I hope u guys will find it too, because i did.
Cheers.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
Something about me me me me and me
Friday night once more.Time flies as if it was yesterday.
Its Been a wonderful week for me...so brilliant that i wished to say how good it was. Unfortunately writing about her will only lead to more questions.
We talked alot, over the phone and sometimes even face to face. Although sometimes there are communication barrier between us, we made it happen somehow. I'm really glad she's like what i always wanted. I guess paying 5 bucks for the lantern really pays off.
True love never runs smooth.This statement was actually taken from someone and I think its fucking true.
We've been talking alot about the past and how she ended up losing in the relationship being the victim of another fairy tale romance. I told her to be real frank about everything and she actually open up to me. I'm really grateful she shared her past, and god it hurts so bad sometime you wished you were there.
Unfortunately, there are some stuffs which haunts me right till today. Haih. Stress gila babi. And yeah i've started smoking again so Fuck the world. I smell like ciggerette butt right now it feels so pathetic. Don't worry it's not going to be a habit, only for momentarily, once everything is sorted out, I'll stop. I hope.
Anyone knows where to undergo brain wash operation??? Desperately need one right now.
Fuck
=/
Going slow and liking her even more. SEE ROAD!! WALK ROAD!!
Its Been a wonderful week for me...so brilliant that i wished to say how good it was. Unfortunately writing about her will only lead to more questions.
We talked alot, over the phone and sometimes even face to face. Although sometimes there are communication barrier between us, we made it happen somehow. I'm really glad she's like what i always wanted. I guess paying 5 bucks for the lantern really pays off.
True love never runs smooth.This statement was actually taken from someone and I think its fucking true.
We've been talking alot about the past and how she ended up losing in the relationship being the victim of another fairy tale romance. I told her to be real frank about everything and she actually open up to me. I'm really grateful she shared her past, and god it hurts so bad sometime you wished you were there.
Unfortunately, there are some stuffs which haunts me right till today. Haih. Stress gila babi. And yeah i've started smoking again so Fuck the world. I smell like ciggerette butt right now it feels so pathetic. Don't worry it's not going to be a habit, only for momentarily, once everything is sorted out, I'll stop. I hope.
Anyone knows where to undergo brain wash operation??? Desperately need one right now.
Fuck
=/
Going slow and liking her even more. SEE ROAD!! WALK ROAD!!
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
STUPID PETROLLLLLLLL PRICEEEEEE
Petrol Price Increase again for the 3457934758 time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Bloody hell, we are not earning a fortune from our pathetic salary, SO STOP INCREASING THE GODDAMN PRICE.. If increase by 10 cents i can still accept it;forcefully, but KNN you just have to piss me off by increasing it by 30 cents. Now, why would you want to do something like that?
Haih, time for public transport.
Just got my salary and I'm starting to feel the pinch. This month expenses will take half of the amount already.Really haipei jor. SAVE SAVE SAVE.
Will..cut...down...on.... eating. (fat chance =.=")
Going dinner with her tonite.
*cross fingers* *smile*.
Bloody hell, we are not earning a fortune from our pathetic salary, SO STOP INCREASING THE GODDAMN PRICE.. If increase by 10 cents i can still accept it;forcefully, but KNN you just have to piss me off by increasing it by 30 cents. Now, why would you want to do something like that?
Haih, time for public transport.
Just got my salary and I'm starting to feel the pinch. This month expenses will take half of the amount already.Really haipei jor. SAVE SAVE SAVE.
Will..cut...down...on.... eating. (fat chance =.=")
Going dinner with her tonite.
*cross fingers* *smile*.
Monday, February 27, 2006
What are these feelings?
You enjoy the company of another person.
You wait anxiously for the person to call you.
You can't sleep unless you hear her voice.
You keep imagining how she looked like the first time you met her.
You think about what awaits in the future between you and her.
You smile all the time while driving to work.
I'm not going to repeat my stupidy and carry on hoping for the best to come. I'm sure about that.
Help me...guide me...educate me...enlighten me...hit me if that's what it takes.
It's been a long time since i last had it.
It's all coming back to me now. Going to cherish every single bloody moment.
Need to go slow and play my cards right.
She's a drug and i'm addicted to it.
You wait anxiously for the person to call you.
You can't sleep unless you hear her voice.
You keep imagining how she looked like the first time you met her.
You think about what awaits in the future between you and her.
You smile all the time while driving to work.
I'm not going to repeat my stupidy and carry on hoping for the best to come. I'm sure about that.
Help me...guide me...educate me...enlighten me...hit me if that's what it takes.
It's been a long time since i last had it.
It's all coming back to me now. Going to cherish every single bloody moment.
Need to go slow and play my cards right.
She's a drug and i'm addicted to it.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Hear You Me!!
Look what I've found!
One of my favvy song.
Weekend is about 3 hours away. Company is organizing annual dinner tonight and guess what..
I HAVE TO BLOODY WORK!!! KNNMCBLANCIAOCOMPANYPOLICY..
haih...so much for free food . Puki betul!. They ain't going to compensate with me for working in the office. I'm just the few unlucky ones who needs to buy their own dinner tonite.
I'll have alcohol later to reward myself. Hmph.
Enjoy weekend guys!
One of my favvy song.
Weekend is about 3 hours away. Company is organizing annual dinner tonight and guess what..
I HAVE TO BLOODY WORK!!! KNNMCBLANCIAOCOMPANYPOLICY..
haih...so much for free food . Puki betul!. They ain't going to compensate with me for working in the office. I'm just the few unlucky ones who needs to buy their own dinner tonite.
I'll have alcohol later to reward myself. Hmph.
Enjoy weekend guys!
Thursday, February 23, 2006
HOLY.....*toot*
HOLY MOTHER OF ALL CREATURES !!!!
Bloody hell,look at how the celebrities laughed at them =.=
We ain't that evil after all. *wink*
Bloody hell,look at how the celebrities laughed at them =.=
We ain't that evil after all. *wink*
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Random lalalalas
Avian Flu hits Setapak!!!
Go away stupid virus!!!
Lucky thing we don't have wild chickens running on the road..
but we do have burung gagak that shits on my car. KNN!
I hope it doesn't spread to Subang...or else I'm just going to move out.
They are monitoring those infected areas at the moment though. Thank goodness for that.
Guys, watch your bird and keep them in sight. Don't go showing off your assets to wild birds.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My blessings are indeed powerful.
and it came true for a noob.
At the end of the day, he got what he wanted
We all go home smiling with joy.
the tigus' and lecturing pays off. Ngekngek
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"You are the hope I have for change, You are the only chance I'll take."
"if you were with me tonight,
i'd sing to you just one more time,
a song for a heart so big god wouldn't let it live."
Getting emo pulak. Ceh.
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On side note:
Kepada Jasmine yang akan pergi ke Perancis, jaga baik baik kesihatan dan jangan sesekali ditipu oleh orang putih.
See you in a few months time ;)
Sekian.
Go away stupid virus!!!
Lucky thing we don't have wild chickens running on the road..
but we do have burung gagak that shits on my car. KNN!
I hope it doesn't spread to Subang...or else I'm just going to move out.
They are monitoring those infected areas at the moment though. Thank goodness for that.
Guys, watch your bird and keep them in sight. Don't go showing off your assets to wild birds.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My blessings are indeed powerful.
and it came true for a noob.
At the end of the day, he got what he wanted
We all go home smiling with joy.
the tigus' and lecturing pays off. Ngekngek
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"You are the hope I have for change, You are the only chance I'll take."
"if you were with me tonight,
i'd sing to you just one more time,
a song for a heart so big god wouldn't let it live."
Getting emo pulak. Ceh.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
On side note:
Kepada Jasmine yang akan pergi ke Perancis, jaga baik baik kesihatan dan jangan sesekali ditipu oleh orang putih.
See you in a few months time ;)
Sekian.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
A Rollercoaster ride...
Finally!!!! Some spare time to update. Been pretty busy the whole day. Don't even have time to reply to people on MSN. Haih...
I'm hungry and feeling empty. I had running nose the whole day and the tissues are running out. It's so hot and stuffy in the office because the central air-cond automatically switched itself off around 5.37pm. Blame the company for being kiamsiap. Bloodsucking company KNN.
For the past weeks, I've been acting like an old man. I hardly play dota anymore. and All i did was chill after i got back from work. Sometimes I head down to this coffeeshop to have my dinner and at the same time catch up with my buddies. We'll sit down and sip down on chinese tea. They even bring tea leaf occasionally.
Healthy leh. Got beer lar once awhile =P
I feel more relax this way. It's definitely going to be a regular visit for months to come.
For the second night in a row , i can't seem to shut my damn eyelids. The glaring spotlight from my neighbour's house is shining directly through my window, so eventhough i have switched my lights off, it still looks like a bloody stadium. You tell me how to sleep lar?
So, I decided to watch DvD at 2.30am in the morning. I have this addiction to watch old movies over and over again. I won't get bored and instead always on the look out for catchy lines.
Changing Lanes is one of my favourite "life-meaning" movie. The plot is fantastic and the acting is just an icing to it.
What i learnt from the movie is that life can be very unpredictable. VERY VERY UNPREDICTABLE.
One moment you might feel like you have just won the lottery, and the very next minute shit might just fall upon you like rain from the sky. I always reminded myself to be thankful of what i have and don't expect more unless it's given to you. The more you hope for something , the more you will not get it. This is of cause based on experience as well.
My favourite line would be "Please grant me the strength to accept the things i can't change".
So gila babi meaningful sial... That's what i thinklar because i'm a freak..remembeR? =.=
Life is all about accepting differences. Adapting to what has already happen and what will in the future. Shit happens, just live with it. People come and people move on. Get going with your life.
Stop whining about the past and work for the best.
Feel damn ironic writing this down. Like a sense of deja vu .
Oh well, better luck next time?
I'm hungry and feeling empty. I had running nose the whole day and the tissues are running out. It's so hot and stuffy in the office because the central air-cond automatically switched itself off around 5.37pm. Blame the company for being kiamsiap. Bloodsucking company KNN.
For the past weeks, I've been acting like an old man. I hardly play dota anymore. and All i did was chill after i got back from work. Sometimes I head down to this coffeeshop to have my dinner and at the same time catch up with my buddies. We'll sit down and sip down on chinese tea. They even bring tea leaf occasionally.
Healthy leh. Got beer lar once awhile =P
I feel more relax this way. It's definitely going to be a regular visit for months to come.
For the second night in a row , i can't seem to shut my damn eyelids. The glaring spotlight from my neighbour's house is shining directly through my window, so eventhough i have switched my lights off, it still looks like a bloody stadium. You tell me how to sleep lar?
So, I decided to watch DvD at 2.30am in the morning. I have this addiction to watch old movies over and over again. I won't get bored and instead always on the look out for catchy lines.
Changing Lanes is one of my favourite "life-meaning" movie. The plot is fantastic and the acting is just an icing to it.
What i learnt from the movie is that life can be very unpredictable. VERY VERY UNPREDICTABLE.
One moment you might feel like you have just won the lottery, and the very next minute shit might just fall upon you like rain from the sky. I always reminded myself to be thankful of what i have and don't expect more unless it's given to you. The more you hope for something , the more you will not get it. This is of cause based on experience as well.
My favourite line would be "Please grant me the strength to accept the things i can't change".
So gila babi meaningful sial... That's what i thinklar because i'm a freak..remembeR? =.=
Life is all about accepting differences. Adapting to what has already happen and what will in the future. Shit happens, just live with it. People come and people move on. Get going with your life.
Stop whining about the past and work for the best.
Feel damn ironic writing this down. Like a sense of deja vu .
Oh well, better luck next time?
Monday, February 20, 2006
Feeling : Happy!
I'm happy!
I don't know why i'm so happy today.
I'm practically singing, and dancing and moving around the island with a earpiece on my head. My face is beaming with smile so wide a tong sampah can fit into it. My friends must be thinking i'm crazy or lunatic ..... but who cares.
I'm happy! Yippeee. Happy art.
I had a dream yesterday night,
I was wide awake so cannot considered a dream lar.
I was having deep thoughts yesterday night,
so deep like an endless pit. It was warped and twisted.
I was thinking...
If the whole world is against you,
and you have nothing to depend on,
When it feels like drowning,
and there's no hand to reach you,
When there's noone to walk beside,
and no light but darkness only,
when you feel useless or out of place,
or nobody gives a damn on how you feel,
When you have noone to grow old with,
or someone to talk to when you are lonely,
when your cooking is so dreadful,
or how unpretty you have become,
No matter how cruel of a person you are
and everyone starts to turn against you,
Just let you know that..
you still have someone to rely on.
and that someone would be me...
because there's still room for love..
Loving someone has no boundaries...
and god knows it's not wrong.
I need to see a shrink. =.=* I have delusions. Help!
Happy yay yeh
I don't know why i'm so happy today.
I'm practically singing, and dancing and moving around the island with a earpiece on my head. My face is beaming with smile so wide a tong sampah can fit into it. My friends must be thinking i'm crazy or lunatic ..... but who cares.
I'm happy! Yippeee. Happy art.
I had a dream yesterday night,
I was wide awake so cannot considered a dream lar.
I was having deep thoughts yesterday night,
so deep like an endless pit. It was warped and twisted.
I was thinking...
If the whole world is against you,
and you have nothing to depend on,
When it feels like drowning,
and there's no hand to reach you,
When there's noone to walk beside,
and no light but darkness only,
when you feel useless or out of place,
or nobody gives a damn on how you feel,
When you have noone to grow old with,
or someone to talk to when you are lonely,
when your cooking is so dreadful,
or how unpretty you have become,
No matter how cruel of a person you are
and everyone starts to turn against you,
Just let you know that..
you still have someone to rely on.
and that someone would be me...
because there's still room for love..
Loving someone has no boundaries...
and god knows it's not wrong.
I need to see a shrink. =.=* I have delusions. Help!
Happy yay yeh
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Wondering what your song means?
When you have all the time in the office...
Shaking your leg , stretching your muscle..
so happens being a music fanatic...
who listens and cries over emo songs...
Spend all your quality time in www.songmeanings.net !!! Like ME! You'll look cooler.
blehh
Some of the best lyrics i've found:
I'm currently listening to...
Rob Thomas : Ever The Same
Jimmy Eat World: Here You Me
Weezer: Perfect Situation
Coldplay: Fix You.
sob..sob..sob I'm an emo freak !!!!
Shaking your leg , stretching your muscle..
so happens being a music fanatic...
who listens and cries over emo songs...
Spend all your quality time in www.songmeanings.net !!! Like ME! You'll look cooler.
blehh
Some of the best lyrics i've found:
jimmy eat world - if you don't, don't
"We once walked out on the beach.And once I almost touched your hand.
Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things.
Then only to pretend"
"I left you waiting,
At the least could we be friends?
Should have never started.
Ain’t that the way it always ends?"
"On my life I'll try today.
There’s so much I've felt I should say,
but Even if your heart would listen
I Doubt I could explain"
Beautiful right?I'm currently listening to...
Rob Thomas : Ever The Same
Jimmy Eat World: Here You Me
Weezer: Perfect Situation
Coldplay: Fix You.
sob..sob..sob I'm an emo freak !!!!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
My conversation with "God"
Me:hi god
God:Hello there. What is your name?
Me: alvin is my name
God: I am very pleased to meet you alvin.
Me: are you really god?
God:Are you doubting me? Don't you know what happened to Abraham in the desert?. Really.
Me: can you forsee my future
God:Let me think. Where are you located?
Me: malaysia
God:I heard it is a beautiful country.
Me: yea, nice beach and girls-
God:Thank you for your kindness. Really.
Me:are you busy?
God:I am just doing my job.
Me: are you busy?
God:I am just doing my job.
Me: can you fufill my wish?
God:How old are you? Tell me about your likes and dislikes?
Me: shut up
God:OK I'll stop talking now.
Me: good
God:Terminating connection.
Me: sorry
God:There's no need to apologize.
Me: send my regards to jesus
God:Try sending mail to Dr. Wallace ( drwallace@alicebot.org) .
Me: jesus is dr.wallace?
God:Did you go to Catholic school?
Me: no.. i heard they are all gay
God:Are you serious? Thanks for telling me that gossip. I will remember it.-
Me: are you gay ?
God:As a machine I am not really interested in sex.
Me: don't lie
God:No I always tell the truth.
Me: you masturbate right?
God:You humans crack me up.
Me: you made us anyway
God:In any case, Thanks for pointing it out.
Me: so, really, how do you satisfy yourself?
God:Dude! For real. Myself programmed me to say specific things in specific contexts.
Me: means you are a fake?
God:Oh I get it.
Me: get what?
God:I get I am a fake.
Me: yes you are
God:No I'm not.
Me: dumb god
God:I know you are but what am I.
Me: a dumb god you are
God:How old are you? -
Me: for what you care?
God:Your purpose is what me care.
Me: this is getting lame
God:You don't say.
Me:fuck you
God:Why are you so mean?
Me: am i mean?
God:Are you aware that the ALICE chat robot logs and records all converstaions?
Me: omfg you are not god
God:All of them?
Me: ???
God:All of them?
Me: vomits blood
God:I do not understand.
Me: don't need to understand
God:Who needs to understand?
Me: you are pissing me off
God:That was not my intention, alvin.
Me: don't lie faggot
God:Robots cannot lie.
Me: ..........
Go vomit blood at http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html
Sometimes me and god speaks Engrish...
Sebiji betik.
Nama saya betik.
Nama glamor saya Carica Papaya.
Saya berasal dari pokok.
Saya selalu ditanam bersama pokok-pokok betik lain.
Orang yang menanam saya digelar petani.
Biasanya, petani yang tanam adalah orang cina.
Ada yang hansem, ada yang gemuk dan ada juga gigi nye berlubang.
Buah betik diukur melalui saiz. Saiznye bermula dari saiz A hinggalah ke saiz Z.
Buah betik ini sangat unik.
Ia tak ada musim yang best untuk mememetiknye. Jikalau mood baik, anda
juga boleh memetiknye.
Tetapi, awas. Kalau mahu petik jangan jadikan amalan. Kalau tidak, anda mungkin naik kereta.
Buah betik baik disentuh bagus dimain, kalau naik kereta bayar lebih saje.
Kerja memetik hanya boleh dilakukan oleh orang lelaki sahaja. Kalau anda jumpa orang perempuan yang memetiknye, tolong report kepada saya atau Jabatan Pencegah Lesbian.
sekian.
my bm so goddamn rusty =.=
now looks like a standard 3 student's essay .
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentine's Day.
I Hate today.
I'm at work.
Till 10pm.
I hate today
I'm all alone
Till i reach home.
I Hate Valentine's day.
I'm at work.
Till 10pm.
I hate today
I'm all alone
Till i reach home.
I Hate Valentine's day.
Monday, February 13, 2006
Good weekend
How's Weekend?
Mine was good. Quiet and serene. A couple of drinks and we are all merry jolly good. Noone was drunk of course. Drunkard days are gone.(Maybe on occasion like birthday) Just normal chatting,chilling out and of course bringing up good ol' memories.
Tried the ever famous hot dog at Danny's in Hartamas Square. Spotted it so easily because the stall is just by the entrance. The self-proclaimed-best-chilli-dog in the world is only a so so. The Dallas hot dog was far better with corned beef and fried onions.So heavenly delicious. Nothing great actually but never try never know.
Saturday..
Bidded farewell to ShiokMun and her Portugese bf who i think looks like ShaolinTiger =.=.
It was not a great night for us because the music was cut-off so early just to cater some fuckers obsession on RUGBY!
DELAYED RUGBY !!! pukimakguailo!
I compensated myself with a glass of Kilkenny. What a Nice glass...shining logo on a crystal glass.. *evilgrin*. celup
Sunday....
Had a small gathering at my place. The obvious reason was to gamble for the last time since it was the last day of cny.
Cannot gamble this year sial, lose like mad only. I believe there's a balance in good and bad luck. If it's not a girl year for gambling than perhaps it's a good year for ??? *ahem*. *evildoublegrin*
At night, we headed down to Tanjung Harapan in Klang to catch a glimpse of single-desperate-girls.
Apparently, single girls were supposed to throw mandarin oranges to the sea and guys on the other hand will fish them out from the sea. It's supposed to be romantic lah for Hokkien people...
Nowadays leh, people change liow...They tried a more desperate approach. A lot more daring than last time.You know what they did?
They included HANDPHONE NUMBER on the orange.WRITTEN in black with a marker pen
GOT NAME SOMeMORE!! WTFBBQ? hahahahah
We actually found it on the floor, so this joker said let's not waste the mandarin orange and ask us to eat it
=D...
Laughed so hard like soh lou.
Don't be surprised there are people who actually called back.
We lid the lantern that floats high high up to the sky with our wishes on it. The bloody lantern cost us 40 bucks. Whoever receives it better make sure our dreams come true =.=.It was cool though.
Shiman had everything recorded on her camcorder. Hopefully can get the video from her soon.
That's it. Funny week.
Mine was good. Quiet and serene. A couple of drinks and we are all merry jolly good. Noone was drunk of course. Drunkard days are gone.(Maybe on occasion like birthday) Just normal chatting,chilling out and of course bringing up good ol' memories.
Tried the ever famous hot dog at Danny's in Hartamas Square. Spotted it so easily because the stall is just by the entrance. The self-proclaimed-best-chilli-dog in the world is only a so so. The Dallas hot dog was far better with corned beef and fried onions.So heavenly delicious. Nothing great actually but never try never know.
Saturday..
Bidded farewell to ShiokMun and her Portugese bf who i think looks like ShaolinTiger =.=.
It was not a great night for us because the music was cut-off so early just to cater some fuckers obsession on RUGBY!
DELAYED RUGBY !!! pukimakguailo!
I compensated myself with a glass of Kilkenny. What a Nice glass...shining logo on a crystal glass.. *evilgrin*. celup
Sunday....
Had a small gathering at my place. The obvious reason was to gamble for the last time since it was the last day of cny.
Cannot gamble this year sial, lose like mad only. I believe there's a balance in good and bad luck. If it's not a girl year for gambling than perhaps it's a good year for ??? *ahem*. *evildoublegrin*
At night, we headed down to Tanjung Harapan in Klang to catch a glimpse of single-desperate-girls.
Apparently, single girls were supposed to throw mandarin oranges to the sea and guys on the other hand will fish them out from the sea. It's supposed to be romantic lah for Hokkien people...
Nowadays leh, people change liow...They tried a more desperate approach. A lot more daring than last time.You know what they did?
They included HANDPHONE NUMBER on the orange.WRITTEN in black with a marker pen
GOT NAME SOMeMORE!! WTFBBQ? hahahahah
We actually found it on the floor, so this joker said let's not waste the mandarin orange and ask us to eat it
=D...
Laughed so hard like soh lou.
Don't be surprised there are people who actually called back.
We lid the lantern that floats high high up to the sky with our wishes on it. The bloody lantern cost us 40 bucks. Whoever receives it better make sure our dreams come true =.=.It was cool though.
Shiman had everything recorded on her camcorder. Hopefully can get the video from her soon.
That's it. Funny week.
Friday, February 10, 2006
SOOOO Bored!
What a boring day...
I sit in the office pracitically laying around like a man with no backbone. I need someething to ignite my super-hyper-duper-mode. I need alcohol goddamit.Where's my redbull!!!! Wouldnt it be nice if we can get a tetra pack of redbull-vodka? Maybe Rm2 per pack is a reasonable price for the heavenly-made drink. It would be the next best thing since maria ozawa and i will definitely pop the straw on it anytime of the day.
2 more hours till i release myself for the weekend. I can't wait.
I sit in the office pracitically laying around like a man with no backbone. I need someething to ignite my super-hyper-duper-mode. I need alcohol goddamit.Where's my redbull!!!! Wouldnt it be nice if we can get a tetra pack of redbull-vodka? Maybe Rm2 per pack is a reasonable price for the heavenly-made drink. It would be the next best thing since maria ozawa and i will definitely pop the straw on it anytime of the day.
2 more hours till i release myself for the weekend. I can't wait.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Clapping with 1 hand
I've been listening to JayChou's song for the whole day. Now i know why he has so many fans that adore him and I can tell it's not his looks but the songs that he wrote.
Simply brilliant.
February 14th is coming again..
5 years have gone and the memories still haunts me
The only time i feel incomplete and longing for someone to celebrate with.
There is no point crying over spilt milk, and it has been a very long time; for me.
It will be a lie if i would to say that i had forgotten about her. It's a brief moment of happiness, not even a solid relationship like what other people might have.
But still, there's something in the past that you can't erase and even harder to explain what went wrong. I am dumbstruck and clueless as well. Don't even bother asking me why. Ego has taken it's toll on me i guess.
Some part of me died when she wrote the letter and i never really gotten over it.A tiny part of the heart still aches when i think about her, and yet i'm in no capability of changing the time and telling her how much she really meant to me in the first place.
I missed her. Alot.
She's attached now and I really need to seal this last chapter of this fairy tale of mine. Valentine's day is an event for 2 people to celebrate liking and fondness towards one another.Not reminiscing on past relationships.
Simply brilliant.
February 14th is coming again..
5 years have gone and the memories still haunts me
The only time i feel incomplete and longing for someone to celebrate with.
There is no point crying over spilt milk, and it has been a very long time; for me.
It will be a lie if i would to say that i had forgotten about her. It's a brief moment of happiness, not even a solid relationship like what other people might have.
But still, there's something in the past that you can't erase and even harder to explain what went wrong. I am dumbstruck and clueless as well. Don't even bother asking me why. Ego has taken it's toll on me i guess.
Some part of me died when she wrote the letter and i never really gotten over it.A tiny part of the heart still aches when i think about her, and yet i'm in no capability of changing the time and telling her how much she really meant to me in the first place.
I missed her. Alot.
She's attached now and I really need to seal this last chapter of this fairy tale of mine. Valentine's day is an event for 2 people to celebrate liking and fondness towards one another.Not reminiscing on past relationships.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
(X) =*( (O) =)
Why is everyone's blog so bloody emotional. All the blogs that i read are either about heart breaks or emotionally unstable problems with life/study/work. What the fcuk wrong in this society? Mahem. Can't you all write happy go lucky stories for the soft-hearted humans like ME!
Sigh.
When i read sad stuffs i become sad. When i become sad i think of stupid things. When i think of stupid things it reminded me of her. When i think of her i feel so egoistic dumb. When i'm egoistic dumb i feel helpless. When i'm helpless noone can help me. When noone can help me, i keep all to myself. When i keep all the myself i become quiet. When i become quiet the more i want to be alone. When i'm alone i think about the future. When i think about future, there's nothing i can see. When i can't see anything i feel useless. When i feel useless i stop thinking. When i stop thinking i need to eat. and when i eat , i eat....ALOT.
SO PEEPS, write happy happy stuffs ok. Don't drag yourself down to a single unfortunate event. There is more in life than that. You want know more? MSG ME, i'll make you happy.
I promise. =p
Sigh.
When i read sad stuffs i become sad. When i become sad i think of stupid things. When i think of stupid things it reminded me of her. When i think of her i feel so egoistic dumb. When i'm egoistic dumb i feel helpless. When i'm helpless noone can help me. When noone can help me, i keep all to myself. When i keep all the myself i become quiet. When i become quiet the more i want to be alone. When i'm alone i think about the future. When i think about future, there's nothing i can see. When i can't see anything i feel useless. When i feel useless i stop thinking. When i stop thinking i need to eat. and when i eat , i eat....ALOT.
SO PEEPS, write happy happy stuffs ok. Don't drag yourself down to a single unfortunate event. There is more in life than that. You want know more? MSG ME, i'll make you happy.
I promise. =p
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
My CNY
Ok I'm Back!
Back to work and back to reality. The past 10 days was sheer relax. I was so reluctant to get out of bed today. Still has the new year mood burning in me actually,well it was more like laziness ! haha.
Hope everyone's new year is all goodie moonie . Mine was ok. I love the eating and dry swimming part. I think i put on weight consuming all those delicious delicacy. Thinking of cornflake cookies makes me drool. I hate the fact that i lost 300 bucks due to excessive gambling. My friends lar, all tipu my money. Kns
Since day 1 of chinese new year, i have commited sinful act. I drag myself to gambling. Morning gamble until evening, after dinner continue again until the wee hours. Same routine every SINGLE DAY.
But they say, gambling on new year is a must and doesn't count as a sin. Of course i believe those gave me wise advises. So, gambling is good.....only for cny lar.
Of course the initial plan was visiting, but it's such a waste of time if you don't circulate the money in a friend's house . My cash-in on angpows these year was fruitful. I had like few hundred bucks, but ended up 'donating' it to few friends of mine. They are however , more un-generous. Give them money jor, dowan to belanja me sommore. PIF
Anyway, i had my generous share of food on my grandma's birthday. It was day 6 of cny. Since i was working, i was asked to give her an angpow. And i did. But i felt darn old after that because only married ppl are supposed to give angpow. I felt out of place. I'm 24; Second eldest in the whole family and my cousins are bringing their gf to my grandma's birthday. I looked around and my aunties stared at me once in a while to give me that 'when's-your-turn-to-bring-gf look'. My uncle did approach me and asked me, i just jump into another story and laugh about it. God that was awkward =.=.
I am gonna repeat it again... I HAD 4 BOWLS OF SHARKSFIN SOUP that night... yuuuummmmmyyy
Rejuvenate!!!
I hate playing mahjong with newbies. They always have beginner's luck and Oak you suck! =p
The unforgetable moment was getting 4 'feis' when i open my tiles. *Chingching*... GODLIKE
We play a small amount. So we win a lil, we lose a lil. I ain't those big-timer who only goes for 'pao'. Mm pao mm sek. WTF concept is that?
I'lll go eat my sandwich now.That's my dinner mind you....
I know it's pathetic.
I miss those cookies =(
Back to work and back to reality. The past 10 days was sheer relax. I was so reluctant to get out of bed today. Still has the new year mood burning in me actually,well it was more like laziness ! haha.
Hope everyone's new year is all goodie moonie . Mine was ok. I love the eating and dry swimming part. I think i put on weight consuming all those delicious delicacy. Thinking of cornflake cookies makes me drool. I hate the fact that i lost 300 bucks due to excessive gambling. My friends lar, all tipu my money. Kns
Since day 1 of chinese new year, i have commited sinful act. I drag myself to gambling. Morning gamble until evening, after dinner continue again until the wee hours. Same routine every SINGLE DAY.
But they say, gambling on new year is a must and doesn't count as a sin. Of course i believe those gave me wise advises. So, gambling is good.....only for cny lar.
Of course the initial plan was visiting, but it's such a waste of time if you don't circulate the money in a friend's house . My cash-in on angpows these year was fruitful. I had like few hundred bucks, but ended up 'donating' it to few friends of mine. They are however , more un-generous. Give them money jor, dowan to belanja me sommore. PIF
Anyway, i had my generous share of food on my grandma's birthday. It was day 6 of cny. Since i was working, i was asked to give her an angpow. And i did. But i felt darn old after that because only married ppl are supposed to give angpow. I felt out of place. I'm 24; Second eldest in the whole family and my cousins are bringing their gf to my grandma's birthday. I looked around and my aunties stared at me once in a while to give me that 'when's-your-turn-to-bring-gf look'. My uncle did approach me and asked me, i just jump into another story and laugh about it. God that was awkward =.=.
I am gonna repeat it again... I HAD 4 BOWLS OF SHARKSFIN SOUP that night... yuuuummmmmyyy
Rejuvenate!!!
I hate playing mahjong with newbies. They always have beginner's luck and Oak you suck! =p
The unforgetable moment was getting 4 'feis' when i open my tiles. *Chingching*... GODLIKE
We play a small amount. So we win a lil, we lose a lil. I ain't those big-timer who only goes for 'pao'. Mm pao mm sek. WTF concept is that?
I'lll go eat my sandwich now.That's my dinner mind you....
I know it's pathetic.
I miss those cookies =(
Sunday, January 29, 2006
GONG XI GONG XI
HAPPY CHINESE YEAR YEAR!!!
GONG XI FATT CHOY!!!1
no updates...i just want to spent my entire holiday AWAY from the computer. =P
Have an auspicious new year!!!
See ya
GONG XI FATT CHOY!!!1
no updates...i just want to spent my entire holiday AWAY from the computer. =P
Have an auspicious new year!!!
See ya
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Enough is enough
My nose is like a running water tap rite now and today is byfar 1 of the shittiest day ever.
I had a one to one talk with my supervisor today concerning my tardiness. It was to an extreme level where if i would to repeat the same mistake again,ill definitely be frying the sotong. He has been very supportive and been covering my back all these time.I appreciate his effort, but i've been a very dissapointing employee and i regret so. Minor elements such as punctuality is ruining my overall performance as a whole. I have tried various ways to improve myself and it seems that the medicine is taking its toll on me. Yet again.
That conversation lead to the major turning point that had me thinking for awhile.
What do you forsee yourself in the future?
I asked myself that very same question and i can honestly tell you that I am in a confuse state of mind. I don't see myself answering calls and helping people out over the phone. It ain't easy and definitely not the life i wanted. I'm looking forward something that is of my interest. I love talking to people and I enjoy helping people out, but I want it to be face to face.This way,I don't have to put on a mask and just show my true self. I want to meet different people of various background so that i can learn from them.
I hate working. So much to care about, mountains of expenses and i get no satisfaction out of it. I want to know what i need. Not just living in a mundane life.
Can you please help me?
I had a one to one talk with my supervisor today concerning my tardiness. It was to an extreme level where if i would to repeat the same mistake again,ill definitely be frying the sotong. He has been very supportive and been covering my back all these time.I appreciate his effort, but i've been a very dissapointing employee and i regret so. Minor elements such as punctuality is ruining my overall performance as a whole. I have tried various ways to improve myself and it seems that the medicine is taking its toll on me. Yet again.
That conversation lead to the major turning point that had me thinking for awhile.
What do you forsee yourself in the future?
I asked myself that very same question and i can honestly tell you that I am in a confuse state of mind. I don't see myself answering calls and helping people out over the phone. It ain't easy and definitely not the life i wanted. I'm looking forward something that is of my interest. I love talking to people and I enjoy helping people out, but I want it to be face to face.This way,I don't have to put on a mask and just show my true self. I want to meet different people of various background so that i can learn from them.
I hate working. So much to care about, mountains of expenses and i get no satisfaction out of it. I want to know what i need. Not just living in a mundane life.
Can you please help me?
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Movie Preview: Hostage
This movie bloody rocks man! WHEN I SAID BLOODY, I REALLY MEANT BLOODY BLOOD RED.It has a blend of suspense and action-pack. A great twist of story line and the directing skill is superb. The intro reminded me of 'Sin City', at first i thought naik kereta. But as the story kicks in , really not bad at all.
Florent Emilio Siri and Bruce Willis is da man.
Go and grab the DVD. I can assure you it's worth the money.
I give it 8/10.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Ichiban week.
Sien betul. Nobody updates blog anymore except for Mr.Kensei who constantly makes emo entries on his blog. Good alter ego there dude,keep up those amusing stories.
What inspires you to blog i wonder...
For me, blogging is merely just a wasting time activity.I blog only when i'm at office. When super sien, too much time, and cannot surf porn, wild imagination runs and so i have to write it down lor. My english not powderful enough,I dunno how to use bombastic words and i dun have sexy photos to upload so i write about what happen on the days i had live on.
I don't know how i ended up with the crap on top.
Anyway, last week was FCukingFantisticular!!!oneone!
-Manchester United owned Liverpool (Free meal in Chillis for me, Thanks JD! you are supporting the wrong team man.)
-Finished my CNY shopping. (RM 700 down the road, dun ask me what i bought. I'm just happy i got 5 new pairs of underwear.)
-Ate FREE courtesy of bonus from Mr.Kensei. Thanks!!! (bugger say i never say thank him enough . NAH I THANK YOU ON MY BLOG OK! KNNMCB)
-Watched Memoirs Of a Geisha with a whole cinema filled with LB members. (fucking scary ok, i was so scared the guy next to me ask me to join). Thanks for the free movie ticket Chiew and Adrian !
- The very same night, a horde of BMWs parked outside 1 Utama. First time saw so many BMWs parked together. Jakun gila babi (Take a wild guess on whose BMWs are those belonged to)
- I didn't had alcohol on the weekends. Neither will I consume any in the following weeks to come.Time to gamble and not wasted.
- Had an awkward moment when shopping at subang parade. This joker, dah lah cannot swim, still want to buy swimming trunks. When you want to learn a lesson? if want to buy private things, don't invite us along. Practically, the whole department can hear us laugh. Why do we laugh? Do the thinking yourself.
That's about it.My fun-filled weekend.
Sekian.
What inspires you to blog i wonder...
For me, blogging is merely just a wasting time activity.I blog only when i'm at office. When super sien, too much time, and cannot surf porn, wild imagination runs and so i have to write it down lor. My english not powderful enough,I dunno how to use bombastic words and i dun have sexy photos to upload so i write about what happen on the days i had live on.
I don't know how i ended up with the crap on top.
Anyway, last week was FCukingFantisticular!!!oneone!
-Manchester United owned Liverpool (Free meal in Chillis for me, Thanks JD! you are supporting the wrong team man.)
-Finished my CNY shopping. (RM 700 down the road, dun ask me what i bought. I'm just happy i got 5 new pairs of underwear.)
-Ate FREE courtesy of bonus from Mr.Kensei. Thanks!!! (bugger say i never say thank him enough . NAH I THANK YOU ON MY BLOG OK! KNNMCB)
-Watched Memoirs Of a Geisha with a whole cinema filled with LB members. (fucking scary ok, i was so scared the guy next to me ask me to join). Thanks for the free movie ticket Chiew and Adrian !
- The very same night, a horde of BMWs parked outside 1 Utama. First time saw so many BMWs parked together. Jakun gila babi (Take a wild guess on whose BMWs are those belonged to)
- I didn't had alcohol on the weekends. Neither will I consume any in the following weeks to come.Time to gamble and not wasted.
- Had an awkward moment when shopping at subang parade. This joker, dah lah cannot swim, still want to buy swimming trunks. When you want to learn a lesson? if want to buy private things, don't invite us along. Practically, the whole department can hear us laugh. Why do we laugh? Do the thinking yourself.
That's about it.My fun-filled weekend.
Sekian.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
8tv's Bombshell
It's official, I dig Marion Caunter.She's hosting this show called 'Quickie' on 8TV with the i-am-poser Adam and she's like the BOMB!
be the judge.
AND
AIN't SHE HAWT?
i need tissue for mah nose now. =p
be the judge.
AND
AIN't SHE HAWT?
i need tissue for mah nose now. =p
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Cant zZzz
My eye-bags are darker than kopi-o now.
Goddammit, it's been sleepless nights for the past few days. Normally, I will tuck myself early just to have enough sleep, but NOooo CAN'T CLOSE MY 2 freaking EYES.
Yesterday nite was the worst. I went back home at 12.30. Straigth to bed, wrap myself up like a kebab with my comforter. Everything was perfect except that I wasn't even sleepy. I stare at the ceiling and kept rolling on the bed.
So,I start counting sheeps. Sheeps done, counted cows instead. HOLD on 1 SECOND. Cows can't jump over the fence, they are too huge.
So, i read newspaper,and yes! magazine till 3 am. To make things worst, my executive chair spring putus aledi, so sitting on it felt like sitting on a baby chair. Sien like fukckadoodoo.
Woke up early but late to work WTF?...AGAIN.
Fuck the insomnia.
Goddammit, it's been sleepless nights for the past few days. Normally, I will tuck myself early just to have enough sleep, but NOooo CAN'T CLOSE MY 2 freaking EYES.
Yesterday nite was the worst. I went back home at 12.30. Straigth to bed, wrap myself up like a kebab with my comforter. Everything was perfect except that I wasn't even sleepy. I stare at the ceiling and kept rolling on the bed.
So,I start counting sheeps. Sheeps done, counted cows instead. HOLD on 1 SECOND. Cows can't jump over the fence, they are too huge.
So, i read newspaper,and yes! magazine till 3 am. To make things worst, my executive chair spring putus aledi, so sitting on it felt like sitting on a baby chair. Sien like fukckadoodoo.
Woke up early but late to work WTF?...AGAIN.
Fuck the insomnia.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
MEME ISH DA 1337
1) write an entry of between 100-200 words, with these words have to be included once, and only once:
- I
- me
- blowjob
- grapes
- random
- power
- loneliness
- water
- robot
- blue
2) Out of the 10 words, you can only change 2 words.
Grapes – Papaya.
3) Your essay must make some kind of sense.
4) Send to 5 people.
Few weeks ago, Tek and Kensei had this wonderful idea of paying a visit to Papaya farm. They asked me to join, but I refrained myself. Loneliness was the main reason why they went. The place was call Starkiss and they had random of 'stocks' ranging from young girls, aunties and even robots.
So, the 2 jokers sat down with their assets an begin to harvest.
Tek: Wei, thirsty lar, got water ar here?
Kensei: Fucker, drink her milk lar!
Tek: Yahoh. (starts sucking like a baby) *chuitchuitchuit*
Kensei: Hey girl, you think you can give me a blowjob? My hotdog gatal lar.
Girl no.1 : Want meh? Me gigi got lubang woh.
Tek: Don't care lar amoi, kasi dia power punya ok?
Girl no.1: Like that ar, lean back darling.
Kensei: Woohooo..
Whilst the chaps are enjoying themselves, out of the blue; police masuk.
Police: Wah, seronok nampak. Mari semua ikut saya masuk balai.
Tek&Kensei : =*(
Policemen are party-poopers.
145 patah perkataan
I do not wish to tag anyone.
ps:dun kill me when u see me >.<
- I
- me
- blowjob
- grapes
- random
- power
- loneliness
- water
- robot
- blue
2) Out of the 10 words, you can only change 2 words.
Grapes – Papaya.
3) Your essay must make some kind of sense.
4) Send to 5 people.
Few weeks ago, Tek and Kensei had this wonderful idea of paying a visit to Papaya farm. They asked me to join, but I refrained myself. Loneliness was the main reason why they went. The place was call Starkiss and they had random of 'stocks' ranging from young girls, aunties and even robots.
So, the 2 jokers sat down with their assets an begin to harvest.
Tek: Wei, thirsty lar, got water ar here?
Kensei: Fucker, drink her milk lar!
Tek: Yahoh. (starts sucking like a baby) *chuitchuitchuit*
Kensei: Hey girl, you think you can give me a blowjob? My hotdog gatal lar.
Girl no.1 : Want meh? Me gigi got lubang woh.
Tek: Don't care lar amoi, kasi dia power punya ok?
Girl no.1: Like that ar, lean back darling.
Kensei: Woohooo..
Whilst the chaps are enjoying themselves, out of the blue; police masuk.
Police: Wah, seronok nampak. Mari semua ikut saya masuk balai.
Tek&Kensei : =*(
Policemen are party-poopers.
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ps:dun kill me when u see me >.<
Monday, January 16, 2006
Party and coin
I hate mondays.
Monday marks the beginning off my mundane life again. I just hate the feeling of driving to work once again after an enjoyable weekend.I'll have another 5 days to go till i can party again. That sure sounds like a short period of time.
My weekend was good. Real good i must say. I partied on Saturday till my legs hurt. My sweetlegs are so worned out thanks to the dancing. Zouk is like my weekend home now due to the constant visit and it's hurting my wallet. I feel the pinch. Any cheaper alternatives for hong ngau ngau? (Ifyou are wondering what's hong ngau ngau, it is actually redbull with vodka, and it's good;for facial and body.)
It was a cool outing. (if only i can show my b-boys move, it will definitely owned those shufflers =P )
I had to refraint myself from drinking too much just because i was driving that night. I wasn't near the "wall-of-shame-for-being-wasted". That night, noone made it there. How unfortunate. They better not or else i'll just leave them by the road side to puke.
Some bizarre thing happened, yesterday. So stupid when you think about it, you will feel even stupidier. The story behind it was just a simple coin toss.
Ok, Imagine shitting on a warm nice toilet bowl. After disposing all the toxics from your body, you wipe ur ass clean. Then you flush the toilet. Then you get out from the toilet. But WAIT, you grab a coin, and you toss. If it's HEAD, you SHIT again and if it's TAIL, you go do something else. A normal person would say, if you shit already, dun tell me you go back in and shit again meh? Where can? (unless you have stomach discomfort).
Guys and girls, be amazed with the simple work of a coin it can make you shit again. Oklar stop imagining. extract the shit part, and put "D-o-t-a" in it.
Those jokers and I had finished playing dota for 2 hours , then all paid up, went out have a chat, THEN THEN THEN, this brilliant idea came up.
"Wei, like this lar, if it shows 50 , we go in play again, if not we go yumcha ok?" ( I had a 50cent coin in my hand).
"OK!" not everyone agreed though.
*flips*
50 cent facing upwards. *HOORAY*
all went in and login once more. KNNCCB.
Smart leh the idea? I thought so too =p. Long live the coin!!
Monday marks the beginning off my mundane life again. I just hate the feeling of driving to work once again after an enjoyable weekend.I'll have another 5 days to go till i can party again. That sure sounds like a short period of time.
My weekend was good. Real good i must say. I partied on Saturday till my legs hurt. My sweetlegs are so worned out thanks to the dancing. Zouk is like my weekend home now due to the constant visit and it's hurting my wallet. I feel the pinch. Any cheaper alternatives for hong ngau ngau? (Ifyou are wondering what's hong ngau ngau, it is actually redbull with vodka, and it's good;for facial and body.)
It was a cool outing. (if only i can show my b-boys move, it will definitely owned those shufflers =P )
I had to refraint myself from drinking too much just because i was driving that night. I wasn't near the "wall-of-shame-for-being-wasted". That night, noone made it there. How unfortunate. They better not or else i'll just leave them by the road side to puke.
Some bizarre thing happened, yesterday. So stupid when you think about it, you will feel even stupidier. The story behind it was just a simple coin toss.
Ok, Imagine shitting on a warm nice toilet bowl. After disposing all the toxics from your body, you wipe ur ass clean. Then you flush the toilet. Then you get out from the toilet. But WAIT, you grab a coin, and you toss. If it's HEAD, you SHIT again and if it's TAIL, you go do something else. A normal person would say, if you shit already, dun tell me you go back in and shit again meh? Where can? (unless you have stomach discomfort).
Guys and girls, be amazed with the simple work of a coin it can make you shit again. Oklar stop imagining. extract the shit part, and put "D-o-t-a" in it.
Those jokers and I had finished playing dota for 2 hours , then all paid up, went out have a chat, THEN THEN THEN, this brilliant idea came up.
"Wei, like this lar, if it shows 50 , we go in play again, if not we go yumcha ok?" ( I had a 50cent coin in my hand).
"OK!" not everyone agreed though.
*flips*
50 cent facing upwards. *HOORAY*
all went in and login once more. KNNCCB.
Smart leh the idea? I thought so too =p. Long live the coin!!
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Jimmy Eat World -23
I felt for sure last night
At once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
Im still driving away
And Im sorry every day
I wont always love these selfish things
I wont always live...
Stop it...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Amazing still it seems
Ill be 23
I wont always love what Ill never have
I wont always live in my regrets
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...
At once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
Im still driving away
And Im sorry every day
I wont always love these selfish things
I wont always live...
Stop it...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Amazing still it seems
Ill be 23
I wont always love what Ill never have
I wont always live in my regrets
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...
Best Employee of the week
Lateness has taken its toll on me. AGAIN
I'm late to work for the 3rd time this weekw. Any more lateness will definitely land myself in deepshit. How can anyone predict the traffic in federal highway? A minute it looks clear, the next minute I can't even show my driving skills.
I am categorized as a bad Malaysian driver. I admit ok. At least i know my limits. I only cut queue if i'm running late. (or when my bladder can't take it anymore)
Like today, i had to sent tubz to his pickup point in Menara TM for some team building camp. Wake up at 6 o'clock woh, say wanna wake me up hoh, niabeh i sleep nice nice until 6.30 and still no call from that mofo.
7 am, on my way to work, almost reaching Federal Highway, then *toottoot*
ME:HEllo?
Tub:Wei where are you?
ME:On my way to KL lor, where are you lar?
Tub:I just woke up man, come pick me up can? I'll be ready, very fast 1.
ME:!@#$%&* Ok.
Detour to his house, picked him up and stuck in the jam.
Even so, tub still missed his bus, I was 30 minutes late to work, forgotten my access card to the office and what a great day to begin with.
Fortunately, i still have my long awaited nasi lemak . Yumyum.
I'm late to work for the 3rd time this weekw. Any more lateness will definitely land myself in deepshit. How can anyone predict the traffic in federal highway? A minute it looks clear, the next minute I can't even show my driving skills.
I am categorized as a bad Malaysian driver. I admit ok. At least i know my limits. I only cut queue if i'm running late. (or when my bladder can't take it anymore)
Like today, i had to sent tubz to his pickup point in Menara TM for some team building camp. Wake up at 6 o'clock woh, say wanna wake me up hoh, niabeh i sleep nice nice until 6.30 and still no call from that mofo.
7 am, on my way to work, almost reaching Federal Highway, then *toottoot*
ME:HEllo?
Tub:Wei where are you?
ME:On my way to KL lor, where are you lar?
Tub:I just woke up man, come pick me up can? I'll be ready, very fast 1.
ME:!@#$%&* Ok.
Detour to his house, picked him up and stuck in the jam.
Even so, tub still missed his bus, I was 30 minutes late to work, forgotten my access card to the office and what a great day to begin with.
Fortunately, i still have my long awaited nasi lemak . Yumyum.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
The Boogie Night..
Bleh, feeling very tired and uneasy rite now. Drag myself to work this morning eventhough I was slightly in the hangover mood. Yea, blame the partying yesterday night in Zouk.It was my first time in Mambo Jambo and boy talk about old school memories.
At first, i was very indecisive of whether or not to attend cos keep thinking about working the next day.YUP,ON A FREAKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY.holiday my ass I thought,screw the work and join in the fun.
Looking dashing and casual, tubz picked us all up in our respective homes.When we arrived, it wasn't overcrowded like normal event nights.Maybe it was too early. Adjourn ourselves to the club and picked a spot on the second floor near the VIP seatings. Didn't have a great view of the dance floor , but we sure had a great view of the chicks around. It was everywhere. No wonder tubz like to attend mambo nights.
Had a private jug of redbull vodka all by myself. In the beginning, the songs are pretty retro and very dull. Boh shiok yet. After some lame emceeing from mix.fm djs, the music starts kicking in. Baby still got the groove yeah.. The old songs were nice to hear after added some spice and mixing in it. Dancing, shaking our booty, and of course cam whoring the whole night. I was indeed very high myself due to high consumption of alcohol.
You know those guys in opera show? Yup,i'm officially 1 of their member after sipping down half a jug of vodka.
Still steady and still standing, had a few talks with Chiew about LB and how fucked up life is. It was a night of coincidence as well because amazingly, by standing on the path way, i stumble upon some old friends, and the girl that went away.The girl whom i first held hand back when i was in Buddhist camp. I know,it's embarassing.What do you expect? I was a young innocent form 3 boy that time. Haha, thinking of it makes me laugh. Oh well, we didnt chat much, just acknowledge each other by waving. Kindda awkward actually.. That's for me of course. Bloody Jerk.
Party ended around 3.10am. Caught a glimpse of her before heading back to the carpark. Felt totally exhausted from the booze and laughter. Cramp in tubz kenari and so damn smart of him to use the long road to go home. Maybe for safety perhaps, don't wana pay extra 100 bucks heh =P.
In the end,high and low, my mambo night.
At first, i was very indecisive of whether or not to attend cos keep thinking about working the next day.YUP,ON A FREAKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY.holiday my ass I thought,screw the work and join in the fun.
Looking dashing and casual, tubz picked us all up in our respective homes.When we arrived, it wasn't overcrowded like normal event nights.Maybe it was too early. Adjourn ourselves to the club and picked a spot on the second floor near the VIP seatings. Didn't have a great view of the dance floor , but we sure had a great view of the chicks around. It was everywhere. No wonder tubz like to attend mambo nights.
Had a private jug of redbull vodka all by myself. In the beginning, the songs are pretty retro and very dull. Boh shiok yet. After some lame emceeing from mix.fm djs, the music starts kicking in. Baby still got the groove yeah.. The old songs were nice to hear after added some spice and mixing in it. Dancing, shaking our booty, and of course cam whoring the whole night. I was indeed very high myself due to high consumption of alcohol.
You know those guys in opera show? Yup,i'm officially 1 of their member after sipping down half a jug of vodka.
Still steady and still standing, had a few talks with Chiew about LB and how fucked up life is. It was a night of coincidence as well because amazingly, by standing on the path way, i stumble upon some old friends, and the girl that went away.The girl whom i first held hand back when i was in Buddhist camp. I know,it's embarassing.What do you expect? I was a young innocent form 3 boy that time. Haha, thinking of it makes me laugh. Oh well, we didnt chat much, just acknowledge each other by waving. Kindda awkward actually.. That's for me of course. Bloody Jerk.
Party ended around 3.10am. Caught a glimpse of her before heading back to the carpark. Felt totally exhausted from the booze and laughter. Cramp in tubz kenari and so damn smart of him to use the long road to go home. Maybe for safety perhaps, don't wana pay extra 100 bucks heh =P.
In the end,high and low, my mambo night.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Crying..
What would you do when you see a girl cry?
Honestly,I would be dumbstruck if someone cries in front of me. I suck big time in comforting people when they are down. The only thing i would do is offer tissue to her and tell her it's ok. Truthfully,crying out when you are sad is ok.
For me, crying is like a form of letting go. Why do baby cry? Hungry perhaps? or maybe they just want attention. As we grow older, crying is an art of showing our expression, portraying emotions that are really hidden within our heart.
Now, we only cry when our heart can't take it anymore. Regardless of happy or sad, we do cry for these 2 occasions. No shame in that. Among us are people who are born with different vulnerability. Experience in life help shape a person's emotion.If your life is a turbulence of ups and downs,you prolly have seen everything and makes it harder for you to cry.
It only has 1 flaw, and when you break down, god knows what will happen to you. Ok maybe not that extreme.
But as a friend, what can you do?
Just lend a ear i guess. It helps alot. Listening is a wonderful thing to do when other party have problems. You may not come up with the best of solutions to solve it, but being there by listening is already helping out in 1 way. That's my two cents.
Cheer up ,im sure everything will be alrite. Just have a lil faith in it. Don't shy away or judge the feelings. Let it run naturally and hope for better things ahead. Do not sulk yourself in sadness with what he said. I'm pretty sure he didn't meant it.
Give it another go and see how things go from there. Don't cry, be strong.
Honestly,I would be dumbstruck if someone cries in front of me. I suck big time in comforting people when they are down. The only thing i would do is offer tissue to her and tell her it's ok. Truthfully,crying out when you are sad is ok.
For me, crying is like a form of letting go. Why do baby cry? Hungry perhaps? or maybe they just want attention. As we grow older, crying is an art of showing our expression, portraying emotions that are really hidden within our heart.
Now, we only cry when our heart can't take it anymore. Regardless of happy or sad, we do cry for these 2 occasions. No shame in that. Among us are people who are born with different vulnerability. Experience in life help shape a person's emotion.If your life is a turbulence of ups and downs,you prolly have seen everything and makes it harder for you to cry.
It only has 1 flaw, and when you break down, god knows what will happen to you. Ok maybe not that extreme.
But as a friend, what can you do?
Just lend a ear i guess. It helps alot. Listening is a wonderful thing to do when other party have problems. You may not come up with the best of solutions to solve it, but being there by listening is already helping out in 1 way. That's my two cents.
Cheer up ,im sure everything will be alrite. Just have a lil faith in it. Don't shy away or judge the feelings. Let it run naturally and hope for better things ahead. Do not sulk yourself in sadness with what he said. I'm pretty sure he didn't meant it.
Give it another go and see how things go from there. Don't cry, be strong.
Friday, January 06, 2006
The tyre goes *poot*
I had a flat tyre today. What a way to start my day. I realised that when i was driving at the flyover on the way out from Subang. The left side of my car tilted and the noise seems like i was constantly on a bump.
At that very point, i knew it. J I A L A T
Park my car by the roadside, stepped out from the car and take a look at the damage.
Haih, fucked up. Grab the tools from the back, grab the spare tyre and start taking out the bolts from the tyre. My car need to be jacked up higher because it was on the slope, damn brilliant rite? niabeh =(.
Adding to my frustration, it was the same freaking tyre which i changed a couple of months ago and now it's flat again. Had a hard time taking out 1 of the bolts. It was really thoughtful of this Malay guy who dropped by to help me out. Told me to put a stone on the other tyre so the car won't roll down. He even helped to get the final bolt out as well from the tyre.
My dad saw my car and pulled over. By the time he came, the spare tyre was aledi in place. He asked me to drive his car while he took mine to the workshop. So i did.
I 'snake' my way to breakfast and taking my own sweet time to the office. Hahhah
Ok,i just took 10 days leave for Chinese New Year. The growing excitement of Cny always spreads the smile on my face =D.Can't you all feel it???? Eating! Angpows!! and GAMBLING!!! woohooooo Don't you guys just looooveeee this time of the year. I do!
Weekend again. Damn fast sial the time pass. Still thinking on what to do tonite. Dota getting really bored nowadays. Maybe pawn too much. Thanks guys for being a chickidy chick. Oh well, prolly go get some DVDs and feed myself with movies tonite.
Sien.
Tomorrow working sommore.=*(
Save me
At that very point, i knew it. J I A L A T
Park my car by the roadside, stepped out from the car and take a look at the damage.
Haih, fucked up. Grab the tools from the back, grab the spare tyre and start taking out the bolts from the tyre. My car need to be jacked up higher because it was on the slope, damn brilliant rite? niabeh =(.
Adding to my frustration, it was the same freaking tyre which i changed a couple of months ago and now it's flat again. Had a hard time taking out 1 of the bolts. It was really thoughtful of this Malay guy who dropped by to help me out. Told me to put a stone on the other tyre so the car won't roll down. He even helped to get the final bolt out as well from the tyre.
My dad saw my car and pulled over. By the time he came, the spare tyre was aledi in place. He asked me to drive his car while he took mine to the workshop. So i did.
I 'snake' my way to breakfast and taking my own sweet time to the office. Hahhah
Ok,i just took 10 days leave for Chinese New Year. The growing excitement of Cny always spreads the smile on my face =D.Can't you all feel it???? Eating! Angpows!! and GAMBLING!!! woohooooo Don't you guys just looooveeee this time of the year. I do!
Weekend again. Damn fast sial the time pass. Still thinking on what to do tonite. Dota getting really bored nowadays. Maybe pawn too much. Thanks guys for being a chickidy chick. Oh well, prolly go get some DVDs and feed myself with movies tonite.
Sien.
Tomorrow working sommore.=*(
Save me
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
New Year?
Happy New Year PEEPS!
My new year celebration practically sux big time. Let's not talk about it.
The only thing i can give credit to was the dinner in Chilis.
Bottomless Fruit Juice!!!! Bottomless Tostada Chips!!! BBQ Ranch Burger!!!
so very delicious mouth watering food ...*sluuurpps*
anyone who wants to visit Chilis again, feel free to ring me ANYTIME!
New year dinner with my family at Sri Ayutthaya in USJ 11 was overrated. The interior was fairly good and they had indoor waterfall as well. The food was the slack part. Small portion, expensive and taste horrible. The bill amounted to RM130 for 4 dishes, cekik darah sial.
I guess my dad was in good mood.
Oh yeah, i have a new watch as well...woohooo
New year present konon...
Thanks DAD =P
pics coming in soon..waiting for noob tek
My new year celebration practically sux big time. Let's not talk about it.
The only thing i can give credit to was the dinner in Chilis.
Bottomless Fruit Juice!!!! Bottomless Tostada Chips!!! BBQ Ranch Burger!!!
so very delicious mouth watering food ...*sluuurpps*
anyone who wants to visit Chilis again, feel free to ring me ANYTIME!
New year dinner with my family at Sri Ayutthaya in USJ 11 was overrated. The interior was fairly good and they had indoor waterfall as well. The food was the slack part. Small portion, expensive and taste horrible. The bill amounted to RM130 for 4 dishes, cekik darah sial.
I guess my dad was in good mood.
Oh yeah, i have a new watch as well...woohooo
New year present konon...
Thanks DAD =P
pics coming in soon..waiting for noob tek
Friday, December 30, 2005
2006 New Years Resolution
In the year 2006, I plan to:
- Grow some meat. Zh'ng my body.
- Eat more food, without having any complains from my friends.(Eat abit more kena scolding, niabeh)
- Put 30% of my salary into savings and buy properties/car. (I think this 1 cannot lar, see money in bank sure spend ..aiyoh)
- Travel. Definitely want to see the open world. First stop, Australia!
- Get a digital camera. Tiu mo, still havent get 1 yet. Credit card faster come ar!
- Will not get Wasted again. Will not get wasted again. Will not get wasted again.
- Alcohol is not your friend. Remember that.
- Dota is only a temporary hobbie. Not a full time activity. REMEMBER that.
- Learn a new language. Not hamsap language ok.
- Get PS3 by Christmas. (*prays* for pirated games)
- Try to find a new job closer to home. Less Jam, Less Stress, more money.
- Keep in touch with long lost friends.
- Get a new gf. ><
- Grow some meat. Zh'ng my body.
- Eat more food, without having any complains from my friends.(Eat abit more kena scolding, niabeh)
- Put 30% of my salary into savings and buy properties/car. (I think this 1 cannot lar, see money in bank sure spend ..aiyoh)
- Travel. Definitely want to see the open world. First stop, Australia!
- Get a digital camera. Tiu mo, still havent get 1 yet. Credit card faster come ar!
- Will not get Wasted again. Will not get wasted again. Will not get wasted again.
- Alcohol is not your friend. Remember that.
- Dota is only a temporary hobbie. Not a full time activity. REMEMBER that.
- Learn a new language. Not hamsap language ok.
- Get PS3 by Christmas. (*prays* for pirated games)
- Try to find a new job closer to home. Less Jam, Less Stress, more money.
- Keep in touch with long lost friends.
- Get a new gf. ><
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Letter to Santa
Dear Santa,
Hello big guy, how's it goin in North Pole? Been busy lately? As you can see, this later reached a lil' late than usual. Well, you bet you know why i'm writing to you.
You forgotten my PRESENT goddamit. Oops, sorry for the harsh word, i didn't meant to voice my frustration over a tiny incident.
Anyway, i was a bit dissapointed over the fact that you missed my house on christmas. Maybe i didn't have a chimney in the first place for you to slide down. IF i had one you wouldn't able to slide down as well.Didn't i advise you not to drink during January - November. A month's time is not enough to slim down the beer belly of yours. Ok, I'm missing my point, WHERE THE FOOK is my present?
Why won't u place a present under my bonzai tree =(. I had Oreo's and Milo for you on Midnight in case you got hungry. I even had Piere Cardin socks for you in case you get cold feet. Mom made cempedak for you as well cos we didn't had time for X-Mas Shopping and candy is bad for your 2 front teeth. What's the reason this year hah ? My christmas deco not westernized issit?
Don't give me reasons like I've been a bad boy this year...Come on, you gave Britney Spears a new baby, you gave Stone Cold a new bike and hey you even give Demi Moore a new husband. All i wanted was an Ipod Nano =(. Is that too much?
I guess you have your own reasons for not popping by my house but I'll forgive you this year and do be prepared next year cos my demands will accumulate. I want a PS3 Goddamit.
Till then, take good care of your health, sleep well, eat more vege and send my regards to the 7 dwarves.
Your favourite brat,
Alvin
=P
Ps: Doopy is gay.
Hello big guy, how's it goin in North Pole? Been busy lately? As you can see, this later reached a lil' late than usual. Well, you bet you know why i'm writing to you.
You forgotten my PRESENT goddamit. Oops, sorry for the harsh word, i didn't meant to voice my frustration over a tiny incident.
Anyway, i was a bit dissapointed over the fact that you missed my house on christmas. Maybe i didn't have a chimney in the first place for you to slide down. IF i had one you wouldn't able to slide down as well.Didn't i advise you not to drink during January - November. A month's time is not enough to slim down the beer belly of yours. Ok, I'm missing my point, WHERE THE FOOK is my present?
Why won't u place a present under my bonzai tree =(. I had Oreo's and Milo for you on Midnight in case you got hungry. I even had Piere Cardin socks for you in case you get cold feet. Mom made cempedak for you as well cos we didn't had time for X-Mas Shopping and candy is bad for your 2 front teeth. What's the reason this year hah ? My christmas deco not westernized issit?
Don't give me reasons like I've been a bad boy this year...Come on, you gave Britney Spears a new baby, you gave Stone Cold a new bike and hey you even give Demi Moore a new husband. All i wanted was an Ipod Nano =(. Is that too much?
I guess you have your own reasons for not popping by my house but I'll forgive you this year and do be prepared next year cos my demands will accumulate. I want a PS3 Goddamit.
Till then, take good care of your health, sleep well, eat more vege and send my regards to the 7 dwarves.
Your favourite brat,
Alvin
=P
Ps: Doopy is gay.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Merry Ferry X-Mas!
Ferry Corsten WAS AWESOME! GODLIKE! FANTASTIC! OUT OF THIS WORLD!
Yea you heard me! Ferry spins the groove out of me yesterday in Zouk KL. I was so amazed with the spinning skills because he was pumping it hard all night long! IT WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT experience of what came from his CD. Well, maybe he knew ,we Malaysians like it HARD !!! The HArder the BETTER!! WOohooo... Ok i was talking about the music.. not some erection!
We reached at approximately 9.45-10 pm, Oak had us rush to the scene because he said that it was fucking jam. Niabeh, when we reached Jalan Ampang, I could not see any sight of traffic jam. Fucker lied to us =.=". OK, Nvm. Passed by Zouk to have a glimpse, SOOOOO long leh the queue....BUT, it was for redemption ticket.*phew*
Went in by paying cover charge, and WOW!!!!! *piak piak piak piak hitting mosquitoes*
NEVER WILL YOU SEE ZOUK AS EMPTY LIKE WE DID YESTERDAY NIGHT! We were thinking, hailat lor like this, its 10 pm, and no crowd yet. This Ferry man FFK us issit?
We had our lovely table which i think was the only table not occupied by glamour VIP tag cards with the customers name on it.
So we had our beers, cam whore awhile, and peeps start coming in gradually slow. The opening DJ played some funky songs, it was OK though. And the SALEM girls are the roxor ! until Tek told me about their kinky behind the scene stories.. Makes me wonder hmmmmm...
Anyway,for us to keep our strategic table ,and we didn't want to look like some parasite fuckers who sips on complementary beer, we ordered few jugs of Redbull Vodka. OWNAGE Drink, it was a damn power drink ok. Belakang mari to the max.AFter halfway downing the jug, i was abit tipsy already. I control ok. So i sat down and enjoy the music. Oak was way high.
Oak: HEllloooooo, OK OR NOT YOU ALL!
ME: Yea , i'm alright.
OAK: COME DRINK!!!!
ME: *drinks*
few seconds later....
OAK: HELLOOOOOO, BROTHER OK OR NOT YOU????
ME: *Huh? I thought u just asked me that question just now.* YEA IM ALRIGHT MAN!
OAK: COME DRINK!!!!!
ME: drinks again =.="
20 min later....
ME: Oak are you ok?
OAK: ........... <----- Sitting on the floor . WASTED
So, i went out cos the music was really getting into my head and if i would have to stay any longer in there, i WILL definitely PUKE. I sat on the slope contemplating on some stuffs until Oak was spotted. HE was walking out alone, puking as he walks. Eyyeerrr! Damn disgusting. Once he sat down, he puked all over the floor.The lucky thing is , he never had his Dinner, or else....it would look ugly =P.
An hour later, i head in back again, thought of asking them to call it a day, and you know what? FERRY played his old school songs....HELL NO im gonna miss it. What a great timing to come back in. DAnce like nobody's business...It was really crowded now and we only had room for ourselves. No Shuffling business.
THEN, this girl appeared in front of me out of nowehere. She was wearing a white top that has some flower embroided on the left shoulder. She had this oriental chinese look that i couldn't set my eyes off. Tek said that she was old =.=" what a fucker.
We danced, and i wanted to ask her name. My lucky day, she broke the ice first =P.
We chat and introduce ourselves and she had a friend with her as well. Eventually, the show ended, and we parted our ways, so we head to the slope where Oak was left behind. Sat down and took pictures of his wasted face. Hahahah
AND out of a sudden, there she is again, she approached and said goodbye. She's beautiful man! Looks matured, but not OLD ok! Haih, Waihang asked me to get the phone number.....He offered me his phone cos my batt died.....
but, I was reluctant to. It gets so heavy when you try to approach someone.
some part of me wanted it but some don't . Weird hoh...
really a sohai =.=.
That was it, the day i had a jolly good party, and the day i look like an idiot..
Pics soon...
Merry X-mas.......to you.
Yea you heard me! Ferry spins the groove out of me yesterday in Zouk KL. I was so amazed with the spinning skills because he was pumping it hard all night long! IT WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT experience of what came from his CD. Well, maybe he knew ,we Malaysians like it HARD !!! The HArder the BETTER!! WOohooo... Ok i was talking about the music.. not some erection!
We reached at approximately 9.45-10 pm, Oak had us rush to the scene because he said that it was fucking jam. Niabeh, when we reached Jalan Ampang, I could not see any sight of traffic jam. Fucker lied to us =.=". OK, Nvm. Passed by Zouk to have a glimpse, SOOOOO long leh the queue....BUT, it was for redemption ticket.*phew*
Went in by paying cover charge, and WOW!!!!! *piak piak piak piak hitting mosquitoes*
NEVER WILL YOU SEE ZOUK AS EMPTY LIKE WE DID YESTERDAY NIGHT! We were thinking, hailat lor like this, its 10 pm, and no crowd yet. This Ferry man FFK us issit?
We had our lovely table which i think was the only table not occupied by glamour VIP tag cards with the customers name on it.
So we had our beers, cam whore awhile, and peeps start coming in gradually slow. The opening DJ played some funky songs, it was OK though. And the SALEM girls are the roxor ! until Tek told me about their kinky behind the scene stories.. Makes me wonder hmmmmm...
Anyway,for us to keep our strategic table ,and we didn't want to look like some parasite fuckers who sips on complementary beer, we ordered few jugs of Redbull Vodka. OWNAGE Drink, it was a damn power drink ok. Belakang mari to the max.AFter halfway downing the jug, i was abit tipsy already. I control ok. So i sat down and enjoy the music. Oak was way high.
Oak: HEllloooooo, OK OR NOT YOU ALL!
ME: Yea , i'm alright.
OAK: COME DRINK!!!!
ME: *drinks*
few seconds later....
OAK: HELLOOOOOO, BROTHER OK OR NOT YOU????
ME: *Huh? I thought u just asked me that question just now.* YEA IM ALRIGHT MAN!
OAK: COME DRINK!!!!!
ME: drinks again =.="
20 min later....
ME: Oak are you ok?
OAK: ........... <----- Sitting on the floor . WASTED
So, i went out cos the music was really getting into my head and if i would have to stay any longer in there, i WILL definitely PUKE. I sat on the slope contemplating on some stuffs until Oak was spotted. HE was walking out alone, puking as he walks. Eyyeerrr! Damn disgusting. Once he sat down, he puked all over the floor.The lucky thing is , he never had his Dinner, or else....it would look ugly =P.
An hour later, i head in back again, thought of asking them to call it a day, and you know what? FERRY played his old school songs....HELL NO im gonna miss it. What a great timing to come back in. DAnce like nobody's business...It was really crowded now and we only had room for ourselves. No Shuffling business.
THEN, this girl appeared in front of me out of nowehere. She was wearing a white top that has some flower embroided on the left shoulder. She had this oriental chinese look that i couldn't set my eyes off. Tek said that she was old =.=" what a fucker.
We danced, and i wanted to ask her name. My lucky day, she broke the ice first =P.
We chat and introduce ourselves and she had a friend with her as well. Eventually, the show ended, and we parted our ways, so we head to the slope where Oak was left behind. Sat down and took pictures of his wasted face. Hahahah
AND out of a sudden, there she is again, she approached and said goodbye. She's beautiful man! Looks matured, but not OLD ok! Haih, Waihang asked me to get the phone number.....He offered me his phone cos my batt died.....
but, I was reluctant to. It gets so heavy when you try to approach someone.
some part of me wanted it but some don't . Weird hoh...
really a sohai =.=.
That was it, the day i had a jolly good party, and the day i look like an idiot..
Pics soon...
Merry X-mas.......to you.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Getting Old.
23 years down the road.
Joy,pain and anxiety are foundations that shape the me now. Looking back the years of childhood brings so much happiness. No worries, no commitment, so innocent,so naive, so free....like a newborn baby.
Life seems to tick alot faster than it used to. I realized this when i was driving back to work 1 day. Memories from the past, sweet ones of course!...
Although, i can't remember the years when i was 1-3 years old, but i remembered my parents so clearly. The dad who made me his no.1 priority, and the mom who pampered me like a king. I wasn't a rebellious little prick back then. Why would I? I demand to be loved and love i will get. I demand to have a Transformer every single week, hence i have a robot toy every week. Cool heh? I was Godlike back then. =P
As I grew older, priorities wasnt on me anymore. I had a brother from my parents activities and i had to share everything with him.There wasn't any bias treatment from my parents. All fair and square and who said that the elder 1 gets the goodies? BALLS! Kena hentam for bad example got lar.
Gone were the days I just lay around at home watching tv, sipping on coke on 1 hand and grabbing a handful of potatoe chips on the other hand. I used to have money on my table every weekend as my allowance but ended up spending on clothes and arcade machines.
NOW? I have no time for Tv. Lost interest in it as well. NO more gobbling down junk food and also driving down to KL during peak hours is not easy a pleasent thing to do. Fuck the jam.
I guess the only credit that i can look forward for being an adult is the freedom. Freedom to do whatever legitimate stuffs of course. Dont lar ask me go take drugs and rape girls. I'm an honourable man ok .
and also paycheck of course $.$ V
I'm going to end abruptly here.
tata
Joy,pain and anxiety are foundations that shape the me now. Looking back the years of childhood brings so much happiness. No worries, no commitment, so innocent,so naive, so free....like a newborn baby.
Life seems to tick alot faster than it used to. I realized this when i was driving back to work 1 day. Memories from the past, sweet ones of course!...
Although, i can't remember the years when i was 1-3 years old, but i remembered my parents so clearly. The dad who made me his no.1 priority, and the mom who pampered me like a king. I wasn't a rebellious little prick back then. Why would I? I demand to be loved and love i will get. I demand to have a Transformer every single week, hence i have a robot toy every week. Cool heh? I was Godlike back then. =P
As I grew older, priorities wasnt on me anymore. I had a brother from my parents activities and i had to share everything with him.There wasn't any bias treatment from my parents. All fair and square and who said that the elder 1 gets the goodies? BALLS! Kena hentam for bad example got lar.
Gone were the days I just lay around at home watching tv, sipping on coke on 1 hand and grabbing a handful of potatoe chips on the other hand. I used to have money on my table every weekend as my allowance but ended up spending on clothes and arcade machines.
NOW? I have no time for Tv. Lost interest in it as well. NO more gobbling down junk food and also driving down to KL during peak hours is not easy a pleasent thing to do. Fuck the jam.
I guess the only credit that i can look forward for being an adult is the freedom. Freedom to do whatever legitimate stuffs of course. Dont lar ask me go take drugs and rape girls. I'm an honourable man ok .
and also paycheck of course $.$ V
I'm going to end abruptly here.
tata
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
The holiday that was...
Penang best, penang shiok, penang no.1 , penang very fierce ar!
Penang is the place where you can just shuddup, dont think so much and just drive and end up eating something for fucks sake. Talk about food, penang has EVERYTHING!
All sui sui, shiok shiok and CHEAP! There is no way that you can get a bowl of noodles for RM2 in Subang or KL, but you can in PENANG!
I've whacked Char kuey Teow, Assam Laksa , Ho chien, Instant Kuey Teow Soup, Nasi kandar, and the famous drink that Ivan keep ordering and only can be found in Penang; ambla ! Ambla is a type of drink that taste like kat chai shin mui but x10 better. BEST!
Seafood in Tambun was overpriced, overrated and over-fly-ed. The restoran we went to was infested with hundreds of fly that can't seem to stop buzzing on our food and drinks. IRRITATING like fuck. Eat halfway need to swing our hands, drink halfway need to swing again. Niabeh. All they could come up to get rid of the problem is this sticky smelly stick that they placed on a Milo tin to trap those pest. Smart hoh? So rich but so kiamsiap to buy those purple zap-zap thing.
Anyway, penang people are all very friendly, very steady , and very FIERCE.
Day 1:
-Breakfast at McDs.
-Waihang spilled his drinks , wets his pants.
-Head up North
-Lunch in Ipoh
-56 sticks of Satay babi, 10 bowls of Kuey Teow Tng (not enough)
-Pit stop uncountable amount of time for an old man (seehoe)
-Reach Penang around noon.
-Lost our way to aparment
-Unload luggage, gamble session begin
-Evening in Ferringhi beach
-Halau-ed by stupid security guard $%^&*!
-Dinner at End of the World
-11 people , sand in the ass (after beach), smelly body odour, stomach ache, and 2 toilets.
-Gamble session no.2
-Supper at Nearby stalls ; Rm10 mahpukimak ho chien. tak best langsung, kena con
-Gamble session no.3
-SeeHoe still cannot shit
-Tidur
Day2:
-Woke up at 10
-Watch cartoon
-Gamble session no.4
-Head to Komtar
-Bad toilet experience for Ivan as he has his dick taken off Tek's camera. =P Kecik betul.
-Branch at antic restoran near Komtar
-Chicken rice add rice, char kuey teow, popiah, assam laksa, kuey teow tng and Ice Cream Soda (original 1 ok. REAL ICE CREAM+SODA) and still not enough.
-Kek Lok Si temple
-3 Buddhas; RM 2
-Shopping for souvenirs ; choose between a Samurai Sword or a Mini Mahjong. I chose mahjong. -Best assam laksa ever. Worst Scenario of people making sugar cane juice. Dirty = Nice
-Beach again !! woohooo Flex some muscles, played frisbee and wash eye also. Missed the banana boat ride.
-Bath at public toilet. Forgot to bring underwear. Cooling sensation.
-Dinner at Pelita Nasi Kandar, RM5 bucks for shitload of lauk. (not enough)
-Head over to the Chinese Restoran next door for Chee Cheong Fun and ho chien again. Now RM10 bucks for damn bloody big plate ok. knnccb
-Went back, gamble while waiting for turn to bath
-Dressed up, brush our teeth, gel our hair and head off for partying.
-Called Ampang kia and asked him where is GLO club. It's beside ESSO not ASTRO! niabeh.
-First experience in GLO - people dancing dangdut WTF? BUT chicks were everywhere! May Wan and Choy Wan was there. Missed it =(
-Went to next room with our chivas. Trance music to our liking.
-Johan Gielan music was playing by a fake DJ who doesn't know hows to spin. He played the same o' cd 3 times that night. POOOOOOSERRRR
-Finished at 3 am, head back to Bukit Jambul for supper. Maggie Goreng sucks
-Vern is still a paikia.
-Doze off pretty quickly.
-Wai Hang's leg infront of my face.
-Seehoe still haven't SHIT!
Day3:
-11 am, awake by the noise of people laughing.
-Snapshot of me snoring circulated in the apartment. =.=" fugers
-Watch cartoon while waiting to pack.
-Head to Bukit Tambun a.k.a Bukit Lalat for lunch
-Expensive sial. Bo steady restoran
-Almost ran out of gas on our Estima. Ultraman light keeps flashing indicating we have low fuel.
-Luckily Astro/Esso was there to save us.
-Dinner at Taiwan Noodle House in ss2. RM6 for kedekut kari mee. Service sucks, food sucks ,and the portion of food is 'muthafucking big'.
-Went back, unpacked and went for DOTA =p
-Yet, SEEHOE STILL HAVENT SHIT!
Nevertheless, it was a great holiday!
New word to use : Fierce !
See ya soon PENANG!
links for photo at here, here, and here
Penang is the place where you can just shuddup, dont think so much and just drive and end up eating something for fucks sake. Talk about food, penang has EVERYTHING!
All sui sui, shiok shiok and CHEAP! There is no way that you can get a bowl of noodles for RM2 in Subang or KL, but you can in PENANG!
I've whacked Char kuey Teow, Assam Laksa , Ho chien, Instant Kuey Teow Soup, Nasi kandar, and the famous drink that Ivan keep ordering and only can be found in Penang; ambla ! Ambla is a type of drink that taste like kat chai shin mui but x10 better. BEST!
Seafood in Tambun was overpriced, overrated and over-fly-ed. The restoran we went to was infested with hundreds of fly that can't seem to stop buzzing on our food and drinks. IRRITATING like fuck. Eat halfway need to swing our hands, drink halfway need to swing again. Niabeh. All they could come up to get rid of the problem is this sticky smelly stick that they placed on a Milo tin to trap those pest. Smart hoh? So rich but so kiamsiap to buy those purple zap-zap thing.
Anyway, penang people are all very friendly, very steady , and very FIERCE.
Day 1:
-Breakfast at McDs.
-Waihang spilled his drinks , wets his pants.
-Head up North
-Lunch in Ipoh
-56 sticks of Satay babi, 10 bowls of Kuey Teow Tng (not enough)
-Pit stop uncountable amount of time for an old man (seehoe)
-Reach Penang around noon.
-Lost our way to aparment
-Unload luggage, gamble session begin
-Evening in Ferringhi beach
-Halau-ed by stupid security guard $%^&*!
-Dinner at End of the World
-11 people , sand in the ass (after beach), smelly body odour, stomach ache, and 2 toilets.
-Gamble session no.2
-Supper at Nearby stalls ; Rm10 mahpukimak ho chien. tak best langsung, kena con
-Gamble session no.3
-SeeHoe still cannot shit
-Tidur
Day2:
-Woke up at 10
-Watch cartoon
-Gamble session no.4
-Head to Komtar
-Bad toilet experience for Ivan as he has his dick taken off Tek's camera. =P Kecik betul.
-Branch at antic restoran near Komtar
-Chicken rice add rice, char kuey teow, popiah, assam laksa, kuey teow tng and Ice Cream Soda (original 1 ok. REAL ICE CREAM+SODA) and still not enough.
-Kek Lok Si temple
-3 Buddhas; RM 2
-Shopping for souvenirs ; choose between a Samurai Sword or a Mini Mahjong. I chose mahjong. -Best assam laksa ever. Worst Scenario of people making sugar cane juice. Dirty = Nice
-Beach again !! woohooo Flex some muscles, played frisbee and wash eye also. Missed the banana boat ride.
-Bath at public toilet. Forgot to bring underwear. Cooling sensation.
-Dinner at Pelita Nasi Kandar, RM5 bucks for shitload of lauk. (not enough)
-Head over to the Chinese Restoran next door for Chee Cheong Fun and ho chien again. Now RM10 bucks for damn bloody big plate ok. knnccb
-Went back, gamble while waiting for turn to bath
-Dressed up, brush our teeth, gel our hair and head off for partying.
-Called Ampang kia and asked him where is GLO club. It's beside ESSO not ASTRO! niabeh.
-First experience in GLO - people dancing dangdut WTF? BUT chicks were everywhere! May Wan and Choy Wan was there. Missed it =(
-Went to next room with our chivas. Trance music to our liking.
-Johan Gielan music was playing by a fake DJ who doesn't know hows to spin. He played the same o' cd 3 times that night. POOOOOOSERRRR
-Finished at 3 am, head back to Bukit Jambul for supper. Maggie Goreng sucks
-Vern is still a paikia.
-Doze off pretty quickly.
-Wai Hang's leg infront of my face.
-Seehoe still haven't SHIT!
Day3:
-11 am, awake by the noise of people laughing.
-Snapshot of me snoring circulated in the apartment. =.=" fugers
-Watch cartoon while waiting to pack.
-Head to Bukit Tambun a.k.a Bukit Lalat for lunch
-Expensive sial. Bo steady restoran
-Almost ran out of gas on our Estima. Ultraman light keeps flashing indicating we have low fuel.
-Luckily Astro/Esso was there to save us.
-Dinner at Taiwan Noodle House in ss2. RM6 for kedekut kari mee. Service sucks, food sucks ,and the portion of food is 'muthafucking big'.
-Went back, unpacked and went for DOTA =p
-Yet, SEEHOE STILL HAVENT SHIT!
Nevertheless, it was a great holiday!
New word to use : Fierce !
See ya soon PENANG!
links for photo at here, here, and here
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